Active Nov 2024

tw: mentions of dubious consent

fine, if you want to put yourself in harms way i can't stop you, let this post be a warning.

a lot of you guys think that sending nudes is special

"im willing to send nude bodychecks so its ok!"

no, it's not

they won't be satiated with that

nude bodychecks are something that is demanded multiple times a week. some coaches dont even care for nudes because in reality they're waiting for you to fuck up, because then they have a reason to punish you.

90% of the time, this will be harming or humiliating yourself in a sexual way. slowly they'll push, making these punishments more extreme and sometimes even more public

and now you feel bound to this person because they have multiple naked pictures of you at their discretion

you try to say no and back away

"but you'll spiral"

"sorry, i thought you cared about being skinny"

your weight loss isn't their main priority

a person with an ed is vulnerable, so they use that vulnerability to make you tied to them send them sexual things as a form of punishment

and in return they watch you lose your curves and slowly become even more attracted to you as you start to look more and more like a child

running this blog has made me come across people like that. constantly. it's the same formula every god damn time

but if you being skinny is really worth sacrificing your entire identity, then go ahead

different from my usual mentally ill content but

i’m gonna be homeless :D

long story short, despite already being in a crap situation financially i let my mum borrow money off of me, she has now decided to not pay it back and has cut me off :|

my electric is about to turn off, i don’t have enough food for me and my partner for even 2 days and my rent is going to be late. that wouldn’t be the worst thing ever if my landlord hadn’t already warned me about my rent situation, im short £40 on it and he has stated previously if it was late again then i would have to find somewhere else to go within the month.

you are under no obligation to help me, but if you’d like to or even commission me (i’m an artist, traditionally and digitally) just let me know. even maybe just share if you’re feeling it!

i am very much scared and the anxiety about this is making me ill. i’ll take advice if you have any

thanks for the read and stuff!!

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