🌜L E E NAH 🌛

I'm not the beautiful girl boys would be drooling over, nor the funny friend that people want to hang out with, neither the interesting person who's good at telling stories, I'm just an ugly boring person with distorted teeth and social awkwardness. I'm not smart and I have nothing to bring to the table I might as well just die, what's the point in using the earth's oxygen when I have nothing of value to give in return?

do I have the worst pair of emotionally immature parents? I think I do, I was all happy that I donated blood today but my mom had to find a reason to make me feel bad about it, and that "that" organization will give this blood to a certain group of people. I was like WTF I don't care who'll benefit from my blood, I just saved 3 persons' lives with that blood I gave, I cried, in my room alone ofc, I'll never be happy will I?

i'm in love with "the idea of being in love" and not love itself, i don't wanna go through the rollercoaster of emotions people go through when they're in love; deception, disappointment, unworthiness, doubt, fear. I only want the bright side

When a person doesn't make you feel as worthy and you step back, DO NOT let them back in your life! know your worth and don't settle for less

now i'm cursing every second i've spent on you

that's when i knew he was the one, he seemed different; more caring, more loving, truthful..he was everything i could've asked for. I couldn't believe that after all this time, my heart decided to beat again,.. but for the right person this time

all i want from life at this moment is a shoulder to cry on

at this point, even covid can't make me more depressed

ما معنى الحياة إن لم أكن سيدة قراراتي  - what is the meaning of life if it wasn't me who's in charge of my life choices?

don't give birth if you're not a qualified parent..it's THAT easy!!

No matter how hard i tried to blend in, I remained an intruder

you enjoy chocking me and call it protection

you told me everything's gonna be fine, that we can work it out , that fixing broken glass can make it brand new. i believed you , not because i actually believed you , but because deep down i was hoping for something , i was waiting my shooting star every night to cross my fingers and  make a wish. but in one foggy night, your started fading slowly until you became a memory , a very bad one.

Assume nothing.Question everything