Intro post
Welcome to my corner of the internet! You found it, God help you.
About Me
Name: Gowanii, Anii for short
Age: 24
Pronouns: He/They/It—yes, all three. rotate them. put them in a little hat and draw one out. i don't mind.
Identity: Transmasc non-binary 🏳️⚧️ | Cupioromantic Bisexual | mixed race (afro-indigenous & white, white-passing)
Beliefs: Anarcho-socialist 🏴, Pro-Palestine, Proship, Pro-fiction, Pro-Paraphile, Anti-contact, Anti-radqueer, Anti-censorship, Anti-harrassment, Landback
Dni
Terfs, Transphobes, & Truscum
People who use TME/TMA language
Homophobes, Biphobes, Acephobes, & Arophobes
Racists & Xenopobes
Nazis
Zionists
Radqueers & Xenosatanists
Antis
Choco supporters
AI-users
Bigots of any flavor, variety, or artisanal small-batch craft
I am not a debate club. I am a person on tumblr dot com posting about fictional characters kissing. you have been warned.
Fandoms
Marauders/Harry Potter
Doctor Who
Stranger Things
Star Wars
Star Trek
Avatar: The Last Airbender & The Legend of Korra
Supernatural
BBC Sherlock
BBC Merlin
Arthuriana
Baldur's Gate 3
Umbrella Academy
DC Comics
Marvel
The Legend of Zelda
Pokemon
Percy Jackson
Whatever Strikes My Fancy
Ships
I ship because relationships are the engine of the best stories ever told, and something happens when two characters are written into each other's orbit that no other narrative device replicates. I ship across gender, across morality, across canonical plausibility, across the places the source material was too cowardly to go. I ship what moves me and what haunts me—the things the text was building toward and didn't commit to, and the things it never considered but should have. If you want the full breakdown, my stance on shipping is here. The short version is: I love these characters, I love what happens when you put them in a room together, and I'm not apologizing for it.
Marauders
James Potter/Regulus Black
Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
James Potter/Lily Evans
Lucius Malfoy/Narcissa Black
Narcissa Black/Alice Fortescue
Peter Pettigrew/Regulus Black
Peter Pettigrew/Mary McDonald
Mary McDonald/Lily Evans
Dorcas Meadows/Marlene McKinnon
Sirius Black/Barty Crouch Jr.
James Potter/Barty Crouch Jr.
Barty Crouch Jr./Lily Evans
James Potter/Sirius Black
Lily Evans/Pandora Rosier
Xenophilius Lovegood/Pandora Rosier
Fleamont Potter/Euphemia Potter
Orion Black/Walburga Black
Barty Crouch Jr./Regulus Black
Regulus Black/Evan Rosier
Regulus Black/Lily Evans
Regulus Black/Petunia Evans
Regulus Black/Tom Riddle
Orion Black/Fleamont Potter
James Potter/Lily Evans/Regulus Black
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin
Petunia Evans/Vernon Dursley
Regulus Black/Remus Lupin
Peter Pettigrew/Sirius Black
Bellatrix Black/Rita Skeeter
Delores Umbridge/Regulus Black
Severus Snape/Regulus Black
Mulciber/Avery
James Potter/Evan Rosier
Harry Potter
Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy
Harry Potter/Hermione Granger
Harry Potter/Ron Weasley
Harry Potter/Tom Riddle
Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley
Harry Potter/Luna Lovegood
Draco Malfoy/Tom Riddle
Draco Malfoy/Hermione Granger
Draco Malfoy/Ron Weasley
Draco Malfoy/Luna Lovegood
Neville Longbottom/Luna Lovegood
Neville Longbottom/Ginny Weasley
Bellatrix Lestrange/Tom Riddle
Doctor Who
The Doctor/The Master
Vastra/Jenny
Amy Pond/Rory Williams
Clara Oswald/Danny Pink
The Doctor/Rose Tyler
Rose Tyler/Mickey Smith
Mickey Smith/Martha Jones
River Song/The Doctor
Stranger Things
Will Byers/Mike Wheeler
Dustin Henderson/Jane Hopper
Jim Hopper/Joyce Byers
Johnathan Byers/Nancy Wheeler
Johnathan Byers/Steve Harrington
Johnathan Byers/Steve Harrington/Nancy Wheeler
Nancy Wheeler/Robin Buckley
Robin Buckley/Vickie Dunne
Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson/Billy Hargrove
Steve Harrington/Billy Hargrove
Lucas Sinclair/Max Mayfield
Star Wars
Annikan Skywalker/Padme Amidala
Obi-Wan Kenobi/Satine Kryze
Luke Skywalker/Han Solo
Luke Skywalker/Mara Jade
Leia Skywalker/Han Solo
Star Trek
Spock/James Kirk
Tasha Yar/Data
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Sokka/Zuko
Zuko/Katara
Aang/Katara
Toph/Katara
Sokka/Toph
Zuko/Jin
Azula/Mai
Zukko/Mai
Mai/Ty Lee
Sokka/Suki
Sokka/Yue
The Legend of Korra
Korra/Asami
Korra/Mako
Korra/Bolin
Kai/Jinora
Mako/Asami
Supernatural
Dean Winchester/Castiel Novak
Alistair Crowley/Bobby Singer
Sam Winchester/Gabriel
BBC Sherlock
John Watson/Sherlock Holmes
Mycroft Holmes/Greg Lestraude
BBC Merlin
Merlin/Arthur
Gwen/Morgana
Gwaine/Merlin
Lancelot/Merlin
Arthuriana
Lancelot/Galehaut
Arthur/Guinevere
Arthur/Lancelot
Lancelot/Guinevere
Tristan/Iseult
Baldur's Gate 3
Gale/Astarion
Halsin/Astarion
Lae'zel/Shadowheart
Wyll/Shadowheart
Umbrella Academy
Klaus Hargreeves/Dave Katz
Diego Hargreeves/Eudora Patch
Diego Hargreeves/Lila Pitts
DC Comics
Bruce Wayne/Clark Kent
Lois Lane/Clark Kent
Dick Grayson/Koriand'r
Tim Drake/Conner Kent
Marvel
Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers
Tony Stark/Steve Rogers
Bruce Banner/Tony Stark
Bruce Banner/Thor
Peter Parker/Ned Leeds
Peter Parker/MJ Watson
The Legend of Zelda
Link/Zelda
Link/Sidon
Link/Mipha
Link/Shadow Link
Link/Ravio
Link/Daruk
Pokemon
Red/Green
Percy Jackson
Nico Di'Angelo/Will Solace
Nico Di'Angelo/Leo Valdez
Nico Di'Angelo/Jadon Grace
Nico Di'Angelo/Percy Jackson
Nico Di'Angelo/Ethan Nakumara
Percy Jackson/Annabeth Chase
Percy Jackson/Rachel Dare
Percy Jackson/Jason Grace
Hazel Levesque/Frank Zhang
Piper McLean/Jason Grace
Piper McClean/Annabeth Chase
Piper McClean/Reyna Ramírez-Arellana
Fics
Fic Masterlist found here!!
Posting Timeline
Check my fic masterlist for summaries of the fanfic!
With a Heavy Chain a Faithful Servant Bound [Marauders, drownedrat]
The curious case of Penwyth manor [Marauders, drownedrat]
Five Thousand Four Hundred Kilometres [Harry Potter, Dudley Dursley x OC]
The Language of Flowers [Percy Jackson, Leo Valdez x OC]
Built for Sin [original work]
One Shot
Oc x Cannon
Random fic
Repeat
AO3
moonsand79 on AO3—come see what i've done. come be normal about it with me (you won't be normal about it).
My Prozhip Stance
I am a proshipper, and I hold that position because the research supports it, because the history of censorship supports it, and because fifty years of moral panics about the corrupting influence of fiction have never once produced the harm they promised. Fiction is not reality. Processing is not endorsing. Creating is not becoming. Dark themes, taboo ships, and morally repugnant characters have always been part of storytelling—they exist because fiction is one of the only places humans can safely confront what they fear, what they don't understand, and what they can't talk about directly. I am explicitly anti-contact and anti-harm, and I do not conflate attraction with action or fiction with reality—that conflation is the antis' problem, not mine. If you want the full argument, cited and thorough, it's here. The short version is: I believe in the separation of fiction and reality, I believe in the right of people to create without being harassed for it, and I am not moving on either of those positions.
On J.K. Rowling
J.K. Rowling is a transphobe. That is not a matter of interpretation or debate—it is a documented, years-long pattern of behavior that includes platforming anti-trans organizations, using her public influence to oppose gender recognition reform, and writing an entire novel with a transphobic murderer at its center while insisting she has no idea why anyone found it offensive. Her views have real-world consequences for real trans people, and I will not soften that or hedge it for the comfort of people who'd rather not think about it. That said, I engage with the Wizarding World—the fanfiction, the games, the characters—because I believe in the death of the author as a functional framework: the text exists independently of the person who wrote it, fandom has always transformed source material into something the original creator didn't intend and often wouldn't endorse, and the characters and stories that live in this universe belong to the people who love them now as much as they belong to her. Reclaiming and transforming a world she built while condemning the ideology she's chosen to spend her platform on are not contradictory positions. I can love Regulus Black and think JKR can rot. I do both, daily, without difficulty.
On AI
I am against AI-generated art and writing, fully and without qualification. Generative AI is trained on the work of human creators without consent, without compensation, and without credit—it is a tool built on theft, dressed up in the language of innovation, and sold to people as a shortcut around the very thing that makes creative work meaningful: the fact that a human being made it. Writing and art are not just outputs. They are the record of a person's interiority, their labor, their specific way of seeing the world, their seventeen years of practice or their first fumbling sketch or everything in between. A language model produces text the way a search engine produces results—by pattern-matching across what already exists—and calling that creativity is an insult to everyone who actually bled for their craft. I do not use AI to generate my writing or my art. I do not consider AI-generated content to be fanfiction, original fiction, or art in any meaningful sense. If you use it, that's your business—but you will not find it here.
What you'll find here
Fandom. Gay stuff. General nonsense. The occasional unhinged 2am thought presented as serious literary analysis. Memes that are three weeks old but still funny to me specifically. Character breakdowns that are definitely not thinly veiled personal essays.
This is a safe space for all marginalized folks. I am a proshipper. Fiction is fiction. Engage in good faith or don't engage.
Tagging System
Navigation/Identity tags
#gowaniiyaps - personal posts, thoughts, life updates, and memes
#gowaniirants - longer opinion/critical posts (fandom takes, analysis) and vents
#gowaniireblogs - all reblogs
#gowaniianswers - replies to asks/inbox
#gowaniiswriting - writing process posts, WIP updates, and behind-the-scenes
#gowaniiwrites - finished/published writing, excerpts, and announcements
#gowaniisfics - specific tag for fic posts.
#gowaniisart - specific tag for art posts.
Fic Tags
#fic: all hands on deck
#fic: ashes in the holler
#fic: black hollow gospel
#fic: regulus black & the disappearing brother act
#fic: with a heavy chain a faithful servant bound
#fic: the curious case of penwyth manor
#fic: nodrophobia
#fic: sins of the savior
#fic: the language of flowers
#fic: boys don't cry
#fic: dar'manda
#fic: hot like hell
#fic: misanthropology
#fic: hailbound
#fic: aponemia
#fic: leaves on the vine
#fic: soulbound
#fic: kanawha
#fic: solace
# fic: [insert one shot title]
Content Type
#long post - essays, deep dives, long analysis
#tag game - tag games/community posts
#life - IRL personal stuff (boyfriend, daily life)
#pinned - pinned/reference posts
Lets Be Friends!
Genuinely and earnestly: please talk to me. Send me asks. Tag me in things. Tell me your unhinged headcannons at 3am. I want to hear about your favorite minor character. I want to know why you think that one scene was important. I want mutuals. I want chaos. I want community. Slide into my DMs. I am friendly, I promise. Mostly.
Ideas
If I post a headcannon, it's yours! Use it! Run with it! Take it somewhere I never expected! I genuinely love watching ideas evolve. Same goes for base concepts and premises. However: do not plagiarize my actual writing Copy the vibe, copy the concept, don't copy my sentences. It isn't hard. At the end of the day it's not about the idea—it's about the execution. Yours will be different. Make it yours.
Discord Server
18+ | Proship friendly | Yumeship | Role-playing | Writing | Art
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Other Blogs
Because one blog wasn't enough to contain me.
@landbacklashback—Politics, anarchism, no gods no masters, land back
@vine-and-verse—writing advice, book reviews, literary analysis, and the craft of storytelling as a devotional act.
@briar-graytwig—Hogwarts Legacy content.
@gowanii-exe—OC x Cannon content, for fellow yumeshippers
@gowaniifucks—NSFT blog. 18+ only. Minors, the exit is right there. No hard feelings. Or maybe a little. Who's to say.
@thesweetgrassoracle—Witchcraft, Hellenism, Aniyunwiya spirituality, Granny witch vibes.
@proship-gowanii—Content on being proship, anticensorship, and other general fandom discourse.
@gowanii-draws—My art journey. I can't draw but I sure am trying.
Political
No gods, no masters
From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free
Land back
Abolish the police, abolish prisons, abolish ice
Housing is a human right
Identity/Community
Trans rights are human rights
Protect the dolls
Transmasc visibility matters
Cherokee & proud
Aspec people are queer, full stop
Disabled & chronically ill people are not inspiration porn
Creative/Fandom
Fanfic writers are real writers
Fuck JKR, we've remodeled
AI is not art
Dark fiction does not equal dark intent
Anti-censorship always
Faith
Hellenist & devotee of Dionysus
Aniyunwiya spiritual practice
No one else's gods are my business and mine are not yours
Traditional & Digital art blinkies by @cheriisoda

































