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@montgomerygills
The opposite of “manic pixie dream girl” is “depressed goblin nightmare man,” and, judging by this site, it’s just as attractive to some.
People have known this for decades
My male main character for the Queen of Spindeln

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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Source: With You and the Rain Ame to Kimi to 雨と君と
by Ko Nikaido
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I really want to write a story based on this angel
Every Day
I write myself that tiny bit closer to having someone actually read my novel and leave it 0.5 stars on goodreads for being a bit shit lmao
No, that's actually my goal. Someone will have fucking read my book omfg.
Writing Progress
Smashed out 10,000 words on my sequel to Queen of Spindeln today. Going well! Finally getting to the bit where the main character steps into the narrative.

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idgaf if my parents are disappointed in me I'm not impressed by them either
My parents are disappointed in me for a bullshit reason so their opinion doesn't hold any weight anymore.
People who don't hyperfixate will never know the slightly horrible, completely impossible-to-replicate feeling of being so intensely invested in something it possesses you, takes over your waking thoughts and rides some weird line between being excited, anxious, and stressed as hell while still being entirely some other beast.
*writes 15,000 words in one day*
Ah hell ah shit ah fuck this is great I'm starving aaaaaaaaaaa
If u want to write a story about a character that’s just you but hotter with a dark twisted backstory and magical powers and a pet falcon or something, I think u should just go ahead and do that. Who’s gonna stop you? The government?? Fuck the police.
What if someone barges in, points at said character and scream, “Mary Sue!”
Tell them to come back with a warrant
This post came across my dash again and now I am having an absolute blast with self insert hotter me that gets the girls and guys everywhere.
This is the Way
#everyday i remember i can write whateveer i want#and then get too embarrassed to do it😕#one day..
need a permission slip? have a permission slip
Oh, phew, I misplaced that certificate
My partner is a wonderful editor for my book but he's all "take more time" this and "polish it more" that and I'm just ... if I do not Yeet this into Existence it shall Never See The Light of Day.
So anyway, the Queen of Spindeln is now available to read and it's Pretty Alright as far as books I've read go. Not bad for a first novel.
Now, onto the next!
eBook Orders are LIVE!
Stripe payment, eBook will be sent directly to you if you don't want to order via Amazon;
eBook is $4 AUD or less, depending on where you are. I am a self-pub author, and this is my direct distribution link. Provide the email address where you want the ePub file to go, and I'll send it as soon as I get your payment!
(Stripe allows you to pay with a bank card, process my legal taxes, and protect your identity & money online).
Happy reading, and thanks for your support.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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an ornithologist pointed a microphone at a bird sitting alone on a wire and caught the sound of the bird singing a song at a decibel so low that it would be impossible for another bird to hear it, meaning the bird was singing quietly to itself I love life
Imagine, that you're humming quietly to yourself because you're happy and then you find out the neighbourhood bird has been RECORDING IT
plot twist idea: the thing your main character fears most happens in chapter two. now what?
That is the plot of the Queen of Spindeln!
crazy how fanfic authors drop the most beautiful and gorgeous pieces of work ever, leaving you speechless and sobbing at three in the morning as you quietly contemplate the masterpiece you just read
and they don’t get paid for it they just do it because they’re having fun and they want to share their joy with you
like I would literally die for all of you fanfic authors out there reblog to swear your allegiance to fanfic authors
my irl friends get mad at me for writing 60k novels I make no money from but they will never know the joy of waking up to comments from people as feral as you are screaming with glee
I saved up a bit of money after doing this for years and now just selfpub my eBooks for Minimum Dollars. I'll keep writing my own fanfic but now I'm a Published Author(tm) it's now...canon...fanfic...of my OC's? Wild ride. Since I self-published I have my own 'publishing label' and know the process. I can't market your book for you but I can help others if you want to piggyback off the process?
Overall, self-publishing cost me about $25, including ordering a printer's proof of my paperback to check for typos and formatting issues, and buying an independent ISBN so I'm not reliant on Am*z*n. I'm also happy to add editing services for an extra $10AUD (about $5 USD) to give feedback on the work, if I'm publishing it under my own publishing-label. (So, it would be 'Title' (Yourname Author), published by MontgomeryGills).
Publishing costs are much less if you don't need/want a paperback version, fyi. eBook cost was about 10AUD for the ISBN and I did all the formatting/proofing myself.
Putting the finishing Touches on the book
Queen of Spindeln will be available to read next week as an ebook, and...sometime after that as a paperback. Link to purchase here.
(Or, if you're against Amazon, I have distribution rights as a self-pub author so DM me and I can arrange direct payment. I'm charging about $4 AUD for the ebook, or $2.51 USD, to keep my first novel affordable).
I'll be setting up my Stripe account, for secure card-based payments online, and will wrangle some doohickeys so you can order direct from my website and I'll send them your way.
The sequel is being drafted this week, and I'm working on a non-sequel second/third book, so hopefully I can start churning out some more literary content for everyone once this book is live.
"Have you ever annoyed a spider? Size difference or not, they will almost always try to kill you. A key difference I noted between Vampires and Spindelians was that a Vampire will tolerate some irritation; a Spindelian will not."
The Queen of Spindeln (Montgomery Gills)

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
Queen of Spindeln Moodboard.
Images: Photograph of a foggy forest by Freddie Ardley, Shamelessly edited AI art that basically matches a description of the King (not done by me, I magpie'd it from elsewhere on the internet), and official artwork of Lolth from the official Hidden Drow Cities wiki. If these images speak to you, or you find the concept of these things sexy, check out my novel The Queen of Spindeln! (available in English, everywhere Amazon offers shipping/ePub Kindle downloads!)