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How to play: Send the emoji and a word for the WIP you want to see more of. If I have the word, I'll share that sentence and write three new ones. If I don't, I'll write five new sentences for that fic.
✉️ - may my words never leave you
🐥 - you carved the space for my sadness to be seen for once (hold on to me)
🐢 - Doe & a Drop of Golden Sun
no pressure tags (seriously I mean it): @nomadic-wolf @lady-lostmind @marvelousmoons @sparkstar-trash @dame-zoom-a-latte
when they’re both playing for the centaurs and ilya does his signature good job i love you, i love you, i love you to the team after the game and shane is the last in line and ilya looks at him for a moment and says hm i guess you’re also not so bad and shane is like you asshole🙄 (secretly very smitten)
gotta be honest I think a REAL juicy dynamic is when someone has a True Love and a Soulmate and they are two different people
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buckley-diaz family outing🎈🎡💛🍃
Here’s the thing: authors know when they get a rec on an older story. There’s a telltale uptick of kudos (with a 10-15% comment rate if you’re lucky) in your digest email.
The thing is, there’s no way to know where these people are coming from. In the before, when fandom was more in the corners we all knew about, you could search LJ or a message board or whatever social bookmarking site we were using. You could join the community and participate.
You could get a little dopamine hit by seeing someone tell their friends why they loved your story.
Anymore, those recs are hidden in discords, or in tiktoks or instagram slideshows that you can’t search for. They’re inaccessible, not discoverable unless you’re already there. You may never know why 27 people left kudos on an old story of yours, what they liked and found in your writing. You just get the thumbs up and a kinda lonely feeling, cause these could be your people. You could like them, maybe. You could be friends.
But you’ll never find out why they stopped by, or what people are saying about you behind your back, and that’s sad.
So thank you to the people who still do public rec lists on this webbed site. You are my sunshine, and I’m appreciative of all of you.
If you are recced a fic and enjoyed it, leave a comment telling the author where you came from! We like to know!
9x12 | 9x18
not sure when exactly in the timeline this would be, it could be sometime earlier, it could be sometime post s8 if you wanna spin it that way but, either way, i'm thinking about eddie asking buck to go to the aquarium, and buck is like duh of course i want to go, and assumes that chris will be there, because of course he will, its the aquarium, chris loves the aquarium. except when eddie comes to pick him up, its just him. and as buck slides into the car and sees the backseat empty he's like oh hey where's chris? and eddies like oh he's got that birthday party? remember? its been on the calendar for weeks. and buck's like oh! right! and maybe thinks its a little odd that they're going to the aquarium without chris, since he's usually the reason they do go, except buck loves the aquarium almost as much as chris does so he just shrugs it off and is like alright well lets go.
so they go to the aquarium, and they're walking through the exhibits, taking their usual routes, making their usual jokes, buck rattling off his aquarium fun facts — ones eddie's heard a million times AND some new ones too, because buck always seems to have new ones, even though they've been here too many times to count — and it's a real nice time, even without chris there.
and maybe after walking around for a while they stop at the café inside to get lunch, and eddie ends up sitting right next to buck instead of across from him, and it surprises buck a little, when eddie slides into the booth beside him, even though there's a perfectly good chair right there on the other side, but buck just thinks maybe eddie wants to people watch, and the booth side of the seat is better for that, since it overlooks the rest of the café, and buck sat there first but eddie didn't want to ask him to move so he just sat next to him instead. no biggie! and sure, he keeps nudging up against buck, bumping his shoulder into buck's, brushing his arm against buck's, but— its not a big booth, y'know, and they're two fully grown men! it makes sense it'd be a little bit of a tight squeeze. (nevermind that there are several inches of space to eddie's right that he could totally scoot into).
after they've finished their meal, eddie clears away the trash, since he's on the outside of the booth. and he's gone for longer than it takes to throw the trash away, the can's not that far. but then eddie's back and he's sliding back into his spot next to buck and placing on the table one of those giant iced sugar cookies that's shaped like some colorful fish — the ones he always gives in and buys for chris after chris turns his puppy dog eyes and pouty mouth on him. buck always thinks they're super cool, but he never buys one for himself, and chris always ends up sharing because that thing is way too big for him to eat by himself.
eddie puts one of those on the table and pushes it towards buck with a crooked smile and tells him got this for you. and buck's like 🥺 oh! eddie! and laughs and goes you didn't have to and eddie's like i always see the way you eye them. just because chris isn't here doesn't mean you shouldn't get one. ☺️ and buck's like well thank you. and then he insists on splitting it with eddie, and eddie tries to protest it at first like oh no no i'm okay, that's too much sugar. but buck's like nu uh no way you're eating half of this eddie diaz! too much sugar my ass, your sweet tooth is bigger than texas!! and so eddie caves and they share it.
maybe at one point buck takes a big bite and he's talking around it — as he does, it's kinda gross but also ridiculously endearing — and gesturing with his hands so he doesn't realize or doesn't have the focus to brush away the crumbs that have caught on the side of his face and eddie just. mindlessly reaches over to brush them away, making buck stutter over his words for a second, but y'know, that's just eddie being a helpful friend! since they've already tossed all the napkins and eddie didn't grab new ones when he bought the cookie. doing it himself is just quicker than walking across the room and back to get more napkins — at least that's what buck tells himself.
and then later, they're walking around some more, and maybe it's in the early afternoon now, which is when it's busiest, and it isn't overly crowded by any means, but there's a good bunch of people around, which means that eddie walks a little closer to him, y'know, to stay out of people's way. except— they're walking through the shark tunnels, on their way to one of the exhibits that really doesn't have a whole lot of people in it (maybe its an underrated one that most people find boring or not as exciting as the sharks or the touch tank or whatever, but buck loves this one, so they always hit it up) and eddie's close still, shoulder bumping into buck's, and his hand keeps brushing buck's beside him, sending sparks up buck's arm every time it happens. and then— one time eddie's hand brushes, but it doesn't move away.... in fact, his fingers curl around buck's and... and then he's holding buck's hand.
and it surprises buck, enough that his hand sort of automatically jerks back, out of eddie's hold, almost like he's been burned. and eddie's heart is siiiiiinking to the bottom of his stomach, and buck is looking at him with bigbigbig eyes and he's going uhhh eddie? and eddie's like uhh. shit. sorry. i— i totally read this wrong. you don't want— sorry sorry. i'm sorry, forget that happened. uh. and buck is like waitwaitwaitwait no hold up what? what? what's happening?
and, of course, what is happening is that eddie "our minds our so melded that obviously you'll know exactly what i mean without me needing to say it explicitly" diaz asked buck on a date without actually asking buck on a date, and has spent this whole time thinking that they are, in fact, out on a date, while buck, crucially, has no idea!! because eddie never actually asked him!!
and so eddie trying to make this move, to hold buck's hand, which, really, does not have a platonic explanation, not even one that buck can stretch his mind to fit to this the way he's been doing with everything else, is not something buck is expecting or prepared for and he panics a little. and he's looking at eddie with big, maybe kind of scared eyes, and he's asking what's happening and eddie goes well i was trying to hold your hand. and buck's like um y-yeah i know. but— but why. and eddie's face screws up for a second because what kind of a question is that and he's like because that's what you do on a date... and because i wanted to. and buck blinks and he maybe looks a little faint and he's like a d-date? and eddie's like um. yeah? buck what's going on are you okay? and buck's like me? am i okay? eddie are you okay? this isn't— we're not on a date. and eddie suddenly looks like he's gotten slapped in the face, maybe even feels that way too, and he's like buck what? and buck's like eddie what? and eddie's like buck, it is, it is a date. but— but i guess it doesn't have to be, if you don't want— if it's not working for you. and buck's like wait wait what. eddie. eddie this isnt a date. its never been a date. i— i would've known. you— you never asked me— eddie. and eddie's like i did, i did though, i asked if you wanted to go to the aquarium. without chris. and bucks like eddie!!! thats not a date!!! and eddie's like but isnt it? you— you love the aquarium. i thought it'd be nice for us to go. together. just us. and buck's like it— it is, and that's— that'd be a great date, it would, but eddie, i thought— we do that all the time. i thought it was just, y'know, us hanging out. you never said it was a date. you never asked me out. and eddie pauses for a second, maybe mentally replays the whole thing, and then is like oh. oh, my god. buck. i thought— i thought you knew. and buck shakes his head, and he's like i didn't. and eddie's turning a pretty shade of pink and he's like i thought i was so obvious, and he's laughing at himself a little, and he's like i thought you knew how i felt about you. and buck's trying to hold back a smile now, and his heart is like racing in his chest and they're so close now, when did they get so close? and he maybe reaches out, takes eddie's elbows in his hands, and he's like i didn't, i don't eddie— how do you feel? and eddie's like oh. i— well i love you buck. i'm in love with you. like, a crazy ridiculous stupid amount. and buck's like oh 🥺 eddie, i love you too. and then they have their first kiss in the shark tunnel at the los angeles aquarium 💏🦈💕
Buck and his friend's son, Theo
9-1-1, I Got You Babe (S09E17)
You have no idea how much I wish Bobby was still alive to see this

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age regressing by 5 minutes so i can remember what i was just asked to do
Eddie in S9 + Favourite outfits/looks 9-1-1
I keep remembering a run of Hamlet I saw a few years ago, where the Ghost was costumed in full plate armour which was very noisy, and instead of muffling it, they had him crash across the stage, stomping so the whole set rattled, and he said all of his lines in a bellow, like he was furious with Hamlet.
And the thing that made it absolutely terrifying was that Hamlet was the only one who reacted. He was cowering, and covering his ears with both hands, and yelling to be heard over the noise.
And no one else seemed to know why he was doing that. The other actors didn't even raise their voices.
That's scary, something so loud and painful, and REAL, and the people around you don't even notice it, and think that you're the crazy one.
I love when I hear about a choice in Shakespeare I've never thought of before. Brilliant
eddie diaz good fucking LUCK to you brother
he's so Big. the baby is so Small. eddie RUN
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chris is hanging out with buck while theo chases eddie around the backyard when chris asks why theo doesn’t call buck Dad.
“he has a dad,” buck tells him. “and a mom. just because they’re gone doesn’t mean i’m trying to replace them.”
chris considers that for a moment and says. “you’re his buck.”
“yeah,” buck agrees. chris tries to ignore the jealousy curdling in his chest.
“like you’re my buck.” he says, trying to sound casual.
“sort of,” buck hedges.
“oh.” chris nods. “because he’s actually your son and i’m…”
“i’m his guardian,” buck says. “you have your dad, so i’ve been able to be your friend. i can’t be his friend like that.”
and. chris wasn’t expecting that. he nods, only sort of understanding.
“i have to parent him, discipline him, make him brush his teeth every day,” buck continues, voice soft. “someone else will have to spoil him, go with him to the zoo, eat too much candy with him.” buck looks intently at chris, mouth crooked in a half smile.
“me?” chris whispers.
“who else?” buck replies. “you and your dad—i hope you’ll be theo’s best friend when i have to be his parent. i want you to be his buck.”
chris nods, throat tight. his dad is in the grass now, theo clambering on top of him in victory. the kid is all sunshine and relentless energy, like buck, and the jealousy in chris’ chest softens into recognition. “okay,” he says, glancing back at buck. “but if he makes a run for it at the zoo, it’s on you.”
buck grins and pulls chris into a hug—the lingering kind chris hasn’t allowed since he entered high school. chris doesn’t pull away.
“deal,” buck says with a bright smile. “besides, it’s your dad’s job to catch theo if he runs. eddie’s the fastest runner, after all.”
struck with the vision of the buckley-diazes at the zoo (upon christopher's suggestion, actually, because buck was trying to think of something to do with theo and christopher remembers all the times buck took him and his dad and how much fun he had, so theo would probably enjoy it too, right?) and they're not ready to leave yet, but it's after lunch and they'd already been there for an hour or two before they ate, so they're starting to slow down a little bit. particularly theo, who is still excited by everything he's seeing and is chattering away about all the animals, but he's not trying to race ahead, giving buck a mini heart attack every time he's out of sight for half a second, anymore and he's not tugging at buck's hand or the hem of his shirt to get him to hurry up because the ice cream cart is right there and theo wants some now (which of course buck gave in to, shut up eddie, i can say no, i was just... gonna get some for myself already anyways. obviously. it was my idea, not theo's. pft. maybe i should've said no to buying yours.).
but anyways, theo's calmed down a bit now that he's a little tired (and from the sugar crash that is sure to be hitting any time now) so he's sticking closer to buck's side, holding his hand, even, until he drops it so he can bounce over to eddie a few steps ahead and slip his little hand into eddie's. it catches eddie's attention of course, and he manuevers them to the side, out of the flow of walking traffic, so he can crouch down and listen to what theo wants to say to him.
and then buck watches as eddie nods and smiles and then scoops theo up and swings him onto his shoulders, earning a toothy grin and a giggle from theo, who kicks his little feet happily against eddie's chest and immediately sticks his hands into eddie's hair. and buck is trying his veryveryvery hardest not to melt into a puddle of lovesick goo right there in front of the giraffe enclosure because that's just the cutest sight he's ever seen.
and then beside him, christopher pipes up with a joking, "you think i could get a shoulder ride too?" with a sharp grin and a twinkle in his eyes that's allllllll eddie, and buck laughs and slings his arm around christopher's neck and tells him — not a little tearfully (he's just... got allergies pft) because of how christopher is like. over double the age he was when buck got to take him to the zoo the first time and maybe that's just kind of emotional okay!!! whatever!! buck's cool, he's so cool — "think you're maybe getting a little too big for that, bud." and chris just laughs and leans into buck's side as they start to follow eddie and theo, who are now a little bit ahead of them, because the second theo was seated he started directing eddie towards the tigers for the third time (he's really into tigers now).
and something something it just hits buck, right here right now, as he's walking through the zoo with an arm around one kid and his eyes on the other, smiling and giggling as he is positively indulged by buck's best friend in the world, the man that buck couldn't possibly do this without, the man that buck— oh, that buck loves.
it hits him then and there, and maybe at one point that would've scared him, a realization like that. but now? now, it just feels obvious. natural. right. because this is... well it's kind of perfect. it's exactly where he's supposed to be. it's exactly what he wants, for the rest of forever, if he's lucky.
theo. christopher. eddie.