Love Your Life

You need to fight against the soldiers first, in order to confront with the Queen

Depression is battling with yourself first, then others. Its like putting yourself in danger first then others

You need to see the pain, in order to not feel the pain

I lowered my pride I lowered my ego Why? Because it’s better if I surrender first, for this to be ended

The little thing won’t be appreciated, because they’re so little to be noticed. But that little thing is more meaningful and sincere, because you’re unable to see it

I was trying to get to know myself, but seems like I'm getting further and further from it

I was too focus presenting my own canvas, that I didn’t get to see others

Believe in what you see.. Because no matter what I said, you wont believe me anyways.. So why bother explaining..

Someone once said, ‘Wah, she’s stressed out, she’s actually more depressed than YOU(she went through much more worse than you)’… Just because you don’t see my inside that got torn apart, don’t said like that easily.. *Hhm, that words made me stop for a sec and just went into disbelief*

I still do it eventhough you don’t even appreciate it, because I’m happy whenever I do things that I love

Why is it hard for people to trust me? Especially the closest one.. Well trusting myself is also hard..

TEARS couldn’t be seen, WAILING couldn’t be heard, SADNESS couldn’t be felt, CRYING in silence.. That’s when you know I’m in DEEP pain.. And that’s how much I can HOLD myself..

It feels like jumping off the building, and not feeling scared. Eventhough I’m falling through the sky, I still can’t feel the winds… That’s how unbothered I am.. With life..