and the universe said you are not alone

This is all I got

I (0F) am a newborn baby and another newborn baby (0M) next to me began to cry incessantly. Naturally this resulted in all the other babies (0F,0M,0M,0F,0M,0F,0F,0F,0M,0F,0F,0M,0M,0F,0F,0F,0M,0M,0F,0M,0F,0F,0F,0M,0F,0F,0M,0M,0F,0F,0F,0M,0M,0NB,0M,0F,0F,0F,0M,0M,0F,0M,0M,0F,0F) to start crying as well, but I remained silent. The doctors began to refer to me as "That fucked up baby" due to this incident.

assume that you DO choose to pull the lever, go back in time, and kill baby hitler. you return to the present, only to learn that nothing has changed: baby hitler got somehow replaced and history remains the same as before. knowing this,

this is also like, Weak Shit lmao. I talked to a guy on a forum who’s a wolf full time except for like four days around the new moon. he lives outside till he’s bipedal again then crashes at his brothers house. I asked if that’s like, safe and shit and he just said “absolutely not, but I’m really really good at being a wolf”

but. yeah jokes aside it Is inconvenient. just not a New inconvenience; like I said the exhaustion has always been the real killer. because like. obviously you don’t Get Sleep on those nights even if you turn back. still need to get formal accommodations for it for school; thankfully my professors this semester are chill (painting instructor last semester probably would’ve tried to get me to fuckin. hold the brush in my fangs or smth)

however!!!! my new doctor is like Actually Competent and gives a shit so I have meds. that might actually be Functional for once? wonder of wonders he listened to me when I said I don’t care about stopping physical transformations, I just wanted to regulate the risky behaviors. and the stuff he got me does that really well; also helps keep me feeling like. more “domesticated”? like I’m more adapted to human stuff even on a full turn. very very good bc now I don’t get half as stir crazy indoors and, more importantly, I’m way more cooperative with humans (especially people I know). so I’m safe to be around and my friends can just like. take me for a walk. genuinely a really good time. we played fetch last week and I have to confess: It was The Shit. maybe the most fun I’ve had in my life. ten thousand years werewolf joy and whimsy ‼️