northernrobot

thing is i don't even mind sad endings. literally almost all my favourite shows (all of which are abt gay people) are miserable and sad and most of them end in tragedy or death and that's fine i enjoy it coz that's the story being told. but spending a book and then 2 seasons with a story that has you feeling safe in the knowledge that even if things go wrong, you're guaranteed that at least the ending will be fine, that no matter how bad things get (whether in-universe or with the writing itself) at least there'll be a happy conclusion and then having that ripped away is so soul-crushing in a way i have never experienced before. this was always a story about protecting imperfect things and finding joy in a world built against you and reasons to keep going but suddenly i'm forced to watch these characters give up and kill everyone and themselves. and i'm being told this is the best thing for them and i should be happy that after a lifetime of fighting for happiness they choose to give up and die

alexa, play futile devices by sufjan stevens.

Yes, every thing about this, please and thank you!

I’m going to look at this every day

On se connait depuis longtemps, on est sur cette planète depuis longtemps, toi et moi. Je peux toujours compter sur toi et tu peux toujours compter sur moi, on est une équipe, un groupe, un groupe à nous deux. Et on a passé notre existence à prétendre le contraire. Et je voudrais passer-mmh. Enfin, si Beelzebub et Gabriel ont pu le faire, partir ensemble, alors on peut aussi! Toi et moi, qu'est ce que t'en dis?

I NEED a mirror of this scene in S3 where Az walks in dramatically and Crowley gets to be the petty bitch who pretends he's Very Busy And Important (and wasn't sitting around waiting for his boyfriend to come back)