Californication

ill make it through this. because im a strong bitch. it seems my singular wish of not having to be will elude me for the rest of my miserable life, though.

whatever. i have work today. ill fucking have a nice little conversation with the both of them about this when i have a day off. again.

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i say my last tags as what i consider a fairly banal observation. i would also add that in my opinion "getting armed" is a subordinate priority to "getting organized" in any case. this is not to say getting armed is a necessarily a "bad" idea either, if you hadnt noticed my phrasing. but it is something that should be carefully considered and to repeat myself, is rather ineffective if isolated to an individual. especially considering any combat role needs several kinds of noncombat support to be effective at combat, guerilla or not.