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Characters: Nick Wiseman and f!Button (Kylie Wiseman)
Rating: General
Word Count: I wrote it here directly so I have no idea lol
Summary: Nick and Button dealing with Button's first nightmare after the incident with Hope.
A/N: I kind of wrote this on impulse, and directly on here so this kinda shitty and might be full of typos. I just know that if I wait to post it I will never do so haha. Sry abt the lowk garbage writing I'm extremely rusty 😭🙏🏼
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3 weeks. That's how long it took for her to break. 21 days 2 hrs 19 minutes to be exact. Of course Nick hadn't been counting or anything, but there was a clock in the back of his mind that never stopped ticking after the incident. She left for school just like any other day, came home with a scowl that Nick had been familiar with since the age of 16; Only now she didn't tell him about any of it directly, simply resigning to the new found frog disection thoughts every time she saw him look at her upset face. She had started staying out later than usual, visiting underground raves as she had told him, but Nick knew all too well that she just waited for him to be asleep when she came home, just so she could have a moment alone with her thoughts.
Nick would love to give her all the privacy she needs, if there was a way he could do that, he would not hesitate even if it killed him, but things had been this way for too long, without Button's voice in his head he only fears for the worst. Her voice was only quiet for 27 minutes that day and doctors had told them, had he been even slightly later, he would've lost her. Ever since that day, the moment he couldn't listen her when he reached out (which he tried to limit so) his chest seized and his skin lost it's color, everything in his mind urging him to rush home just so he isn't late. The incident shouldn't have happened in the first place, and he refused to think it could happen again.
It was a deafening scream when she broke. Nick knew the nightmares were bound to happen, but somehow Kylie had managed to fall asleep in the night and wake up in the morning just like any other day for the past 3 weeks. Nick remembered being unable to sleep the first week after their parents left, but seeing Kylie get accustomed to these new arrangements so quickly had brought him some relief (and some panic abt his sister suppressing her emotions, but he knew he couldn’t comment on that).
Her scream was accompanied with hyperventilation and cold sweats. Nick had rushed to her room with a bottle of water and tissues, wiping her forehead as he gently eased her out of the nightmare and waking her up.
It's okay Button. I'm right here.
Her thoughts weren't coherent, half asleep and half blurred from the nightmare. Her eyes fluttered open, the blue nightlight on her side table the only thing illuminating the room. He figured he shouldn't startle her with too much light, "Nick?"
I can't breathe. Her eyes welling up with tears she had refused to shed the last 3 weeks.
Nick couldn't either.
It's okay, I got you some water, it'll help.
Kylie's voice kept going on and on in his head, a scared tremble to it not leaving at all. Nick found himself holding her hand as she continued tightening her grip, her fear constricting his lungs, his vision blurring. Her thoughts were too scattered, yet Nick couldn't stop himself from picking them up.
Why is she doing this to me? Why are they leaving? I'm scared, I can't breathe. I can't move my body. I'm sorry. I'm sorry Nick it's all my fault. Please stop it I'm scared.
He kept wiping her face, sweat forming again as soon as he wiped it off. He sent her gentle nudges in her head, trying to calm her down, her breathing evening out as her racing thoughts found a centre.
Why did they abandon us?
His chest tightened in a familiar taut. Button had a habit of saying things after going around them in a circle, "They packed their bags real quick.", "Mom and Dad sure had a place all ready.", "Good Riddance." But never ever direct. Even in her thoughts, she had made a habit of herself to think as she spoke, any ment around her would think she was speaking her thoughts freely. Listening to her say what they both felt only made him shudder.
Nick knew they didn't "abandon" them. He knew why mom and dad had to leave, he knew that Kylie knew that too. And here they both were, feeling they did so anyway. Nick was not as good a son their parents loved to think, he mused. There was nothing to forgive, but he forgave them anyway; Yet here he was, sitting by his sister's bed wondering how to answer the question she asked out of her raw, vulnerable emotions. She was looking at him, no thoughts inside her head (which was not true. Both of them were just thinking the same thing) as her tears stained the pillow beneath her.
"You know why." He said out loud. He couldn’t get himself to say "they didn't". It didn't sit right with him to tell her that when she felt abandoned.
I miss the jumble sandwiches mom made.
Nick let out a wet chuckle, letting a few tears roll down his face (he didn’t let them. It just became hard to breathe without), funny how he was thinking the same thing.
"I miss her scolding us about taking the leftovers saved for dad."
I didn't mean it you know. That day.
I know.
I don't even remember what we were fighting about.
He could only caress her hair out of her face, lightly dabbing away the falling tears.
I don't know why i wanted to hurt her so much that day, if only I'd known—
"Kyls."
Her name from his voice stopped her trail of thought, her eyes immediately dragging back from the poster on her wall to her brother's frame beside her.
I love you Button. Nothing can make us hate you.
Our parents hate me.
They don't.
You don't know that.
I do.
Nick knew this wouldn't be enough to make her believe his words, but he hoped it calmed the storm in her head long enough for her to breathe. He pulled her up, making her lean against the bed frame as she sat.
She had been distant these 21 days. Understandably so, in his opinion. Though his understanding could not keep away his hurt at that.
"I'm sorry for being away these few weeks." Her voice dry, and unnaturally quiet.
He chuckled again, "And here I thought i was the psychic sibling."
"You are also the dumb one, so it was easy to guess what you were thinking."
"Hey! I'm literally UCRT's leader!"
"They probably have 'dumbass' in their qualification requirements then." She smiled, finally thawing the icicles that had settled in Nick's heart after her scream.
He passed her the bottle of water, as he took a sip himself, the cold contrasting his constricted organs, finally letting him breathe.
Kylie yawned, putting away the bottle back on the table as she smiled mirthlessly, "You can sleep here tonight if you're scared."
Translation: Please don't leave me alone.
He quickly ran to his room and grabbed his pillow and covers. By the time he got back, she had nestled herself on the right (fully aware that's his favorite side to sleep on) leaving him space on the left of the bed. He shook his head, a small grin hanging on his lips anyway as he begrudgingly settled on the bed.
Cleaned out my grandparents' medicine cabinet today. Alongside many medications that expired in the '70s and '80s, I found medicine from the British East India Company 💀
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i was tagged by beloved @turtleybeachin & @ohmypawsandwhiskers and bc i've been very enthusiastic abt my writing lately i wanted to share something else, too! this is also from my accidental werewolf baby acquisition fic! i'm trying to go for a super light-hearted vibe with it, which is a nice change from zombie au!!
not tagging anyone this time around bc it's thursday, but if you see this and want to share something do it!!
"Should we let her go outside for walks?" Farah asks, chewing on her lip. Pink lipgloss sticks to her pearly white teeth.
"Unsupervised?" Adam asks with a raise of his brow.
"Well, no," Farah says quickly, "with one of us preferably. She should get some fresh air too sometimes, right? I mean, she's a werewolf. They have a habit of going a little stir crazy. She needs her exercise."
"She is in grave danger," he answers seriously with a shake of his head. "Her parents were k–"
Nate clears his throat very loudly while Farah covers Bette's ears with her hands and hushes Adam furiously. Bette just starts staring at him again, blinking her almost too large eyes a few times.
"Apologies, Bette," Adam says to the small werewolf toddler, mollified. "Your parents are…" He pauses, uncertain, and looks at Nate for help, but the latter doesn't appear to know quite what to say, either.
"On a long extremely happy vacation in… Italy!" Farah says, almost cheerful.
"Two guardian angels watching over you," says Kitty – ever so gentle.
"Dead," Morgan says unceremoniously and everyone winces.
i'm sharing two things to day bc i'm very excited by two fics i'm currently writing: my zombie au and my accidental werewolf baby acquisition fic! they're (obvs) very different from each other, but both fun, i feel like!
tagging: @serenpedac, @agentnatesewell, @lalizah, @l-llavellans, @carriehobbs, @nreads, @wayhavenots, @thee-morrigan and whoever else feels like sharing something!!
this first one is from ch3 of zombie au. sharing a bed trope, woo!
Wayhaven never got this freezing cold in the past winters before. The weather was mild. There was usually snow, but it was never more than a few minus degrees during the day, more during the nights of course, but the cold never creeped like a thief into her and Nate's house like this.
Adam's dedication of chopping firewood during the last two seasons pays off and they are able to keep the fireplace going for hours at a time.
Charlie's room upstairs is cold, though, and she keeps shivering almost feverishly under the bed covers despite wearing a wool sweater over a t-shirt and Nate's old joggers.
Eventually she gives up on trying to fall asleep and gets up, tiptoeing across the room and down the stairs to the living room where the fireplace is unlit, but still hot. Adam is sleeping deeply on the couch, the covers only reaching his waist. He isn't even wearing a shirt and for a moment Charlie can't stop staring at his chest and soft belly covered in light hair, his large hand laying against his stomach, moving in the rhythymn of his steady breaths.
"Asshole," she mutters under her breath, turning back towards the fireplace and rubbing her hands together.
It doesn't take him long to wake up despite Charlie trying not to wake him.
"Charlotte?" he eventually murmurs sleepily from the couch.
"It's just me," Charlie says as he starts shifting anxiously on the mattress when she doesn't immediately answer him.
"What are you doing here?" he rasps, confused, and lifts himself halfway up with his forearms to see her properly. "Is there a danger?"
"No. I was just cold."
i'll put the accidental werewolf baby acquisition fic under the cut to avoid this post getting super long! :) this is also a multichaptered fic bc it decided to grow a plot, rip.
"Bette!"
"Child!"
"Pspspspspsps."
"She's not a fucking cat, Farah," Morgan groans as she rips open an antique cabinet's door to peer inside it. Nate winces at the force she does it and closes it with care as Morgan hurriedly moves on, Farah tailing her with a cheerful skip in her steps. Kitty is checking the kitchen and Rebecca left entirely to let them deal with it on their own.
"She can't have gotten far," Nate says comfortingly when he sees how Adam's hands are clenched into tight fists as they walk side by side towards the games room.
"I am not worried," Adam answers very worriedly. Nate chuckles warmly. His shirt covered elbow brushes against Adam's bare arm and even though there is fabric between them, Adam swallows hard at the touch.
"My mistake," Nate says easily with a smile as they reach the room's door, opening it and walking inside.
It takes them a while to find her where she is hiding under the pool table. She doesn't look frightened, dark brown eyes merely curious as she sees them approach her.
"Bette!" Nate says with a small tut as he kneels down on the floor to see her better. "You can't run of like that, little rabbit. We were very worried about you."
"She is a werewolf, not a rabbit," Adam says with a frown and Nate throws him an amused look.
He offers Bette his large hand and she contemplates it for a long while, dark brown eyes inquisitive, before finally taking it and letting him gently pull her towards him.
"There we go," Nate says with a bright smile. Bette lets out a small giggle and the smile widens even more. "You must be hungry after your brave little adventure," he continues, still holding her chubby little hand, swinging it back and forth in a gentle motion. Adam is somehow always surprised how much kindness is stored in him. "I have an idea. Would you like to go to the kitchen to get a cucumber-ham sandwich and some raspberry juice? I promise it will be exciting."
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Thank you so much for tagging me @thee-morrigan and @carriehobbs 💛
Winter Chapters my beloved, I'm afraid that Adam's going through it :^)
As nausea tugged at his stomach, Adam felt his usual jealousy twist and warp into something which he no longer recognized. It clawed at him just as he now clawed at the shower walls, pleading to be unleashed upon the man he loathed the most. He felt venom at the tip of his tongue, he felt such intense and vile thoughts begin to cloud his judgment, he felt nothing but malice towards the one he used to call his "best friend".
How he hated it: the way he gloated, the way he smugly smiled in his direction while pulling Yves closer to himself, the way he discussed their wedding plans, the way he lied through his teeth while confessing his infatuation, the way he treated him like a trophy to be displayed and never touched.
What did he know of devotion? What did he know of worship? Nothing. He knew nothing. Sewell didn't deserve him. Sewell wasn't worthy of him. Adam on the other hand, oh, Adam could worship the ground Yves walked on, he could adore him, he could sit at his knees and be at his every whim and command, he could do it all with a smile on his face and bloodied hands.
Tagging @l-llavellans, @agentnatesewell, @turtleybeachin, @hanna-writess, @nevira-names, @faethomsbelow, @serenpedac, @nreads, @sewellsheart, @vryptidart, @wayhavenots, @anticupid16 and whoever else would like to do this. No pressure, of course 💛
I am so far behind on Snippet Sundays/WIP Wednesdays (I'm sorry everyone who tagged me - I appreciated the tags so much, but I'm so far behind now that I can't remember who tagged me for what or when) that I decided to just tie in this week's Snippet Sunday with the results of the WIP Poll Game and do an Excerpt Extravaganza (for the alliteration, lol). I'm tagging @fauville, @agentnatesewell, @wayhavenots, @thee-morrigan, @mornynge, @anticupid16, @serenpedac, and @lalizah to either play along with my nonsense or just do a regular Snippet Sunday.
For the Excerpt Extravaganza, I'm going to write (and then share, which is the Extravaganza part) a sentence (or lines, if you prefer to do lines) for every vote received by each of the fics in my WIP Poll Game, instead of just the fic that won the poll.
can't sleep, do snippet sunday at 5am. 🙂↕️ this is from ch3 of my zombie apocalypse AU, which is the winter chapter, and it's definitely my fave! i finished it yesterday and it's literally almost 8k long, bc i had a lot of events to tell, lol.
tagging (no pressure): @agentnatesewell, @carriehobbs, @turtleybeachin, @thee-morrigan, @hanna-writess, @l-llavellans, @wayhavenots and YOU
i'm putting this under the cut, bc of the of the depictions of violence and horror elements (also angst psychic damage, sorry). it's nothing too bad (no blood for example, but this is a zombie apocalypse fic)! but if you're sensitive, pls be safe!
“There are too many. You have to go, Charlie. Now.”
One of the creatures reaches them, making a grab for Adam until Charlie stabs it in the forehead in mad rage. It drops to the ground on her feet and she kicks it away violently. There is a constant broken loop of this can’t be happening, this can’t happening, this can’t be happening in her brain.
This can’t be happening again.
“Are you crazy?” she pants, cold sweat dripping down from her temples. “I’m not fucking leaving you!”
“You have to go, Charlie,” Adam pleads. They are both repeating words and sentences like there is no space for new ones to be formed.
His expression is of pure pain, it’s severe and all-encompassing and making Charlie’s rapid breaths turn into wrecking sobs. And she is so angry and afraid – that is all she feels in this fucked up fight or flight moment from all her nightmares.
This is real, she thinks. This is what is happening.
And she and Adam need to make it through.
He remains standing but just barely – he won’t be able to use his ax or protect himself like this and she isn’t sure if he is able to even walk away from this.
But she won’t leave him. Not now. Not ever.
She will carry him out of this cursed place if she has to or fucking die trying.
“Like hell,” Charlie says and drags his tall and big frame behind her tiny body as two more creatures rush towards them.
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I feel like this one is the perfect ending to this ask game, as it's smutty and angsty haha! One of the things I love most about this one is the way Holland and Nate affect each other, how they mirror each other in some ways. It's written so well! Another is how it touches on those book 3 comments from N that imply they expect the MC to turn. The start of this fic is truly haunting!
Thank you so much for tagging me @turtleybeachin 💛
Well, it's still Wednesday somewhere, so I might as well share the wip about Captain Sung trying his best :^)
With a sigh, he closes the door.
Just my luck.
"How did you get here anyway?" As he leans against the wall, Sung crosses his arms, looking down at Yves fighting a one sided battle with his shoelaces.
"Bus."
"Bus? That's it?"
"Yeah?"
He tries not to let his irritation show, although he must be doing a very bad job of it, considering Yves's expression changing almost instantly, as if trying to disarm him.
"I mean, I had money—"
"I understand that part, there's no need to explain." Suddenly Sung feels uncomfortable in his own skin, wishing he could be anywhere else. Nevertheless, the standard protocol applies, even if it's his best friend's son, even if this is not a crime scene.
"And your mother?"
"What about my mother?" Yves throws his shoes to the side and, no matter how excruciatingly painful it is for him, Sung tries to ignore the melted snow leaving a stain on his freshly washed carpet.
"Does she know that you're here?"
"I don't know? Maybe? I told her I was leaving but she never replied to me." He gets up from the floor, nervously glancing at the clock above the entrance door. "So where's your TV? Can I go now? It starts in fifteen minutes."
Tagging @l-llavellans, @agentnatesewell, @thee-morrigan, @carriehobbs, @nevira-names, @hanna-writess, @wayhavenots, @anticupid16, @serenpedac, @nreads, @sewellsheart and whoever else would like to do this. No pressure, of course 💛