i wish i could just have some button or something to stop my friend from spiralling i hate feeling that way i hate when my friends feel that way as well I FEEL THAT WAY RN EVEN just not to the same extent
i dont want my friends to feel like burdens I WANT ALL MY FRIENDS TO REALIZE HOW IMPORTANT THEY ARE TO ME but i know i cant force that to happen just being told doesnt make it stop and i know from experience
i dont want my friends to feel unwanted
ive seen the signs the entire time as well. I JUST DONT FUCKING KNOW HOW TO HELP PEOPLE if i try i always come off as insincere since despite having sympapthy like i mentioned before low empathy
i even completely misread the situation at first with one of my other friends reactions to it and assumed i caused it >_>''
i wish i knew how to show affection to people i care about but i dont even understand it well enough i just know i crave it