The Mental Illness Files

sorry, I didn’t mean to wake up again today

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

I should've never lived to see 2025.

keep thinking about not wanting to wake up

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

I find comfort in knowing that someday i'm gonna be dead and none of this bullshit matters anymore.

Got so hurt by the world that I locked myself away from it

My death would be shrug worthy at best

I'm not gonna be fixed, I'm not gonna be saved. I am like this forever. I am a broken mirror

i have lost hope in absolutely everything and everyone

Even though I realize the harm I may be doing to others, I cannot stop myself from shutting away the world and locking myself away so they don’t see the disappointment that I have become.

life is shit and i wanna shoot myself