⟢ welcome 2 our blog!
i go by kodi, prototype & vanilla, as well as other names you can find on my pronouns.page or pronouns.cc. i recommend my strawpage for individual information!
(we recommend pronouns.cc, but both our pronouns.cc and our pronouns.page is under construction.)
i go by they/he/it/neos (in order of preference). i also refer to myself using i/me as well as we/us. lastly we sometimes use third person!
we are bodily 16! take this information as you will.
we don't necessarily have a DNI due to our multiplicity and block freely. follow your own!
⟢ disorder speak.
diagnosed with adhd, autism and depression.
this might be self diagnosis but it's clear that we're a system, however it's near impossible to get a diagnosis due to our family conditions.
suspecting c-ptsd, avpd and ocd.
i struggle with empathy in the sense that i am too empathetic until... "disaster" strikes..? i am hypersensitive, hypersexual and moderately moodswingy.
we tend to go back and forth between hatred towards every human being on earth and love towards every human being on earth; though, humans in our point of view are always pathetic. hypocritically, we despise generalization.
if not obvious already, we are severely mentally ill. we're typically active online, since we don't rly leave the house.
we're typically very open minded, but we won't listen to those who have no reason but to hate on others. we also don't usually "interact" with other blogs.
we follow and like posts, but we will not interact, unless it's with a few words, or to ask genuine questions.
⟢ labels.
i am heavily alternative. i am a nonhuman, fictionkin, therian, otherkin, kemonomimi & pet regressor, though i don't share the last one usually. i also refer to myself as a shapeshifter most of the time.
my gender is complicated. multigender/genderfluid is the short of it, sometimes i'm also agender.
i'm a neptunic lesbian and fictorose, also roseflux.
we are (usually) pro recovery! some of us are menhera, but the ratio is pretty high, so we don't associate ourselves with the label to avoid confusion.
this does not mean op is recovering.
i indulge in self h@rm and talk about $h, suicide, e@ting d1s0rders, ov3rdos!ng and other not-so-great things but triggering things are as censored as someone who barely uses tumblr can be!
due to religious trauma, i do not associate myself with it. i'm an atheistic witch, slightly agnostic. despite the spawn points in my theme, i am a former spawnist and do not associate myself with anyone who believes in it anymore.
i'm a hikikomori in the "scared of the outside" way and less like a choice, though we don't like leaving the house anyway. we're also an otaku and hopefully-not-but-probably-soon-to-be makegumi!
⟢ bad things.
discourse in general. unless it's very clearly something that should be frowned upon, don't bring it up here.
religion. i speak about religion in a bad light most of the time, and bringing up religion to try and "save" me will only make it worse.
nsfw. i'm a minor, so talking to me about suggestive stuff makes you a weirdo lowkey. i'm honestly fine with it if you're of age cuz i'm messed up already but...
death threats. i actually don't care that much about death threats! if you tell me to kill myself i'll laugh, but i might pretend it bothers me to get you in trouble.
forced recovery. i see many jirai bloggers state this, but i hate forced recovery, it doesn't do anyone good! as someone who was semi-forced to recover (and slowly made their way back to the trenches) it does nothing..!
kink shaming. weird, huh? this is honestly self explanatory, and i don't like talking about it on here, but.. yeah it's here.
doubles. fictionkin doubles of any character besides bassie are completely fine, but doubles of my (nonsharing) f/os are not fine to interact if you blog about them. interacting on a blog that doesn't won't bother me, though.
interests.
yumeshipping | nonsharing = 🔒 | sharing = 🔓 | selective sharing = 🔐 | voidsharing = 🔏
🔏 lumi (wuthering waves)
🔏 castorice (honkai star rail)
🔐 yidhari murphy (zenless zone zero)
🔒 meisho doto (umamusume)
🔓 salt cellar cookie (cookie run kingdom)
🔓 hiiro yano (d4dj)
i am annoying & protective over pink f/os.
music
j. cole , aiobahn +81 , femtanyl , EMIRI , momone chinoi , sorry stacy , STYXVII , uwabe , DECO*27 , phantoskii , ROMA , anythingbecomemoe , tuyu , stomach book , FEM&M , kairikibear , sasaki , sohodolls , rai_ , jaime paige , monochromenace , FLAVOR FOLEY , nightcord at 25:00 , more more jump , weevildoing , maretu , kikuo , mother mother , pinkpantheress , phantom siita , TAK , melanie martinez , inabakumori , atena , le sserafim , pinocchio p , sawtowne , SLAVE V-V-R , off the hook , kikiyama , sza , tyler, the creator , ayesha erotica , serani poji , alex g , 4U , bbpanzu , beyonce , divineruins , doja cat , jazmine sullivan , myGO!!!!! , NAKISO , penelope scott , goreshit , SUPXR , vane lily , wotoha , xxxtentacion , yaelokre , ZØMB , msi , aoris ... i just like music ok
problematic artists' music is pirated, i don't support them!
miscellaneous? | catagorized
games: dandy's world , cookie run , honkai star rail/impact 3rd , zenless zone zero , wuthering waves , project sekai , bandori , d4dj , muse dash , tokyo 7th sisters , needy streamer overload , love angel syndrome , yunyun syndrome , geometry dash , minecraft , splatoon , animal crossing , reverse 1999 , die of death , umamusume , madoka exedra , neverness to everness ...
shows/anime: idolm@ster cinderella girls , gachiakuta , slow start , needy girl overdose , puella magi madoka magica , magia record , soul eater , umamusume: pretty derby , dropkick on my devil , precure (whole series) , gabriel dropout , onimai: i'm now your sister! , hitoribocchi no marumaruseikatsu , lucky star , yuyushiki , bocchi the rock , watamote ...
every character shown in our theme is a fictotype of kodi's.
(most) doubles are fine to interact!!
go here for art credits, official art not included... as well as our official taglist!!
