#complain

memory problems are the worst because i can barely remember where i put my thingsssssssssss

Boy there isn't enough Tweek dad issues centered fanart & fics or smth else my ass is still starving

It drives me insane how much of my creativity depends on avoiding doing something else. It’s at the point where I’m seriously considering canceling a paid project that I obviously don’t want to do, because I’ve been spending two solid weeks constantly coming up with fic and fanart ideas I feel a DEEP INTENSE NEED to write and draw instead, but having the project looming threateningly over my head is the only reason I’m MAKING these fics and fanarts (and having a LOT of fun doing it), because I’m doing it in defiance of doing the other thing (“hold on, I’ve gotta do this before I can start the other thing~ hold on, now I’ve gotta do this instead~”). If I cancel the project, I’ll just deflate like a balloon and mope around doing chores all day instead. My dumbass brain is wired to have fun ONLY when it’s irresponsible

ANNOYING work day