every song is about you

shane is living out some pretty universal fantasies (the stripper does love me, the badboy has a soft spot for me, oh no this attractive man is cornering me into living out my sexual fantasies etc) but ngl ilya is living out some odd shit that i think is pretty specific to him

Eventually if you’re in the position of “friend who is the one that reaches out” you gotta swallow any discomfort that comes with cause it’ll let you develop your relationships without resentment. I had to learn that in college but it bears reminding myself occasionally. a lot of my friends are mentally ill in ways that i am not and vice versa. For similar reasons i am also the one they make call the place for us. Anyway

finishing something you worked really hard for feels like nothing

this fic is so good i hope i write it

sorry for finding it hot when people's hair goes grey. as if im wrong

Listening to songs and thinking about something the songs aren’t about

fondly remembering tlg shane insisting on riding ilya because he wants to burn off extra calories and he's like "so hot baby etc etc i love your dick" and ilya is like "no, you just have an eating disorder" they better keep that in there