#so delusional

You tell a Wincestie their ship isn't real and they're like "yeah, no shit, it's a fantasy and not canon" while Helelrs act like you just insulted their whole family and kicked their dog

I was in the mall looking at CDs and ranting about MCR, and she's was like 'they're definitely making another album." And I'm like "So you're saying mcr5 is real" and she said yes

Been watching Bleach and I made an oc and I keep waiting for her to show up, then she doesn’t.

I’m like wtf then oh right she doesn’t exist outside of my head my bad oops.



How much do you love Xiao?

oh

you

you do not know

how long i have been waiting for this question.

anon. you have barely seen the surface of my love for him. it cant be called love, at this point. no, its something more dire. something more consuming, a something that swallows one whole.

perhaps you think that you've seen enough, and perhaps, for you, that is the truth. but for i, it is merely a speculation. my "love", as you call it, is something that cannot be described with mere words. no, the very idea of such a feat is simply unthinkable. it's to the point where i am spending my time writing a bible, for xiao. come to the point where i write countless fanfictions, where i close my eyes at 4 am hoping that i may dream of his warm embrace. it is with such delusion that i am able to survive the hell we call existence, and through his presence that i am able to feel fulfilled. i dream of him, dream of his every action, waiting for the day where i may feel his hand in mine and his warm touch. awaiting the day, the day, the day...

some may say ive gone mad.

are they correct? nonono, they are not. i am sound of mind, sound of soul. if you search enough, there shall be no doubt about this fact. there is merely a difference between those who love xiao, and those who "love" xiao. it is apparent that i belong to the latter. as stated previously, a simple 4 letter word cannot express the endless wells of the affection, the obsession that i hold for such a man - nay, the perfect and godly being, he who goes by the name of "xiao."

do i believe? yes. i believe. and i shall stand here, sit, whatever it may be... i shall breathe my inhale and exhale until he appears before me, until i may be satisfied for what i have done in this lifetime... and then i will take his hand. i will take his warm hands and he will clasp his fingers amongst mine, and he will smile at me, the slightest smile, as his pristine lips begin to move as he speaks. as he forms words with that seamlessly smooth voice, one that sways the resolve of the deities themself. "you have done well. i have waited for you."

it is then that i shall cry in his arms.

but none shall witness such a sight excluding the golden eyes of his very own.

delusion? insanity? id like to think that i havent descended into such voids. it is reasonable, to hold such attention for a being as flawless as him. his name is one that holds power, prestige... one that causes the shortness of breath and the racing of hearts. he is powerful, in that way, and many others.

his beautiful eyes that resemble the warm colors of the sun, or perhaps the gilded glow of gold... something as valuable as him deserves something more. something more precious, more priceless. his gliding soft hair that ruffles in the soft breeze, the way his highlights are so striking yet appealing... how his every calculated movement stirs the hearts and souls of the masses. how his stature is fair and his demeanor is graceful. should i go on? surely you have not all the time in the world for such rambling, but thus is the truth. an undeniable truth that none should dare to refute.

and should they... to put it simply, they may just find a knife at their throat... spilling the blood of the one who dared speak ill of such a holy entity.

he has maimed someone (many someones) for using glue/snap traps. whenever he sees a trap he destroys it, leaving a warning that they better replace it with a human trap, or they'll be having further issues. when he sees an animal stuck in one, he takes it home and will try for hours on end to get them out safely, tearing up the whole time. there have obviously been a few times where it was more merciful to put them down, and it breaks his heart every. damn. time very apologetic, he does promise they will be avenged. susscful rescues do mean he takes care of them until they can go back out on their own. Rio can't say she loves it, but, she supports her son regardless and will do rodent first aid if its needed (tired mum who would do anything for her son is so real of her)

he sits with cats in alleyways and on top of buildings, he attracts them like a damn magnet, they always wanna sit on him and are rubbing on his leg, purring, the whole nine. gets cats out of trees and off of poles and light posts.

will stop and pet dogs no matter what he's doing. he may be more of a cat person, but he still loves dogs.

feeds pigeons while talking to the older folk in his area. he names them all too.

he is a bit of a scaredy cat about bugs, but they have to be put outside, no matter what they are, or he will sob. he would cry as a kid if his parents squished a bug after he asked them to get it out of his room, and genuinely held a grudge with them for a long time, while feeling so guilty cause he felt like it was his fault. forms pacts with the spiders in his room that if they stay in their corner, he'll stay in his.

THE BEHIND THE SCENES ARE SO CUTE BC THEY KEPT TRYING TO KISS THE GHOSTFACE MASKS😭😭