learning how to be happy

[one single bloodcurdling agonized scream] ok time to lock in

two million people starving to death because it's geopolitically convenient and we're all expected to go about our day normally like the casual cruelty on display for the past two years has been so insane to me like i'm not even trying to make a point it's just truly something i can't wrap my mind around

“moving on was always easy for me to do” she sang, you know, like a liar

haunted being like “i can’t move on, i refuse” and all too well being like “i can’t move on, i’ve tried” and hoax being like “i can’t move on, even as you’re twisting the knife in my back i love you” and last kiss being like “i can’t move on, i barely survive” and right where you left me being like “i can’t move on, i’m frozen to the place where you broke up with me” and death by a thousand cuts being like “i can’t move on, i see you everywhere” and breathe being like “i can’t move on, no one knows me like you” and the 1 being like “i can’t move on, i’m drowning in what ifs” and sad beautiful tragic being like “i can’t move on, it was cruel and beautiful and safe and terrifying” and clean being like “i can’t move on ten months later but i’m trying” and my tears ricochet being like “i can’t move on, you literally killed me” and bigger than the whole sky being like “i can’t move on, i’ll be trying to for the rest of my sorry life” and and and

percy not choosing immortality in the blood of olympus just for rick to be like "omgg he's forever 17 🥰" is so fucking funny to me

I cannnottt stop thinking about how like. this isn’t really what taylor signed up for. sure, she signed up to be an entertainer and a performer but like. she didn’t sign up for the rest of it. and sure one could say it comes with the territory but also, she started out around the same time portable internet and social media was being developed and taking off. being an entertainer and performer has drastically changed in the last 20 or some odd years due to social media. and it reminds me of the willow mv where she walks onto the stage with her ukulele and once the song is over, turns to walk off stage but finds it’s become essentially a glass cage. many thoughts many thoughts.

They’ve found the cause of Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. Babies who die of SIDS have a significantly lower level of an enzyme, the purpose of which is to rouse the baby from sleep if necessary (such as the baby stops breathing). This is extremely huge science and medicine news. There is a biological reason. It’s not random.