too much heart

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early strong movement for #misha collins contract pointing toward him being in more episodes 🤡, #misha was 100% in vancouver, #why misha in vancouver filming based on his zoom background <3, #misha being in vanvouver in a hotel near filming and related statements, but NOT including #ONION FIELD. FUCKING ONION FIELD which on its own was a major write-in category alongside #and uriel’s actor being on set, as was #spn tape ball ofc

separate point here for #misha showing his kids the finale as if he expected to be in it #literally Why would misha show his kids the finale. of a show they never watched. if he wasn’t in it.

next up was #13 [omitted]s. what the fuck is that about #OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED OMMITED ??!!!! #OMITTED OMITTED OMITTED . and then the worlds worst montage #the two back to back versions of carry on #the two versions of carry on wayward son #it’s the multiple bizarrely long montages for me #the fact that they got the cover of the carry on like a WEEK before the finale aired. what was that about. #[OMITTED] #[OMITTED] 

a related moment of silence for #I’m sorry but the way they kept changing the story about the finale and creating new excuses #what was the Jimmy in heaven and dead band Kansas about

and #not really a conspiracy but the fact that Eileen didn’t come back and then blurry wife and bad costume wig #all the claims of having certain ppl b there for the finale but having the actors say no i was never contacted lol

major support for #the unaired footage on jackles phone #jensen deciding he NEEDED to record it on his own phone #it’s still the tapes. unfortunately. #what is on the jackles tapes…. its our right to know !!!!!! specifically referencing #it’s the tears in his eyes for me. where do they go #the surreal editing in the confession scene still gets to me #the push. the tapes. the different tears. #tears/no tears is the thing that gets me but yeah literally WHAT was the reason #dean getting shoved to the wrong side of the ground makes me lose my shit everytime i see it #runners-up: the cut between dean looking at the empty and crying and him looking at cas with dry eyes

most emotional responses were regarding #the night we met song of the day. the explanation for it makes my blood boil and the conspiracy about it makes me ache #the fucking quotes. the songs. i could kill people with my bare hands #the night we met AND. fucking angel with a shotgun as songs of the day #the night we met song of the week sososo evil #FOUR PEOPLE IN THE IMPALA!!!!

…or #jensen screaming cas in the street. visceral #jensen wailing in the street #people hearing jensen screaming cas from like blocks away…………. WHY

special mentions to #also things from the plot but i also know spn just sucks 😔 but why ruby asking cas to help her get out. why ‘you made it loud’ #also the funko pops #the finale beat for beat matches becky’s ‘worst ending’ #prev beckys funko pop roadhouse is going to be the death of me

and #the absolutely worst (that i had forgotten about) is the empty being the s15 title card

and of course # pizza man montage# anything about the end of s15? sure. whatever. i guess they did that (or not).# but the 15.13 pizza man montage? i need answers #pizza man montage might be the most wtf one

miscellaneous to: #it’s the why lamp for me, #for me it’s gotta be changing the episode title from The Truth to Despair, #i want to say onions but it’s the el sol why was it fucking el sol, #It’s the Jenny returning, #misha and jackles weren’t even in the farewell video…