silk

guys so i got a new phone and it won’t let my log in on this account bec im a dumbass and i forgot my password so if u wanna continue reading my crazy thoughts… follow me at @afewprayers … this rlly sucks bec I’ve already accumulated so many crazy posts here now i have to begin all over

whats the point of having a talking stage if u don’t get a good morning text everyday that’s like bare minimum

when u want to be with a doctor bec they’re smart but u have to sit thru them talking abt where they wanna train or whatever pls shut up and be pretty and smart … I think I want a man whos already established but I don’t have the credentials for an established person actually I don’t have the credentials for almost anyone

pooping at work to assert dominance … sorry I’m anxious and my tummy hurts

I’m so depressed ì just ordered sushi… this can’t be good every time I’m depressed which is all the time I have to order sushi as a pick me up and i never feel good abt it. It’s like I’m an alcoholic

i literally spend the entire week looking forward to the weekend only to end up wanting to smash my head every minute bec theres nothing to do … idk why but sometimes ì rlly want to just self-inflict some violence

downloaded muzz and made a pretty serious profile only to feel objectified and not even by good looking men they’re all repulsive and short … how the hell am i gonna find a husband in this economy… and the only reason i wanna get married is to get away from my family

sometimes i rlly wish i had a cigarette or smth… some moments i feel so heavy inside i rlly feel like maybe a cigarette would help take the edge off but realistically i find the smell repulsive and so i can never really smoke… got back to the office today, my coworkers keep talking about the war and all i do is stare at the wall in front of me bec they barely speak to me… and I have to worry abt completing my part in the progress report and we have to mention our degrees etc and I’m so inexperienced ì fear this will get me fired or smth bec my coworker is so accomplished compared to me and it’s more cost effective to have someone w more degrees and experience?…. But I have to start somewhere right? They can’t fire me , right?🤨🤨 right🫣 anyways I’m gonna go cry for a few minutes and stare at my work laptop until my eyelids hurt