Endurance runners

No shirt, no bra, completely bare torso, just like cis men are allowed to

It's about desexualizing breasts and "female presenting nipples" and not being criminalized for our bodies if we want to go topless because it's a million damn degrees out. This was a popular growing movement that was still widely known a decade ago!

f-fine but everyone pls be rly rly nice to me im rly shy abt this...

CGP Gray has a video where he talks about how new years resolutions don't really work and he recommends choosing a "theme" for the year as a way to help shift behavior patterns.

The year of fitness, of happiness, of connection, etc and then try to allow that theme to nudge you in the direction of making choices that are in line with it.

So if it's the year of fitness, choosing the stairs over the elevator a couple times. If it's the year of connection, choosing to meet up with friends despite being exhausted at the end of the day. Or reaching back out to people you want to rekindle a connection with.

It's way lower stakes, nearly impossible to fail at, and still helps drive you in the direction of the outcomes you want.

https://youtu.be/NVGuFdX5guE?si=xjgudaF2bAKBYpce

So...maybe the answer is to cut yourself some slack? You're not a failure for not keeping up with your new years resolutions. They were aspirational, but they aren't an exam that you can fail at. As a former "gifted student", failing new years resolutions (or failing to establish healthy habits for things like my sleep routine, eating, exercise, etc) are really painful. But I'm also neurodivergent and I'm working on accepting that for me that means those kinds of routine shifts are really hard and require a lot of spoons that I just don't have most days. And that's okay. And it's okay for you, too.

You're doing okay, Rini. You didn't accomplish the goals that you set out for, but (I suspect) you have passions that light you up and hyperfixations that bring you joy. Those are remarkable achievements, all on their own.

Girl that apologizes for all of that, says she was going through a lot figuring out she was gay and took it out on you and feels bad about it, so she buys you a few drinks to apologize.

Girl that feels really comfortable to be around after you notice you her turning away a few guys with a sharp glare so you can be alone with her.

Girl that offhandedly jokes that she can take you out back and give you one last wedgie "for old times sake"

Girl that looks confused when you get visibly blushy and flustered and moan like you need something when she places a hand on your back near your waistband.

Girl whose heartrate spikes when you accidentally let slip that youve been fantasizing about her doing that exact thing to you for the last 15 years.

Girl who smiles sadistically as she invites you back to her place so she can bully you the way she always wanted to back when she didnt know why she thought you were cute.

Girl that bounces you one single time because your panties are too cute and she doesnt wanna ruin them and stares in stunned silence as she finds out that thats all to make you cum your pretty little brains out.

Girl who cant stop herself from grinning while she listens to you apologize for it.

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