Californication

i say my last tags as what i consider a fairly banal observation. i would also add that in my opinion "getting armed" is a subordinate priority to "getting organized" in any case. this is not to say getting armed is a necessarily a "bad" idea either, if you hadnt noticed my phrasing. but it is something that should be carefully considered and to repeat myself, is rather ineffective if isolated to an individual. especially considering any combat role needs several kinds of noncombat support to be effective at combat, guerilla or not.

maybe im just not communicating well enough. if i just communicate better everything will be fine. haha.

im kind of sick and tired of having to piece together peoples feelings and connecting them with actions and looking for red flags and having to diffuse bomb after bomb after bomb. maybe im the fucking moron, yknow, and maybe not everybody i think i can trust to act in good faith is acting in good faith. maybe i shouldnt expect communication and mutual respect from anyone.

why is finding good roommates like wading through a hellish torture dimension.