probably gonna leave this acc but im not shutting it down. i hate my art here theyre cringey af. and this acc isnt getting anywhere too. i cant continue doing art because im just that insecure about it, i hate how i draw and always think its shit compared to others and i cant help compare it, and because of that i lost my ideas and motivation.

heres one of my recent art portrait i guess to post sth

Okay, its been a year since i entered the digital art world. Its been a roller coaster ride of emotions. When i first started it, i thought im doing so good, i didnt realize how shitty my art was 😂.

Anyways, when i started here in Tumblr, i realized that there are so many talented artists here, some even professionals. And i thought to myself how trash my art was, i did nothing but compare and put myself down about it. I realized i have to do some really big improvements.

I know, its really wrong tho. I shouldn't have felt that. I was rushing myself. I was still beginning, and until now im still exploring my art. I did all the best i can and taught myself some sketching, blending, accuracy yknow, the art stuff.

Instead of being jealous and comparing myself to great artists, they should be my inspiration. It was really fun indeed. Here's my art from a year ago. I cant believe how shitty it was omg

Though I'm not saying that I'm such a pro now, I think I can see the progress that I wouldn't have thought I'll achieve. Last year me would've been proud.

Happy Holidays, lovelies! Spread peace and love 💛✨

well

new icon/doodle