hi uh to everyone still following this blog.
i started this when i was 13. no i wasnt JUST a depressed edgy middle schooler. I was struggling as you might be. I was suicidal, anorexic and convinced I was developing a personality disorder (which I was) I had undiagnosed cPTSD, and didn’t remember my abuse yet, hadnt gotten treatment for my severe OCD, and also hadnt realized I had or been diagnosed with autism.
looking through this blog, i realize how far ive come.
I want you all that are reading this to know, if you try, life can get better. I promise you.













