You Swear You Saw God Staring Through The Eyes Of A Dog
@nophwrites
Typically Nopholom (on AO3 and elsewhere) but it appears my name has been claimed and my accounts were wiped in my absence. Currently on my BS with Steddie and GoodRocks, BIG Multishipper tho, also Proship because I don't think we should censor fiction.
Icon and header by me!
Few minor disclaimers, I'm over 18, I'm trans, and I've got AuDHD.
I'm happy for additions, replies, back-and-forths etc, I'm trying to get better at not seeming dismissive of them or discouraging people from wanting to try collab with me.
My Master List
Feel free to ask about anything here, I love talking about my silly little ideas.
Most of my work can be found through Noph Writes as a tag or My AO3
My art can be found through the Noph Does Art tag
Popped things in Alphabetical Order... kind of...
TAG are links to tags I've used to slap WIPs, Snips, and whining about how hard writing that specific fic is IG. no TAG means I've not yapped publicly about it in any real capacity.
For some inexplicable reason, I take Requests despite never finishing my own shit, so feel free to float ideas by me if you want like 500 words of waffle for it.
I guess I'm doing the SBB but fuck IDEK if I'm staying in this fandom long enough to bother finishing it the way this is all going.
Current Ships:
Stranger Things: Steddie (and anything involving them), Harringrove, Probably a mixture of the two, I'm Easy. Also Buckingham :) Currently the Acting President of the newly founded Steve x Barb x Eddie fanclub
AKOTSK: I don't fully go here yet (need to watch the show but have fic planned) but I do want Duncan to rawdog Lyonel so I may as well just accept that I ship StormHedge.
Currently Posting To AO3 or Tumblr Ficcing
🗒️ Steddie Microfic Tag
👨🏫 Guidelines in Ethics - Mag7 - Goodnight/Billy - 105,600 - College Student/Teacher fic (Mild hiatus whilst I ST Brainrot, very poorly tagged I need to go through and note everything that needs tagging but it's A Lot I apologise. It's mostly sex that needs tagging)
👑🍨 The KingScoops AU - Stranger Things - Steddie - TAG - Mostly posts, whilst high, Eddie decides to try and tank his roommate's KDR on a battle royale shooter, he's invited into Duos by a user named KingScoops, who turns out to be a very popular streamer his roommate just Casually Knows.
👽 The Steddie Alien AU - Stranger Things - Steddie - TAG - Mostly Posts - Eddie has been fascinated with aliens and conspiracy theories most of his life, he dropped out of college to travel the states in search of proof they exist, met a cute guy who was willing to go with him, only to find out they're real and they found him first.
🫂 The Steddie Peepaw Timeline - Stranger Things - Steddie - TAG - Mostly Posts - This is one of my primary Eddie Lives timelines, they fall together when Eddie is recovering under The Squawk, they have ups and downs, kids, and they grow old together.
Multi Chapter Projects
🟥👻 Simple Puzzle Solving - 1/3 - Stranger Things - Steddie - Part One | Part Two | Part Three - TAG - 8,800 - 'He was the smartest, kindest person I’ve ever met. And he would’ve solved this in 30 seconds flat.'
🪝 The Tempest's Coda - 2/? - BEING REWRITTEN FOR AO3 - Stranger Things - Steddie - Part One | Part Two | ? - TAG - 8,900 - Eddie hears a siren song and follows it, but much to the annoyance of the siren, he's not enchanted and doesn't sink his vessel.
Seasonal Projects
❄️👿 - Harringrove Winter Bingo - Stranger Things - Harringrove - TAG
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Period anon. Saw some cute artwork of Eddie crashing out over Steve spitting out demobat blood. Thought, ooh, transmasc Eddie, damn near passing out after imagining Steve between his thighs earning his redwings. 🤷
Just wanted to confirm that wasn't a trigger before presenting you with the same image.
What a good thought :3c
Eddie's discovering a kink.
CWs are the above period blood and fantasised period oral, transmasc Eddie using terms like clit (and cock/dick interchangably), pussy, cunt.
(Seemingly) One-sided Steddie, fantasising about a close friend and the admittedly brief guilt associated with that. Also Post-canon where Eddie lives.
I also think he has most of the canon wounds as scarring but he didn't get a government funded double mastectomy, just a slapdash repair job on the butchered one but he's basically flat chested IDK. just thought it was interesting to deal with One Nipple or smth not sure this is PWP but also P With Lore, he does only refer to his chest as his chest though.
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Eddie woke up wet and achingly hard, a familiar, needy warmth fluttering in his stomach and travelling lower, spreading between his legs and tormenting him. He let out a groan, squeezing his thighs together and shivering as his clit throbbed and slick dampened the hair around his pussy.
"Fuck..." he barely had both eyes open as his hand travelled beneath the covers and through his sparse happy trail, single-handedly shoving his boxers down his thighs and past his knees. He caressed up his inner thigh before teasing his fingers through thick hair and against the head of his cock, already hard enough to peek free of his mound.
His legs fell open, twitching at the shock of pleasure from the glancing touch, his fingers spreading either side of his cock, gliding through his slippery come. He didn't usually get so wet, but it felt good, easing the gentle stroking as he let his head fall to the side and blinked through the haze of sleep, a shiver creeping across his skin, covering him in gooseflesh and pebbling his exposed, pierced nipple as he locked eyes on the photo on his nightstand.
It wasn't an erotic photo by any means, just a simple framed picture of him and his newest, and probably dearest friends. He was at the forefront with Robin pressed cheek to cheek with him, and Steve was behind them, draped oh so casually over both of them, squeezing both of them in his strong arms.
He didn't mean to look at it, certainly not like that, but his eyes flicked towards the way Steve's mouth pressed to his hair, the corners upturned and the sweet bow of his lip just visible past dark hair, his face tilted down enough that he was peering up at the camera, Eddie couldn't help but imagine that same face elsewhere.
Guilt and excitement rushed over him, Steve was his friend now, but god he'd always had a thing for him, and he'd heard the rumours, Steve Harrington's Head Game was legendary, and Eddie had shamefully jerked off beneath the bleachers listening to girls gossip about it on more than one occasion.
A soft moan escaped him as the picture, the rumours, and how goddamn horny he was combined into a warm flutter in his gut, his fingers stroking quicker, squeezing and slipping the hood back and forth across the sensitive glans. He imagined the feeling of Steve's big hands curled around his thighs, pulling them wide so Steve could bury his handsome face in the wet pubic hair covering his mound.
He dipped his fingers further back, sinking the tips past the give of his hole, collecting the wet so he could imagine Steve dragging his tongue from hole to head, flicking lightly at his clit with the tip before circling the flushed, heavy weight of it. "Oh fuck..." he hissed through his teeth, "Feels good, baby..." he praised, imagining the way Steve would look up at him, a smile in his eyes as he wrapped those perfect lips around Eddie's cock.
He squeezed his cock-head in the circle of his fingers and thumb, the mixture of wet fingers and dry thumb not quite matching what he wanted. He huffed and withdrew his hand, intending to wet his thumb with spit and get a taste of the slick coating his fingers, but he hesitated when he saw his hand.
His fingers were tinged red, stringy come watering it down but not nearly enough for him to not realise what he was looking at, morning one of an ill timed period.
That explained why he felt so wet, and why he was horny as sin. It didn't quite explain the pang of arousal that hit him at the sight though,
"That's new..." he murmured, considering the blood on his fingers and biting his lip, his breathing quickening and his cunt pulsed with interest.
He'd always avoided jerking off on his period, even though it made him hornier than a cat in heat, but then... he had seen Steve bite that bat... shirtless and glistening with water and blood, hair plastered to his broad chest... and the way he'd spat the thick, tacky blood out, the way it dripped down his chin and stained his lips...
A moan escaped him and he squeezed his legs together, throwing his covers aside with slick fingers and exposing himself to the cool air before plunging his fingers back between his legs, his free hand squeezing at his chest, pinching his nipple hard enough to feel the bar within.
He spread his legs once more, looking down between them and picturing the wicked look Steve would give him, knowing how much the sight of his bloodied lips was turning Eddie on. He shivered, rubbing at his cock with blood wet fingers, squeezing his chest and losing himself to the fantasy fully.
Steve's eyes were dark with lust, half lidded beneath the concentrated pinch of his brows, his mouth a pretty, crimson O as he dragged his tongue up Eddie's flushed cunt and flicked the tip across his cock-head. "Fuckin' tease.." Eddie managed to gasp, biting his lip as Steve gave him a self-satisfied smirk and descended on his cock, drawing it into his mouth and sucking gently at it. The squeeze of lips left him and that searing hot tongue plunged into his cunt, curling through the obscene mixture of fluids to press against the textured, sensitive inner wall.
"Mmm... right there..." he all but purred, thumb flicking back and forth over his hard nipple as Steve's tongue dragged out and pushed back in, fucking him in wicked little jabs. It felt so good, especially when he thought about how Steve was tasting all of him, blood and come, nosing at his cock as he pumped his tongue against the slightly swollen inner wall of Eddie's pussy.
Eddie let out a pathetic whine as Steve drew back, kneeling up between Eddie's spread legs, his cock out of view but probably a glorious, wet tipped sight to behold. Eddie raked his eyes across the scars at Steve's hips, up the thick hair on his stomach to the rug at his chest, pink nipples hard and begging to be bitten. He felt Steve's fingers push inside him, thick digits intent to grind rough pads into the spongy texture of his g-spot, thumb roughing his cock. He moaned outright as he caught sight of Steve's face.
He looked so fucking hot, shoulder flexing as he rubbed hard at Eddie from the inside and out, his hair was somehow still perfect even as sweat was starting to bead across his skin, and his beautiful, swollen lips were red, blood and come smeared unevenly across his cheeks, down across his chin, a sluggish droplet crawling down his throat.
Eddie arched off the bed with a sob, clenching around fingers, squeezing hard at his chest, come flooding from him, drenching the hand curled against his pussy.
Wave after wave of pleasure crashed over him as his fantasy fell to the way side and he shoved his fingers hard into the clenching heat of his soaked cunt, breaths coming out as pitchy little hums as he rode it out. Eventually he managed to pry his grip free from his chest, biting his lip as the white marks left by his fingers slowly started to fade, hot, then he pulled his fingers from his cunt.
It sounded obscene, wet and squelching, and he felt thick strands of his come lash across his inner thigh as he drew his hand away and the tension clinging it to his fingers snapped. He'd pushed three fingers into himself in the end, when he'd wanted it to be two of Steve's thicker digits, and they were soaked, mess clinging to them and dripping down his wrist, his cock gave an overstimulated yet eager twitch at the sight and he groaned.
He let his hand fall to the side, wiping it lazily on the bedding and bringing his clean hand up to cover his face, trying to reconcile with how hard he'd just come, unsure if it was the hormones that gripped him every fucking month, or Steve Harrington's pretty, bloodied lips.
its always helpful imo to remember theres a cis person with whatever problem you have as a trans person 9/10 times. theres a cis man as short as you, a cis woman as tall as you, with hands and feet as big or small as yours. theres a cis woman scared to go out without shaving twice a day, theres a cis man whos upset bc he will never grow a beard. theres a cis woman who worries her infertility makes her less of a woman, and theres a cis man feeling similarly about his lack of potency. theres cis women who dilate and cis men with phalloplasty. theres a cis man scared that painting his nails will make people think hes not really a man and a cis woman whos exhausted with spending hours grooming just so people treat her like she wants to be treated as a woman. they dont put it in the terms we do but theyre worried that these problems make them inadequate at the gender they want people to see them as. our patriarchal system has made the boxes were supposed to fit into so small and you arent alone in not fitting it--nobody really fits
No, it's not.
It's genuinely not. I am truly concerned with the growing number of people on tumblr who feel that physically diverging from an extremely narrow, colonial, oppressive and genuinely unrealistic notion of "what the sexes allegedly look like" makes you intersex. No. Like, 80% of Middle Eastern women have a lot of body hair and face hair they need to wax (or sugar) all the time, yes, with beards sometimes. No, impotent men or infertile women are not something else than dyadic men and women unless they actually are. No, there's cis men with "buried penis" who are 100% dyadic perisex cis men. Yes, men and women are sometimes almost indistinguishable by a glance without makeup, grooming, brow shaping, different clothes, different hair, etc: our natural dimorphism isn't particularly strong as a species.
You are reinforcing the idea that the "natural state" of the two dyadic sexes is this extreme Disney-animal dimorphism that is actually a social construst and not the biological physical reality.
You are reinforcing these extremely narrow and straight up statistically incorrect boxes by, rather than questioning them, calling what lies outside them "Other".
Intersex people are people born with intersex variations.
Like me. And our experiences are not just limited to the pressure to fit in narrow boxes we don't really fit in (hello, feminism 101 - that's everyone, that's how gender works), it's a lot more specific, often a lot more violent, with specific medical axes of abuse, with specific forms of discrimination, etc.
thank you for putting this better than i could. it was bothering me how a few people kept bringing up intersex people as if thats the sum of the experience im describing when it isnt. every single thing i mentioned is something that perisex people can and do experience, and its as much about the construction of the sex binary as a facet of white supremacy and eugenics and ableism as it is about intersexism. singling out intersexism does, as you said, more to reify that boundary by casting all sexual variance as other rather than accepting the fact that "male" and "female" are not very different from each other, while ignoring the specific violence that too often comes with being intersex
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The rule could have heavy impacts towards trans people across society.
Last week, the Trump administration quietly released a sweeping new federal rule that would use funding threats to force institutions across the country to reject transgender people. The 400-page proposed regulation would codify the administration's anti-trans executive orders into binding federal policy, imposing a blanket prohibition on federal funds going toward "gender ideology"
The proposed rule, formally titled "Regulation for Federal Financial Assistance," rewrites the government-wide framework governing all federal grants across every agency. Among its most consequential provisions, it requires that before a federal grant recipient can receive money, the award must pass a "pre-issuance review" conducted by a political appointee—not a career expert or peer reviewer—to ensure it is "consistent with applicable law, Federal agency priorities, and the national interest." The regulation explicitly instructs these appointees to screen for "denial by the recipient of the sex binary in humans or the notion that sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic." [...] An institution that acknowledges transgender people exist—through its policies, its training, its healthcare, its bathroom access, its HR procedures, its name-change processes—could be deemed to "deny the sex binary" or to “support the notion that sex is mutable” and have its federal funding blocked.
Importantly, the gender ideology prohibition has no age limitation—hospitals could be targeted not just for providing care to minors but for providing gender-affirming care to adults, because prescribing hormone therapy to a transgender patient of any age could be deemed promoting the belief that "sex is a chosen or mutable characteristic."
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So fun fact that won't surprise anyone who knows me: I've done this. My job had a inclusivity survey that pissed me off (they included "transgender" and "cis gender" as possible responses for "what's your gender?", alongside "male" and "female"!) but I noticed they didn't put a length limit on the gender field if you selected "other". So...
They didn't accept binary files (which is fine, my gender isn't binary) so I had to base64 encode doom, but even though it froze chrome for nearly 8 hours, I was able to paste a full copy of the Doom install disks into the form.
as a side project while waiting on chrome to unfreeze, I developed a way to encode Doom into PNG files that could safely be posted on Twitter without them being corrupted into JPEGs, as Twitter loves to do.
Anyway, the thread is here, but really all you need is this one screenshot.
I do love that somebody tagged tumblr's own frog scientist on this post. chop chop dr scherz, we've got 62 more frogs to discover and you're the only frog scientist any of us knows
GUYS amphibian species of the world is still at 7,994 species of frog BUT amphibiaweb is at 8,008 species of frog, and do you know who is a co-author on the 8,000th species of frog there???? TUMBLR'S OWN FROG SCIENTIST DR SCHERZ
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my body on T: I'm so fucking horny all the time it's A Problem.
Honestly like I don't have an involved attraction (as in I don't picture myself in anything) but god I wanna just nut so bad all the time... This is where I get actual penis envy cause like y'all know when you're done, I don't have a fuckin clue.
