⟢ welcome 2 our blog!
HOLD ON!! /ref
this blogger is very mentally unstable and anti censorship! interact with extreme caution!
we are bodily 16! do whatever you want with this info.
P.S. this intro is long. please try to read past "labels". all credits for my theme and links are right above the cut.
i go by kodi, prototype & vanilla. this blog is a part of jiraiblr and yanblr; a uh... "normal" blog will soon be made for anyone who doesn't wanna watch me crashout daily.
i'm on editblr as well, as @purighoul. i might also soon have a sysblr blog.
i go by they/he/it/neos (in order of preference). in this intro, i refer to myself using i/me as well as we/us. in posts, we constantly use third person!
intp 5w4 sp/sx 549 LII FLEV phlegmatic-melancholic type
we're just getting into typology so we apologize if anything's wrong/"breaking the rules" somehow.
we don't necessarily have a DNI due to our multiplicity and block freely. follow your own!
check out our... pronouns.cc pronouns.page taglist art credits strawpage spacehey carrd (soon)
⟢ disorder speak.
diagnosed with adhd, autism and depression.
this might be self diagnosis but it's clear that we're a system, however it's near impossible to get a diagnosis due to our family conditions.
suspecting c-ptsd, avpd, bpd and ocd.
i struggle with empathy in the sense that i am too empathetic until you suddenly don't deserve my respect (this almost never happens). i am hypersensitive, hypersexual and moderately moodswingy. we're pretty "panic episode" prone and suffer from mild hallucinations.
we tend to go back and forth between hatred towards every human being on earth and love towards every human being on earth; though, humans in our point of view are always pathetic. hypocritically, we despise generalization.
you will be referred to as "creatures" because of this, but we don't hate you if you identify as human.
we're not good at comforting and suck at communicating. "i'm sorry for your experience" & "i feel you" (+ variations) is unfortunately all you can get from us so don't vent unless you just want somecreature to talk to.
we're typically very open minded, but we won't listen to those who have no reason but to hate on others.
we're also chronically ill and despise leaving the house. we touch grass like once a week
please try to refrain from using private messages ... due to the our family situation & our anxiety, we might just leave you on read ... but we still interact with others! it just might take us a while. if you scare us it'll take us longer to speak to you ... there's nothing you can do about this, it's completely on us.
⟢ labels.
i am heavily alternative! my main styles are scene, tenshi kaiwai and jirai kei ... also 2020 alt but that's irrelevant
i'm a raging himejoshi & yumejoshi, i might be a fudanshi. obsessed with yuri, and yaoi is also there /j
( i don't care about labels btw i just like how these ones sound... feel free to use "himedanshi", "yumedanshi" and fujoshi on me )
i am a fictionkin, therian, otherkin, kemonomimi & pet regressor. i'm not human, at all... please don't refer to me as such, i'm a shapeshifter!
my gender is complicated. multigender/genderfluid is the short of it, sometimes i'm also agender.
i'm a neptunic lesbian and fictorose, also roseflux.
we are (usually) pro recovery! some of us are menhera, but the ratio is pretty high, so we don't associate ourselves with the label to avoid confusion.
this does not mean op is recovering.
i indulge in self h@rm and talk about $h, suicide, e@ting d1s0rders, ov3rdos!ng and other not-so-great things but triggering things are as censored as someone who barely uses tumblr can be!
due to religious trauma, i do not associate myself with it. i'm an atheistic witch, slightly agnostic.
despite the spawn points in my theme, i am a former spawnist. the uh... cult, as a concept, calms me down... but i do not associate myself with it negatively anymore.
we love positive spawnists! we don't look down on you!
we're a hikikomori and usually only find comfort online. we're also a denpa otaku and hopefully-not-but-probably-soon-to-be makegumi!
my yandere terms are ::
ストーカーがた (sutookaagata) :: stalker type
自己犠牲型 (jiko-giseigata) :: self sacrifice type
自傷型 (jishougata) :: self harm type
all platonic... unless stated otherwise... i'm also a masodere and goudere.
⟢ watch out.
discourse in general. unless it's very clearly something that should be frowned upon, don't bring it up here.
religion. i speak about religion in a bad light most of the time, and bringing up religion to try and "save" me will only make it worse.
death threats. i actually don't care that much about death threats! if you tell me to kill myself i'll laugh, but i might pretend it bothers me to get you in trouble.
P.S. i have been doxxed before, so this isn't new to me.
forced recovery. i see many jirai bloggers state this, but i hate forced recovery, it doesn't do anyone good! as one who was semi-forced to recover (and slowly made their way back to the trenches) it does nothing..!
doubles. specifically doubles of my (void/nonsharing) f/os are not fine to interact if you blog about them. interacting on a blog that doesn't won't bother me, though.
my selective sharing f/os are shared between some mutuals and IRL friends. moots, you're probably on the list!
⟢ interests.
yumeshipping | nonsharing = 🔒 | sharing = 🔓 | selective sharing = 🔐 | voidsharing = 🔏
🔏 lumi (wuthering waves)
🔏 castorice (honkai star rail)
🔐 yidhari murphy (zenless zone zero)
🔒 meisho doto (umamusume)
🔓 salt cellar cookie (cookie run kingdom)
🔓 hiiro yano (d4dj)
i am annoying & protective over pink f/os.
music
j. cole , aiobahn +81 , femtanyl , EMIRI , momone chinoi , sorry stacy , STYXVII , uwabe , DECO*27 , phantoskii , ROMA , anythingbecomemoe , tuyu , stomach book , FEM&M , kairikibear , sasaki , sohodolls , rai_ , jaime paige , monochromenace , FLAVOR FOLEY , nightcord at 25:00 , more more jump , weevildoing , maretu , kikuo , mother mother , pinkpantheress , phantom siita , TAK/DORIDORI , melanie martinez , inabakumori , atena , le sserafim , pinocchio p , sawtowne , SLAVE V-V-R , off the hook , kikiyama , SZA , tyler, the creator , ayesha erotica , serani poji , alex g , 4U , bbpanzu , beyonce , divineruins , doja cat , jazmine sullivan , myGO!!!!! , NAKISO , penelope scott , goreshit , SUPXR , vane lily , wotoha , xxxtentacion , yaelokre , ZØMB , msi , aoris , BABYMETAL , blink-182 , YOASOBI , camellia , nanahira , the marias , poppy , girls rituals/devi mccallion , bad omens ... i just like music ok
bolded: extra peak ... i love them ...
bolded + pink: "i'm they're #1 fan"/they're my goat
miscellaneous? | catagorized
games: dandy's world , cookie run , honkai star rail/impact 3rd , zenless zone zero , wuthering waves , project sekai , bandori , d4dj , muse dash , tokyo 7th sisters , needy streamer overload , love angel syndrome , yunyun syndrome , geometry dash , minecraft , splatoon , animal crossing , reverse 1999 , die of death , umamusume , madoka exedra , neverness to everness , just shapes and beats , phighting! , meleeniacs , mouthwashing , hookah haze , doki doki literature club , undertale , deltarune ...
shows/anime: idolm@ster cinderella girls , gachiakuta , slow start , needy girl overdose , puella magi madoka magica , magia record , soul eater , umamusume: pretty derby , dropkick on my devil , precure (series) , gabriel dropout , onimai: i'm now your sister! , hitoribocchi no marumaruseikatsu , lucky star , yuyushiki , bocchi the rock , watamote , bee and puppycat , cosmic princess kaguya , dungeon meshi , catch! teenieping , lalaloopsy , little witch academia , burner , korfc , lots , alien stage , idwbamg , pieces of powder , murder drones , monster high , ever after high , strawberry shortcake , milgram ...
we don't really watch "real" shows like that ...
languages: we aren't fluent in any but english as of now, but we're learning japanese , korean , indonesian , swahili , and french. we plan to learn every earthly language.
we do best with japanese!
voca/utauloid: we're obsessed with vocaloids & utaus and the "lore" behind them, our favorites are otomachi una , VY1 , megurine luka , defoko , GUMI , momone chinoi and others.
shipping: i am a multishipper and shipping is... kinda my passion. i talk A LOT about my otps. those otps being moonberry (dandy's world) , shadowvanilla (crk) , dinobasket (dandy's world) , dotoshuto (umamusume) , azuretime (forsaken) , nickloon (ii) , bookcil (bfdi) , agent 24 (splatoon) , akitoya (pjsk) & xingyun (genshin)
i'm not protective over these ships. ship whatever you want, i probably ship it too, just don't say things like "that ship is stupid" or "[insert ship] is better!"
every character shown in our theme is a fictotype of kodi's.
fictionkin doubles are fine to interact!!
fan userbox (below) made by @redriot-jirai !!
⟢ links.
