Hey! From the dialogue prompts, 25. "how did you know it's my favorite?" for Merlina and Farah? No pressure, take all the time you need!
hi seren‼️ sorry this is so late lol
25. "How did you know it's my favourite?"
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Farah surprising me with gifts isn't uncommon, by this point. Except usually those gifts are with breakfast or dinner or a new perfume or jacket. This is new.
Her eyes glimmer with nervous hope when she hands me the small box, and for a torturously long moment, I'm waiting for her to ask me to marry her. Because why else would she hand me a box — even if it's not a ring box — and look so scared about it? But why now? Why now, just after we found out my "apparently dead aunt" isn't actually dead?
But she doesn't say the words I'm so afraid of. Instead, Farah just places her hands over mine, curling them around the box, lips twisting into a crooked grin.
And I stand there in surprise for what feels like far too long to be appropriate, staring down at the item in my hands. It's small, and it's practically nothing, just a plushie I thought I'd lost when Li-Sar was freed. My hands shake when I pull him from his tissue paper nest, holding him up to the light. The small mouse's tail was torn off and clearly stitched back into place, one of his eyes replaced with some heart-shaped embroidery, torn ears repaired with new fabric, and his fur clearly washed.
My plushie collection isn't something I advertise about myself, but Farah knew. Since the beginning. She knew I carried my mouse with me, tucked in a shirt pocket or in my bra.
"You think I wouldn't notice that you had it with you all the time?" She leans close, golden eyes still wide with anxiety as she gently removes the box from my hands, letting me hold the small stuffed toy without hindrance.
"No, I mean. That he was my favourite."
My girlfriend huffs quietly, palms cupping my face as she brushed away tears I hadn't realised had begun to fall.
"When your ceiling caved in, he was the one you were most distraught about getting wet. And when Li-Sar was freed…the first thing you said to me was 'he's gone,'" the anxiety fades from her face, replaced by gentle affection, "you were touching your pockets like you'd forgotten your wallet. Of course I noticed he was your favourite."
I sniff, emotions welling to the surface I desperately try to push down, try to keep off my face even as I feel myself crumbling into her arms.
"Why do you have to see me?"
The question is nonsense, rhetorical and spoken to empty air as I tuck my face into Farah's neck, wrapping her in a hug, hands still holding onto this small gift from my childhood.
"Because my eyes are so big and freaky."
That earns a watery laugh from my lips, the memory of our first meeting flickering through my mind as I press a kiss to her collarbone.
"Anytime, Birdie," Farah gently nuzzles her nose into my hair, "I'm glad I was able to reunite him with you."
originally i'd thought about making it a piece of jewellery or a beloved childhood game, but the idea of merlina having a plushie collection gripped me by the throat and shook me around like a feral dog.
like you have this clearly butch woman who is Great at Computers but Not with People, who is stubbornly independent and very against working with UB at the beginning despite loving her mum, has a perpetual resting bitch face face and the way to her heart is. sweets and plushies.