conflict resolution for holy beings

In bed w Lydia talking about how we have the same crush, she goes “I was afraid she didn’t think I was gay so I told her I like to spend time in Long Beach” crying

gave away eleven giant bags of clothes i feel free! Mary Oliver has a poem about going round to her storage unit and impulsively deciding to give away everything she'd been keeping in it, and walking away from the decision feeling happier than ever. she wrote "i felt like the litte donkey whose burden is finally lifted. things! burn them!"

Have been so happy lately I’ve been saying things like ‘gods timing is always right’ out loud in earnest

When I’m stoned and falling asleep I always have the thought “I love everything”

I love when I remember to thank god first thing in the morning for each of my parents I’m so glad to have flesh and bone to use this spirit I love touching I love walking I love having a body

also food grows from the ground

I know earth is heaven because you can kiss outside on a beautiful day

I set my alarm for 8:20 everyday as if I'm not going to wake up at 6 and sit alone by myself in the kitchen eating fruit over the sink playing my favorite songs on repeat I wander the house every morning early like a ghost in a robe