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Dark and eerie clouds gather on the afternoon sky above Dragon Spine, causing the wind to howl louder and the air to freeze sharper than usual. Still, the labor in the middle of the mountain is occupied non the less.
Inside the cozy workroom you are sitting at a table, bend over maps and documents of your newest commissions, planning routes to accomplish them in the best manners possible.
Meanwhile the man himself, Albedo, is immersed in his own work of research papers, surrounded by alchemy flasks that were filled with substances in the most cryptic colours.
Albedoās brows are furrowed in concentration, which ā without any exaggeration ā is the loveliest thing ever in your eyes. It was endearing to watch him, lost in work, completely shut out in his own big world of science.
Feeling you watching him, Albedo lifts his eyes, his gaze immediately softening. āAre you hungry? I can fetch us some snacks if you want to.ā
You shake your head and smile a little embarrassed, heat creeping up your cheeks for being caught starring at him. āIām good. Do you want anything, though?ā
āAs a matter of fact, I do,ā he states and tilts his head to something next to you. āCould you please hand me one of the vials in that basket, if you donāt mind?ā
Glad for the opportunity to get a grip on yourself, you reach for the basket filled with small glass vials to grab one of them. But as soon as you move back to hand it to Albedo a sudden thunder roars from outside, loud enough to feel the vibration in your very bones.
Flinching, you lose your grip on the vial, watching the delicate glass shatter on the table, its fragments scattering all over your papers. Ā
āShit,ā you curse under your breath. Without thinking you start immediately gathering the broken pieces to a pile, while repeatedly apologizing.
āIām so sorry, Albedo, please tell me it was nothing special. I just got startled by the thunder-ā
He is next to you in a mere second.
āCareful. Let me help you.ā
To your surprise Albedo doesnāt seem to be bothered at all by the loss of his vial. His face remains calm as ever as he gently moves your hands away from the sharp shards, but halters almost immediately when he notices the blood dripping from your right hand.
He frowns. āYou must have cut yourself.ā His finger softly caresses the unharmed skin around your wound. āDoes it hurt?ā Concerned he shifts his eyes back to yours, observing any indication of pain on your face.
āA little,ā you admit.
āIt doesnāt appear like there are any splinters of glass anymore, so Iām going to disinfect the wound first, alright?ā
You couldnāt help but grimace a little by the thought.
āDonāt worry.ā Albedo chuckles. āKlee has managed to hurt herself an astonishing number of times during her adventures, so Iāve created a cleanser who doesnāt burn when in contact with an open wound.ā
Merely half convinced you let him lead you to a sofa in a corner of the room. You sit down, while using your other hand to hold your injured one, careful as to not let any blood stain the furniture.
Meanwhile your eyes are following Albedo, who is roaming around the room, gathering utensils from cabinets and drawers, before he returns to sit beside you.
In unbent silence he places your hand carefully in his and uses a slightly wet towel to wipe away the blood, then he opens the cleanser.
Your nose wrinkled at the sharp smell. āSo, no pain on the skin, in exchange for pain in your nose, huh?ā You state, only half joking.
His lips curve into a smile. āWould you prefer it the other way around, love?ā he teases.
āNope. Iām good. What smell? Haha, no smell. Donāt smell anything at all.ā
And like he promised, you do indeed not feel anything at all, but a distant pounding and Albedoās warm hand in yours.
A little later, when heās finished tying a bandage around your hand, your face twists a bit, but you make no sound. Still, as usual, Albedo notices.
āIām sorry, love.ā He apologizes, giving you a half smile. āBut it has to be a bit tight, in order for it to heal easier.ā
He plants a soft kiss on your bandaged hand, not breaking the eye contact for a second.
āAre you still in pain?ā
āBarely,ā you murmur, not being able to focus properly on much but Albedo, his face now close to your own. A quiet āthank youā manages to escape your lips before they were already brushing against his own.
But just as he starts to deepen the kiss the thunder decided to roar again, making you both flinch at the sudden noise.
Albedo rises from the sofa, making you pout in return.
At this his blue eyes twinkled with amusement, still he bends down to you, pressing a loving kiss on your forehead. You close your eyes, but once again his lips are gone way too fast and with him his warmth.
āHow about a small break, until the storm passes, to prevent furtherā¦ incidents?ā he suggests coyly. āSome tea, perhaps?ā
Everyone knows not to mess with you, or theyād mess with Dazai himself
And no one, I repeat, no one wants to get on Dazaiās bad Side
His methods to make even the strongest people dance after his whistle were wide known and feared
He was very intelligent But also manipulative, abusive and didnāt hesitate to use violence to get whatever he wants
A fool was the one who dares to underestimate him and his influence
But also you
Thatās why Missions and other various matters were often kept short and simple, but still provided amusement and fun to you
Your skills on the battlefield and your bright mind in business matters were infamous and gained you a quite high position in the port mafia
But apart from the influence and money-
Being with Dazai wasā¦ astonishing
There was this special mutual understanding you both shared, that no other would be able to grasp
Rarely even words, merely gazes and body language were enough to communicate and state your mind
Dazai was not only your lover (Though neither of you would speak It out loud)
He was also your closest friend
Of course, Dazai was a man of many words and talks and could with ease wrap everyone around his little finger with his smooth talk
But most of it was empty talk, meaningless, only required to get what he wants
The longer youād stayed with him, though, the easier it became to look through his facade and see real struggles and the pain
At the same time, Dazai found in you someone who made his burden lighter. Not enough to ease his pain, but enough to allow a little more light into the darkness of his life
Expensive dates in fancy restaurants werenāt exactly a thing
Dates would rather involve trainings, fights, drinks in bars, late night strolling through Yokohama and occasionally just laying together in silence in the comfort of your room and enjoying each otherās company
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can i request bonnie x reader x freya where the reader is a forbes and caroline finds out about the relationship ( if your uncomfortable writing poly you can just do freya or bonnie x forbes reader )
Damn it, Caroline
A/N: Thank you for your request @freyamikaelsonlover !! Sorry for posting it just now, hope you like it!
Pairing: Bonnie X Freya X Reader
āOh, youāre looking good there!ā
You stopped dead in your movement, hands just above the door knob on the way out.
āWhatās the occasion?ā You heard her call again.
Damn it, Caroline.
You repressed a sight, already quite Familie with her usual interrogations of your whereabouts. āIām going out.ā you said, still not turning around.
You heard her snort at that, a little annoyed already. āYeah, Iāve figured as much. But with WHOM?ā
Caroline and her damn questions.
āWithā¦ with my girlfriend.ā
I mean it WAS the truth, just not the way your sister thought.
āYou Donāt have to say girlfriend like itās a big secret. I thought It was clear Iām fine youāre dating Bonnie. My best friend Bonnie.ā
You rolled your eyes, a little desperately. And here it goesā¦
āThe Bonnie I know since basically forever. Iām totally cool with that. The Bonnie, who I happen to-ā
āYes! Thank you!ā you finally turned around, facing your sister. āI get it. You feel excluded. And I promise you can come alongā¦ next time.ā
The gleam in her eyes vanished just as fast. āOh common now! Thatās SO rude. And unfair!ā
Before she could get herself even more into it you took the opportunity and slipped quickly through the door.
āSorry, Care, but Iām running late-ā
When the door closed behind you, you hurried to get away as fast away as possible, not even looking back.
Still you arrived at the park later than agreed on, but when you looked around the poorly crowded park area Neither of your dates seemed to be here yet.
āHey there, cutie.ā
The sudden whisper near your ear sent hot goosebumps down your spine.
But you relaxed immediately when you where suddenly staring into the eyes of Freya Mikaelson, her arm already finding the usual place around your waist.
āWhere you hiding?ā you asked her with a small grin on your lips.
āIām an original,ā Freya winked sheepishly. āIāve got enemies everywhere.ā
āIndeed, Caroline was holding me up a bit, sorry. But I thought Bonnie would already be here with you?ā
To that the blonde Vampire took a step closer to you, āWell, Iām that case-ā Her eyes flickered to your lips. āSeems like we got some time to kill.ā
Softly you placed a hand on her cheek, tiptoeing a bit to get closer to her face.
And just as you were about to close your eyes she suddenly vanished.
Stumbling to regain your balance you looked up only to see-
āCaroline?!ā
With A murderous look on her face, she Geld Freyas throat, pressing her against a tree.
But your girlfriend was remaining calm, she was even smirking amused at the situation.
She knew Caroline didnāt even stand a chance against her.
āWhat the HELL do you think Youāre doing with my sister?!ā
And even though you knew that as well, it didnāt stop your anger.
āCaroline! Let her go, itās not what-ā
Caroline looked at you and the raging gaze on her face made you take a step back.
āAnd you! How could you even do THAT to Bonnie! What were you thinking? Now I get WHY you were so hesitant about where you were going to!ā
āCare, please calm down.ā
To your surprise you find Bonnie next to you, you hadnāt noticed that Caroline didnāt come alone.
She gave you a short glance, a little worried for how the situation had turned out.
Softly, you intertwined your fingers with hers to calm her down but also to make something plain.
Much to Carolineās confusion. She frowned, but still didnāt lighten her grip on Freya.
āWhy are you not angry Bonnie?! She literally cheated on you with- with this-ā
āBecause I knew.ā Bonnie answered calmly.
āAnd she didnāt ācheatā.ā
You nodded in affirmation.
āWeāre together. Like, all three of us.ā
Something inside Carolineās mind clicked and her gaze softened. āOhā¦ this is a poly-relationship?ā
āYes.ā Freya answered, not even bothering to hide her annoyance anymore.
āNow if youād be so kind to let go of me? I would hate to break your wrist.ā
Caroline did, without even glancing at her.
Instead something like embarrassment appeared on her face. āWellā¦ sorry, guys.ā
Freya walked over to Bonnie and you, crossing her arms. āHow about you make it up by inviting us to this infamous Mystic Grill?ā
Bonnie chuckled. āWhat an wonderful idea, love. After all this struggle.ā
Carolien held her arms up in Defense, clearly seeing her mistake, even though it was quite sweet how she defended Bonnie. āAlright, alright thatāa fair.ā
You shared an amused glance with both of your girlfriends. Seems like the struggle was worth it, for now a free night with all your favorite girls laid ahead of you.
The plane arrived surprisingly way too early in the Argentinian airport. But until you were in possession of all your luggage and other belongings again, half of eternity had passed.
Still, neither the awful long wait not the Pushing and Jostling of the people around you could do any harm to your great- no euphoric mood.
With a lot of luck and work you had managed to get a place in a Argentinian University.
Thus, there was not just a great school education ahead of you, no, now you finally got the possibility to live close to your boyfriend. In the same city, not on different continents. So yes, you were flying on clouds right now.
Oikawa Tooru stood at the arrival section of the airport and stared at the yet closed doors with anticipation and big big impatience.
Itād been so many weeks since heād last seen you and knowing youāre so close made him step nervously from one foot to the other
Soon youāll be in his arms again and heāll never let you go and everything will be perfect.
No matter how much he loved the way his volleyball career is turning out here in Argentina, being that far away from you was definitely the worst and hardest part of it.
There!
The door suddenly opened and dozens or tired looking people swarmed out like ants.
Oikawa stretched his neck higher to see better trough the crowd but only more and more people passed him and still no sight of you.
But when the doors closed after the last passenger and you still Werte no where to be seen, a trace of worry unleashed and Oikawa tried not to panic.
Where were you? Did he mishear the time? No, it was exactly the time and place you told him.
Did something go wrong with your flight?
Orā¦ did you chance your mind in following him to Argentina? After all it WAS quite a big chang-
Two hands were suddenly placed over his eyes and concealed his view.
āWho am I?ā Oikawa heard the familiar sneaky voice whisper in his ear.
Relived he turned around only to - finally - look into those shiny eyes of yours, a cheeky grin on your lips heād missed so much.
When moments passed and he just kept staring at you you tilted your head a little in question. āTooru? Is someth-ā
And then you were in his arms. Hands were pulling you into his chest making you close your eyes and inhaling his familiar scent. Just holding on to him.
āHi there,ā you murmured softly against him, caressing his back.
Oikawa pressed his lips against the back of your head, determined to never let you go.
GENRE/WARNINGS: comfort(?), angst if you squint hard enough, mild swearing
NOTES: i will literally offer my hand in marriage if you reblog. and thank you to @/sugawaaras for giving me the idea for mattsunās <33
āā OIKAWA
even though he tried to be confident, in reality, his self confidence sat on a throne built from things he told himself in the mirror and compliments he never believed
so its not a surprise that his first reaction just... isnāt one. heāll stop and replay it over and over again in his head to make sure heād heard you correctly
and then his heart breaks ā it actually hurts him, makes him feel like he canāt breath, and before he even knows it theres tears in his eyes
of course, he knows youāre never supposed to let the reason youāre crying see you crying
so he attempts to act like heās more annoyed than that he just had his heart just obliterated
itās not a secret though. through the pain in his eyes, anyone can see the shattered remnants of what was once his heart
āru, can you grab my phone for me?ā you called to your boyfriend from the couch, remembering that youād left your phone in the other room.
it was quiet for a moment; not long enough for you to ask if he was okay, but long enough that the silence was odd. you heard heavy footfalls again, then saw oikawa standing just inside the room with a clear look of betrayal on his face.
āwhat?ā you asked him, wondering if he was kidding around. you hadnāt done anything, there was no reason why heād actually be upset with you.
as he stepped closer to you, you could see the tears whelling up in his eyes, and you were left to wonder what was wrong.
āwhatās wrong? tooru, hey, are you ok?ā your voice was much softer when you spoke this time. your heart dropped when you saw him step back at your step forward.
āso now you can call me by my name?ā you think his voice was meant to be low and hostile, but in his struggle not to cry it came out strangled and cracked.
āwhat did... do you mean āru?ā
āyes! who the hell is that? if you wanted to-ā
āno no, babe, your name is tooru. the last syllable of your name is ru. itās just a shortening of your name, not someone elseās.ā
you watched his lips form a smile and he let out something like a laugh, seemingly at his own confusion, and then the tears finally fell.
heād walked into your arms soon after, with his arms wrapped tightly around you and his face buried in the crook of your neck
āsorry... sorry for not trust- trusting you, i just-ā his sentence was cut through with sharp breaths and hiccups, and then finally stopped with your own voice.
āitās alright, i didnāt mean to scare you. we can cuddle if you want, hm?ā
he was already struggling to keep himself from fully breaking down. but when one of your hands came up to pet his hair, a whine left him ā you think it was supposed to be an āmhmā to your offer ā and his hands gripped tightly at your shirt, his arms around you getting tighter.
āā BOKUTO
he doesnāt miss a beat, immediately looking up at you to wonder if heād heard you correctly
itās just a small spike of anxiety at first, but the more he lets the foreign name resonate with him, the more it makes him worry
he has to build up the courage to ask you who the other guy is, because he canāt do it right away, heās way too nervous
he looks so sad as well, puppy dog eyes looking at you, seemingly just slightly worried
unbeknownst to you, his heart is pounding in is chest and with each passing second, it runs the risk of shattering
āātaro!ā your voice was a giggle as he left little kisses all over you. they werenāt nearly enough to leave hickeys, just little pecks across your face, your neck, your chest.
as soon as the name left your lips though, he stopped, golden eyes snapping up to look at you with a pain youād never seen in them before.
you could tell he was definitely upset about something, but you had no idea what it could be. hell, the way he looked at you, it was almost as though you were the reason.
of course, you were unaware that bokutoās first thoughts went to rintaro, middle blocker from the famed inarizaki. suddenly he was thinking of every time youād ever spoken about the team, said how many fan girls they had, how many games theyād won.
he wanted to say something. he really wanted to ask what youād meant. but the words seemed caught in his throat.
it wasnāt long before he couldnāt take it though, and he pushed the words out, despite the alarms going off in his head and his heart immediately jumping to his throat.
āwho is ātaro?ā you didnt think youād ever heard him sound so small. so timid, so close to his voice cracking with the tears he was holding back, so... scared.
āyou? who else? i can call you kou if youād prefer that though. you donāt have to look so upset.ā
bokuto smiled then, relaxing the weight on his arms enough so he was on top of you. he supported himself enough not to crush you, but there was nothing more he wanted in the world right now than to be held by you.
āā ATSUMU
he liked to consider himself a tough guy. he liked to.
but there were times whenever his support fell, leaving his world to crumble in his hands, slipping through his fingers no matter how hard he tried to hold it all together
and when thought he heard a guyās name that isnāt his own come from you, it felt just like one of those times
he was asking what youād meant before his mind could even properly register your words
and by that point he didnāt care enough to replay the name in his head, his mind already caught up looking for the things heād done wrong, the things he hadnāt done.
āoh, āumi, if you want to we can go to th-ā
āwhat the hell?ā
it surprised you how much venom laced his words, despite the fact that youād done nothing wrong. the thought that he was being sarcastic or joking with you crossed your mind, but atsumu wasnāt exactly the best actor.
he couldnāt fake the look on his face, couldnāt fake how his heart had seemingly stopped just from the look in his eyes.
āwhat do you mean?ā your voice was soft when you spoke now, no longer so nonchalant.
he lips pressed into a thin line and he set his jaw in frustration. it took him taking a deep breath to finally say, āyou called me āomi.ā if you like-ā
ātsumu.ā
āno, i heard you, you called me omi. if- if theres...ā he never finished his sentence. there was already a lump in his throat and he knew that if he were to say anything more, heād cry.
āno, no. i called you umi. like your name just a little bit different.ā
his face was drawn in a look on confusion. his eyes studied you, trying to look for any sign of you lying. but he trusted you, of course he trusted you.
he came over to hug you, his arms wrapped tightly around you. you heard him sniff, but you knew heād deny crying if you asked him.
āi love you,ā his voice made him sound so small, it was a level of weak and vulnerable youād not seen from him.
āi love you too.ā
āā SUNA
the words āstay calmā had never been repeated in his head to himself so much
well, it was more like a string of curse words with āstay calmā thrown in occasionally, but heād never felt so scared
the look on his face is annoyed at first, but it quickly starts to shift into one with a little more worry
heās terrified, in all honesty. but heās already told himself heās not going to let you see that
ātaro, can we stop by a corner store on the way home? i need something.ā
your voice had been so calm. so why did it feel like his heart had just been ripped out of his chest?
he knew you hadnāt meant to. but why youād even slipped and call him by another name in the first place worried him. it took him only a few seconds for his mind to land on bokuto koutarou.
bokuto koutarou, one of the top aces.
āwell fuck you too i guess.ā his tone may have been confused with one of anger at first, but you could tell that wasnt it. anger is a secondary emotion, you knew in reality he was hurt.
the only problem is, you didnāt know what. from his words you knew it was something youād done. but there was nothing that came to mind.
āsorry? what did i do?ā
suna hesitated for only a second before asking why youād called him by another name. he took a deep breath immediately after speaking, your silence only breaking his heart more. as though it wasnāt already destroyed.
but your silence was born from shock and confusion, not being caught like suna had assumed.
ātaro. like rintarou. like your name. who else would i be talking about?ā
āuhm. koutarou? i donāt know, forget about it.ā heād never felt like a bigger jackass before; he never swore at you.
you smiled a little at his words and walked over to hug him. he hummed at that and pressed a small kiss to your temple, then buried his face into the crook of your neck.
āi didnāt mean to-ā
āitās ok, rin.ā
āā MATTSUN
he had to stop for a moment let it sink in before he could react
after that there were too many emotions rushing through him to do anything for another few moments
in fact, his silence coupled with the distant, betrayed look on his face was somewhat unsettling
it takes him longer than he would like to question you, but itās because heās already preparing to collect his shattered heart after one of his worst fears becomes true
āwhy are you here?ā mattsun heard iwaizumiās voice and he smiled a little to himself, knowing that he must have been talking to you.
heād been waiting for you all day, it seemed like forever since heād last seen you. the only thing he wanted right now was to hold you.
āoh, iām here to see ākawa!ā you said happily. mattsun could hear the smile in your voice without even seeing you.
you were here for oikawa. of course you were here for starboy oikawa tooru, of course your boyfriend was just a stepping stone.
he was still frozen when you rounded the corner. the look on his face was concerning, you couldnāt remember the last time ā if there ever was one ā heād looked absolutely terrified, the last time he looked so hurt.
āmattsun... are you ok?ā
he didnāt answer you. it took him a few moments before he could finally speak, and even then his voice was different than it usually was. it was... pained? betrayed? whatever it was, you knew it wasnāt mattsun.
ādid you really come here just to see oikawa? what happened to me being your boyfriend?ā
it took you a few moments to try and understand what he was talking about. youād never said that. hell, you always came for mattsun, not once had you ever spared oikawa a thought.
āno, babe. i said ākawaā, as in matsukawa.ā
he seemed to melt at your words. that expression disappeared from his face, his body untensing. he moved to pull you into his arms, holding you close to himself with a desperation heād not had before.
him thumb rubbed soothing circles on your back. you could tell he wanted to say something. but then he stopped right before the words left him, instead opting to make a joke to lift the mood.
Honestly, you guys would be the most hot, stylish and charming couple
But dating him would be dating a huge dork and nerd
Literally, never boring, it was always and adventure
Hugs! So. Many. Hugs.
Mostly random hugs from behind
You would be talking with someone, or just being on your phone and suddenly you felt his arms around your back
His chin in your shoulder, or preferably your head
His hands around your waist, holding you close to him
Constant flirting. No matter where, no matter when and no matter how bad the lines
But you guys would always have chemistry
Still (!) being flustered by eye contacts even if you have been together for months
āOkay, but direct eye contact is hotā
Kuroo was the type of guy who you could look up to
Someone you could relay on and who would constantly Motive and push you up to be your best
Sometimes you catch him staring at you with a soft smile on his lips
He wouldnāt even notice, completely in his own little world
And you were always there, at every game, front row, cheering for him and his team
And Kuroo made sure to either wink or wave you, grinning sheepishly
But above all he was a very caring boyfriend
Always made sure your family liked him
Never forgot a single birthday and bought little gifts every time he visited
Parents cooperation loved him!
And you loved him the most
Even though heā¦ loved you just a little more
Kuroo was the type of boyfriend who would show up at 2A.M., throwing Little Rockās kn your window to get your attention
You had spent so many nights sitting on rooftops, talking an ihr everything and nothing, your dreams, ambitions, volleyball and school, friends, the stars and the moon
Ahahahaha youāre welcome š all the credits to the writer āØ and omg- @midnight-lightning I just notice weāre moots but itās your side blog omg Iām so sorry love ! šš Your works are very amazing-loving them all so much darling ! <3 š„ŗš
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Honestly, you guys would be the most hot, stylish and charming couple
But dating him would be dating a huge dork and nerd
Literally, never boring, it was always and adventure
Hugs! So. Many. Hugs.
Mostly random hugs from behind
You would be talking with someone, or just being on your phone and suddenly you felt his arms around your back
His chin in your shoulder, or preferably your head
His hands around your waist, holding you close to him
Constant flirting. No matter where, no matter when and no matter how bad the lines
But you guys would always have chemistry
Still (!) being flustered by eye contacts even if you have been together for months
āOkay, but direct eye contact is hotā
Kuroo was the type of guy who you could look up to
Someone you could relay on and who would constantly Motive and push you up to be your best
Sometimes you catch him staring at you with a soft smile on his lips
He wouldnāt even notice, completely in his own little world
And you were always there, at every game, front row, cheering for him and his team
And Kuroo made sure to either wink or wave you, grinning sheepishly
But above all he was a very caring boyfriend
Always made sure your family liked him
Never forgot a single birthday and bought little gifts every time he visited
Parents cooperation loved him!
And you loved him the most
Even though heā¦ loved you just a little more
Kuroo was the type of boyfriend who would show up at 2A.M., throwing Little Rockās kn your window to get your attention
You had spent so many nights sitting on rooftops, talking an ihr everything and nothing, your dreams, ambitions, volleyball and school, friends, the stars and the moon
And you didnāt know what you were supposed to do
Falling for him was sweet, it was easy, like breathing
He got a smile that could light up the whole city
And every time he hugged you, youād become a total mess
And then he would look questioningly at you with his adorable smile
āAre you alright, Y/N?ā
You nodded, looking everywhere but his eyes
āY-yeah, you just smell niceā¦ like flowers or something
āOh. Thanks, hehe. You know I got this new shampoo-ā
Why couldnāt he see?
But maybe it was better that way
And then the pain followed,
he was your friend, but he wasnāt fully yours
So you distanced yourself a little bit, just enough so it wasnāt obvious
So you got enough time, to deal with these stupid feelings
But Suga noticed. Of course he noticed
And it hurt. So damn much.
Confessions happened after you couldnāt bear it anymore
You just needed Suga to know the truth and even if he didnāt feel the same, you had to risk it
āKoushi, you are my best friend,
And I tried to push everything away, but it just wonāt go away and I am so, so sorry
but Iā¦ I think about you. More than I should. A-and I feel things that I shouldnāt as a friend.
Becauseā¦ I kinda like you. A lot. Like a lot a lot.ā
And this idiot would have the nerve to start laughing, like a total heartful laugh
āHe-ey! Hey! What is there to laugh about??ā
Until you noticed that he had become a total blushing mess, and it was a laugh full of relief, not mockery
āOh god Y/N, you had me worried there. I thought you started to hate meā
āDudeā¦ I would literally die for youā you mumbled without registering what you were saying
You freezed, waiting for his reaction
Until he started to laugh again and this time you were laughing too
Suga looked at you with pure fondness in his grey eyes.
āY/N, you are so smart but sometimes you can be so silly.ā
āWhat?ā
āWhy do you think I invite you to every game we have? Or why I constantly eat dinner with you and my family? Why I never even looked at someone else because all I wanted was youā
You stared at him in complete and utter bafflement
āSoā¦You like me too?ā
Suga chuckled amused, a soft redness on his cheeks.
Summary: You had a future. A future full of love hope and happiness together with Loki. He had promised you this after all. But sometimes promises couldnāt be kept and futures could be brokenā¦
You had hoped, you had believed, god, you even prayed to which ever higher being there might beā¦ but in the end you still lostā¦so much.
The nightmare youāve always feared the most became true.
You were kneeing on the ground next to Thor who looked like a total mess, who was a total mess. Bleeding, bruised and at the end of his powers.
You were also feeling like a piece of shit; it seemed that with every passing second it became harder and harder to breath and your whole body was burning of pain.
But no matter the physical pain, it was your heart, your mental stability that was being torn apart right now.
You had a good view passed the member of the black order, who held both you and Thor in capture. It seemed like they had great pleasure seeing you tortured and in vain, while they gave you just sadisticly enough room to see him standing not far away from you.
āNoā¦noā¦no, please, noā¦ā these words were constantly coming out of your mouth like water, silent and not seeming to stop any soon.
But no words, no cries, no pleads could stop him from his next words.
āAlmighty Thanosā, he pledged āI, Loki, prince of Asgardā¦Odinson.ā
Loki, your beloved, brave and yet so stupid Loki stopped his sentence for a second to give his brother a short look, laying all of his faith and love in it.
Before his gaze shifted to youā¦
And everything just seemed to die inside of you.
You tried to move, struggling to get out of the hands that were holding you firmly in their grip.
Loki put every bit of sorrow, desire, and the deepest pleading for forgiveness in his gaze. It was his last goodbye to you, you realized horrified.
This was the last straw. A sudden impact of adrenaline appeared in your veins, giving you strength and a big amount of anger. And you used this power to push past a member of the order who stood next to you, trying to get outā¦ trying to get to Loki and stopping him from a decision he had already made a long time ago.
But you were only able to make a few pathetic steps forward before a woman punched you hard in your stomach, causing you to bend over in pain.
A frustrated gasp escaped you and a strand of wet hair felt in your face.
The next second you were already dragged back again by rough arms and no fighting was of any use.
You looked upā¦ just out of an impulseā¦ meeting once more Lokiās eyes which were now full of utter sadness.
As you tried again to get your arm out of the firm, hurtful grip your gaze landed on the cold ring you wore on your thumb. But it was so much more than just a mere ringā¦ it was a promise, a future, a sign of hope.
The day Hela had attacked Asgard you had returned together with Loki to fight her off and save your home.
You still remembered how he hold your hand firmly in his as you two walked out of the space ship, greeted by Asgardians who had gathered around to meet their prince.
You could nearly feel Lokiās soft hand in yours again...
Then Thor had come and Valkyrieā¦ and the four of you fought against Helaās army.
Loki had never left your side, not even for a second. You two were always fighting back to back, defending and keeping each other safe.
And of course never missing an opportunity to tease the other or you just being the target of Lokiās sarcasm.
And like at the end of every battle green eyes would flicker up and down your body in what you recognized as a visual check for any injuries.
But this day Loki had pulled you into a deep kiss. You had noticed the sudden change, the way he watched you, the way he held you almost every single moment as if you would just vanish, dissolve into air.
You laid a hand on his cheek and stroke softly a strand of his dark hair behind his ear.
āTell me, my dearā¦ everything will turn alright, wonāt it? We will save Asgard and defeat Hela. And then there will be just the two of us, right?ā
You were naĆÆve, and you knew that. You knew that there are by far worse things the future has in hand for you than just a crazy sister.
Loki bent down and pressed his lips softly on your forehead, causing you to close your eyes, eager to keep this memory for ever, safe in your heart.Ā
āI love you, Y/N. And by Odin Iāve never thought I would ever feel this way, yet alone say these words to someone but youā¦ you are my life now and I promise you someday this will all end and we will have peace.ā
You took a deep, shaky breath and nodded. Just wanting to believe his words of a happy ending.
āHere,ā the god said and took a ring of his finger -the one in his colours, green and gold. āIāve wanted to get you a proper one but it seems like this wonāt happen in the near future.ā
Loki took your hand carefully in his, as though he feared you would burst into dust. He pulled the ring on your thumb where it fit just perfectly, because your fingers were way smaller than his.
You held your breath, feeling like your heart wanted to explode in fireworks and confetti any second.
āThis is my promise, Y/N,ā he continued and gently lifted your chin so he could look deep into your now teary eyes. āMy promise to always love you, always care for you and I promise I will be with you as long as you want me to.ā
Back in the cruel reality you looked down at the ring, which sparkled for a moment, mocking you, showing you all the things you would never have, which will be ripped apart just in front of your eyes.
What a cruel joke of the universe.
You looked up and you knew it was the last time you saw his green, stunningĀ eyes. Eyes which were blurred by the tears that were now streaming down your face.
He wouldnāt keep his promiseā¦
Loki closed his eyes for one single second and when he opened them again his now cold, determined gaze landed on Thanos. ā-The rightful king of Jotunheim, god of mischief,ā he continued. āDo hereby pledge to you, my undying fidelity.ā
His voice broke, just tiny bit. And your heart stopped when Loki pulled out a knife, immediately striking to cut Thanoās throat .
No.
Of course Thanos wasnāt dumb enough to fall for this.
No. The knife vanished and a hand appeared on Lokiās thrat instead.
āUndying?ā The Titan sneered and grined triumphantly as Loki squirmed to get out of his deadly grip.
No.
āYouā¦ā
No, no, no, no.
āwill never beā¦ a go-āĀ
-silence
These were the last words you heard, the last whisper of a heroā¦ who still fought even when death was already reaching for him.
You would never forget the sound of Lokiās neck cracking. Never. It will forever haunt you in your dreams alongside with Thorās shout of pure pain.
Your world turned numb. You didnāt register falling onto your knees, you didnāt register the loud and broken cry escaping you. You only felt this unbearable pain and there was this whole new experience of having your heart literally torn apart.
Thanos stepped in front of you and watched you with pure despise in his eyes before he throw Lokiās body carelessly on the ground, as if he was a merely a sack of thrash.
Lokiās eyes,Ā which had always been filled with mischief, with so much lifeā¦ were now utterly empty- staring into nothing.
This was the moment you completely collapsed.
Somewhere the world turned purple due to the use of an infinity stone, Thanos and his clan vanished and left you and Thor alone, shattered and broken.
He was goneā¦
He was goneā¦
He canāt beā¦
He canātā¦
Thor fell down on his knees, holding his brotherās arm. āLokiā¦ wake up,ā he gasped. āCome on, brother, I knowā¦ you canāt beā¦ you canātā¦ā
Gently you stroke Lokiās dark hair out of his bruised face, sobbing and barely breathing.
āCome onā¦ You promised meā¦ you promised me to never let me alone. I need youā¦ā
But none of your pleadings were heard.
His soul was gone, and with him a part of your own.
When Dazai doesnāt return from a mission you take matters in your own hands to find him
Warnings: Mentions of blood and guns
The dark night was slowly but surely embracing the city of Yokohama.
The last few sun rays hid behind the horizon and the first lights were turned on in apartments around you.
But as pretty as it might looked you couldnāt appreciate it for even a moment.
Your heart was heavy in your chest while you were looking at the empty streets in front of you, waiting for signs.
He had promised to come, and even though his files are filled with plenty cases of frauds and other crimes, Dazai had indeed never broken a promise he gave to you.
While he by any means wasnāt known for punctuality as well, after an hour without any message or sign if him you couldnāt help but began to worry.
Atsushi had already some days prior remarked Dazaiās absence, but the Agency simply shrugged it off as another of his usual suicide trips.
Yet, you knew the truth, this time it wasnāt a suicide mission. Well, at least not directly. Because letting oneself get voluntarily caught by the port mafia wasā¦ pretty close.
For everyone except for Dazai of course. At least you believed this up till now.
Because now, you stood here alone, at the agreed place and time. No sign, no Dazai, nothing.
Screw the authenticity of his plan and screw his damn worries about you he didnāt want to admit, you thought, getting a little pissed at yourself because you should have been more stubborn, you should have gone with him. And now you were regretting it.
Who knows what this idiot got himself into.
You nearly through your hands up in the air. āGreat. Just great,ā you murmured sorely to yourself as you went off to look for his ass.
It wasnāt your first time intruding the headquarters of the mafia and probably not your last. Dazai and you had been here more often that you would like to admit.
The only difference now was, you were alone, searching for someone in this hell of a maze. And not just any someone.
Where the hell youād lock up the former boss of the port mafia?
The dungeon it is!
Until you you only had seen the he dungeons once and you had prayed it would stay like this, but apparently destiny had other plans.
Suddenly you felt fear filling up your head.
You knew what the mafia is capable of, what they do to innocent people, and by all means, Dazai was for sure not innocent at all. What would they do with traitors like him?
No, Dazai will be fine. Of course he will. There was no one else who escaped death more often than him.
It was more or less quite easy to pass the guards or other mafiosi without getting caught.
Just to avoid Akutagwa you had to make a big detour, it would be quite troubling to cause a bloodbath of any kind.
The dungeons should be here somewhereā¦
And you knew you were on the right track when you heard loud fight sounds and aggressive shouting.
Unmistakably Dazai and Chuuya.
āThese idiots,ā you sighted but somehow relived that it was ājustā Chuuya.
Still, you pressed your loaded gun against your chest and sneaked around the corner just to the entrance of the dungeons - and paused again immediately seeing the sight in front of you.
The first thing you noticed was Dazai standing there, handcuffs on the ground. Besides several painful looking bruises he seemed to be okay. A usual Dazai-grin placed on his face, so not the strange part.
What was quite ā¦ bewildering was Chuuya.
His legs were crooked inside, a finger pointed at Dazai and then he squawked in a high pitched voice, āNext time you wonāt be so lucky!ā
Completely baffled you carefully glanced passed Chuuyaās back to Dazai. Who didnāt even blink once.
āYou wonāt ā¦ be so lucky?!ā Chuuya cried again, as if trying to get a reaction out of his partner.
Wasā¦was he okay?
After nobody reacted for moments the red head just exploded. āJEEZ YOU COULD AT LEAST LAUGH!ā
Completely pissed off he turned around and nearly bumped into you.
āWhat is SHE- ugh you know what I wonāt even askā¦,ā he resigned, waving his hands in the air, not even glancing back at anyone. āPiss off, for all I care,ā he added desperately before making his way out of here.
You turned to Dazai.
Should you askā¦?
Nah, better not risk it
āYou look horrible,ā you stated instead.
It was true. His whole body was covered in blood and bruises; dark eye bags and ruffled hair only underlined his drained state.
And still, this shithead still managed to look handsome.
As if reading your mind Dazai cocked his head to one side, a sly grin spreading across his lips.
āYou donāt look so bad yourself, belladonna.ā
You crossed your arms in Defense, ignoring the nickname. āWell, I didnāt spend the last days locked up in a dungeon.ā
But then A sight escaped you, the worry and relief to see him again caught up to you.
āNo but - How are you feeling?ā You asked quite softly and gently ran your fingers though his hair.
āWell, I had a few rough days and honestly all I want right now is a drinkā¦ā Dazai glanced at you, a way too joyful expression on his face. āAnd perhaps some nice company.ā
āWell, you DID promise me some coffee, remember?ā You joked. āBut perhaps it would be best to get out of here first.ā
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Usually youād never sleep long enough to give the sunlight the Chance to wake you up.
But today you couldnāt be bothered, lazily you turned around, patting your pillow and burying yourself deeper into the blanket.
When your eyes opened idly you barely managed to suppress a fondly sight. Instead a soft smile fell upon your lips.
Could this just be a little too beautiful to be true?
The early morning sun let the shadows of his lashes fall far onto his cheeks
Soft brown hair was fallen into his face and you couldnāt help yourself but gently stroke them back. Your fingertips remaining a little while longer there.
But what touched you the most, was the fact that for the first time since so long, Dazai appeared completely relaxed.
His breathing was steady, not even the eyelids were twitching like during the regular nightmares.
He were just laying there in pure composure
It was, as if he was finally at peace.
You couldnāt take in enough of this. If there was just a possibility, anything you could do just to keep this moment for everā¦
Just Dazai and you, in this room filled with sunshine, without all the dread and sorrow that keeps following you around.
