Three Genders In A Trenchcoat

SHUBH MANGAL ZYADA SAAVDHAN dir. Hitesh Kewalya

“When people don’t understand a kind of love, they try to suppress it. But this is our battle, and even we deserve a happy ending.”

I'm Oliver, 19/year old, trans man pre T nd top surgery. I'm a student in uk.

I'm in the horrible financial situation and need money for rent next month, but I can't afford it. My parents won't help me because they're in several debts, I don't get a maintenance loan, or can't get a loan from a bank, or go into overdraft (I can't have an account like this).

My new job won't pay me until the end of next month and I need to pay £390 for bills and rent on the 1st of October. I only have enough money to pay for food this month.

I'm struggling really hard with my mental health, being recently sexually assaulted at work, trying to find work and extra work,meanwhile starting university and managing my mental health. It's too much for me and I've been in this awful situation for months now. I don't know what else to do.

If you can donate a little and help me out I'd be grateful to you forever.

My paypal

I might have to drop out of uni. I genuinely can’t afford rent or food. I struggle with dysphoria and depression. I can’t find a job despite applying to over 20 jobs per day and giving out my CVs in person. I had two trial shifts at this one restaurant, but they called me and said they won’t be hiring me. I’m so down, don’t know what to do. 2019 is truly the worse year of my life. I can’t express how sad I am about the fact that I’m going to have to say goodbye to my dream course at uni and a future that’s connected with it. 

I’m trying my best and I still get nothing. Still can’t get a job, still can’t afford to live in UK. Don’t want to go back to Poland. My parents can’t help me with money even the slightest bit. I’ve tried applying for every single possible loan, but turns out I’m not eligible. I’m losing all my hopes and don’t know whether or not I should just give up on life, because despite me trying my best I get the worst dirt. 

“Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep” – Mary Elizabeth Frye

@ashleythejohnson: Happiest of Birthdays to my Twinnies. I love you both so much. You’ve changed my life. Let’s roll dice together until we’re old and grey, deal?

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