An Infinity On The Inside

why is it so hot. why is it so hot. I am being punished.

going on HRT is a serious decision you should make with the utmost gravity. people might think you're cool, badass even. You might find yourself happy with your life, approaching the world with newfound wisdom one way or another. It might be what you want. It might get you off. It might just be a cool story to tell people. I, myself, found the initial experience was like I had sleepwalked through a nightmare for a quarter century - and for the first time, not just the first time I could remember but actually the first time, I was awake, and the sun was shining, and the world was beautiful. So obviously all of those are risks

so far one theme of the 30s for me has been realizing that literally every human being on earth who appears completely cool and collected and together with it at first glance has some threshold past which enough known information about them will shatter that mystique completely. i don't even say this negatively or pessimistically it's just been helpful to keep in mind that we're all like that.

anyway been writing omegaverse this week for the first time in uhh *checks notes* 11 years and have to say something i find interesting about it is that it's this like. frankly very normal fetish thing that's just breached containtment to a bizarre degree?

im alright with fetish ideas 'breaching containment' because then its less stigmatized but like its still fetish content and its a little perplexing how people could read omegaverse stuff and not realize its fetish content?

An important thing to remember here is that while I appreciate why some people find world building heavy omegaverse puzzling or irritating, the fact that someone is writing primarily or exclusively SFW social commentary w world building omegaverse does NOT mean it's not a kink thing for them. Maybe world building is their kink. You don't know.

#a knight's tale #it really is one of those ‘just gets better’ movies #hits exactly the target it aims at #and like I dont think it’s an accident that it succeeds in what it’s trying to do bc it has one person as writer/director/producer #I’m sure there were studio pressures of course #and I guess it could have fallen down in editing or could have just been bad (people have bad ideas!) #but it HITS #and it hits it for six #cast: knew what they were doing #costume and design: every flared jean open-knecked shirt knew what they were doing #music supervisor: oh you know they KNEW what they were doing #the entire czech republic featured extras crowd casting: having a blast #quotable! rewatchable! action! comedy! drama! #god and they’ve even got purefoy

Me, passing a car covered in horny thirst-trap anime girl stickers: while I personally find this to be cringe, given the national push for censorship, I must concede that this is technically Praxis.

something something, protecting annoying people from dangerous policies

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

like im okay with being medium attractive and having a moderately clean house. instagram reels just bounce off of me like water off a ducks back