NOW! put the gun down!

I don't want to impose Any rules on you Just as I Don't want any for me Just let me know When I've gone too far Accept you as you are Accept not what I've become Does this not seem Unbalanced? The fear in me died hard, But the rage dies harder Sometimes i doubt- That I can win at all My desire to be free Your desire to be free If you can't take the heat, Then just leave me be I don't want you to go But I couldn't stand you leaving What we see is what we get But you want a tamed me I'm a burning tyrant Sad clown philosopher You're quite the opposite Cold creator I want this to work I want to stay But if you can't take the heat Just leave me be Am I calming my storm Or fighting my nature? Do you weather the storm Or despise my nature? Is anger my preference, Or really my nature? If you can't take the heat, Just leave me be.

It was circular, had rings around it, I felt myself drifting closer to it. I felt the heat of anger, all of the chaos I had imagined in the center, yet my mind was not in the center, but it was drifting towards it. Perhaps this is the ego that I’ve seen people mention. Instead of drifting into the center of myself, maybe I should just push it away, let it be what it is and I distance myself from myself. I can be pretty clingy, so perhaps I should give this odd circular object some room to breathe. 

Me now: why is anyone following me