Modified Princess

I'm really going to need everyone's love and support for the next few weeks. My fiancee and I are no longer together. I just felt like we were drifting apart, and it's not his fault! It's not anything that he did really, I just feel like we're growing in different directions. And I feel like complete shit about leaving him, I miss him already, I don't know what I'm going to do. Everything is going to be so much different in SO many ways now; sleeping alone, not waking up to his face, having him there to take care of me when I'm sick or to hold my hand when I'm feeling lonely. I'm heartbroken by this, but it's my fault. How am I supposed to feel? 

Forcing myself to let go of something I worked so hard for, all at once, it's hard. And I can't stop crying, I've been crying all day ever since I've been in school, and I can't stop it. It hurts like hell.