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this dog’s name was John. they found him half drowned in a bag of puppies that were not so fortunate as he was, and was taken in immediately. he was a runt and not quite right (most likely from the whole half drowned thing), but a very loving dog. the problem with John was that he smelled like death, and no one knew why. vets couldn’t figure it out. it was obviously some kind of skin problem, but they had no idea what kind. all anyone knew was that if you touched him, you would smell like death too, so you couldn’t pet him, and that for some reason, the only thing that made the smell go away was being around other dogs. so they got another dog and the death smell stopped and John lived a very happy life

when he was getting old, maybe about 15 years, part of his skull caved in. just like that! suddenly had a huge dent in his head! and he was totally fine. didn’t notice it, didn’t affect him at all. just this massive dent right there in his head where his skull had collapsed in on his brain, and he was still the happiest and most loving dog. the skull cave in, for whatever reason, caused the ear on that side of his head to just fall off entirely, but again, perfectly happy dog who did not know he was down an ear and a fully formed skull. they took him to the vet, thinking maybe they should put him down. I mean, wouldn’t you think so? but the vet said that the dog was eating, and pooping, and happy, so there was no reason to put him down, so they didn’t

but that’s not even the weird part. the weird part is the area of the brain that got caved in on was apparently the area that registers pain, so this one-eared, collapsed skull dog could no longer feel any pain. he got old, his joints got stiff, his teeth rotted out of his head, his tongue hung out of his mouth and got black and hard, and he felt none of it! in fact, he was happier than he’d ever been feeling no pain, and the fact that he didn’t feel how much he was falling apart somehow made him live until he was 23. that’s right, the collapsed skull, one eared, zero teeth, smells like literal death when alone dog lived to be 23 years old. they used to joke that he’d been dead for years, but was too stupid to realize it yet

Also,please please please comfort me. I know it's pathetic to ask but I feel like I'm dying and desperately need comfort from anyone and no one cares about me so please help me. Please I'm begging I need comfort.

Marvel men x suicidial son! Reader

Tw: suicide,depression,badly written bc I feel like shit,this is just self-insert for myself,definitely ooc characters

Tony Stark

Now,Tony isn't by any means a perfect father. He can be distracted and distant sometimes,but he truly tries his best for you,especially after becoming Iron Man. He tries to include you in his life as much as he can without putting you in danger. He takes breaks from his work to spend time with you and he does his best to be the best father he can.

It will probably take him a while to notice something is wrong with you if you don’t tell him,but when he does or when you tell him,he immediately does everything he can to help you. He gets you the best therapist money can buy,sacrifices even more of his time for you. He makes sure to accompany you to all your therapy sessions,you two get ice cream and talk afterwards. He never pushes to know more than what you're comfortable telling him,and fixes or does his best to fix anything about himself or your life that is causing you problems.

If you stop going out because of depression,he doesn’t force you to do so. He's as gentle as he can,offers to take you your favourite places,even at night if you don’t want anyone else to be there. If you really don’t want to or can't get yourself to go,he's more than okay hanging out in your room. Anything not to let you just rot in bed alone. Of course,he'll leave you alone if you ask him to,but he'd prefer you at least talk to him or anyone for a little while everyday. He doesn't want you to be alone for too long.

If you or your therapist,with your consent of course,tell him that you've been thinking about suicide,he's destroyed. He feels like it's his fault. Like he didn’t do enough to help you. He obviously won't tell you that,but you can see it in his eyes. If you're in need of medications,he's the one taking care of it. He doesn't want you to do anything impulsive. He set alarms with Jarvis everytime it's time for your meds,and he's more than willing to abandon a project half unfinished to give them to you.

If you start to lose interest in things you used to love,he'll try to spark it again. He learns whatever it was you liked to do and offers to do it toghether,no matter if he actually likes the activity or not. Sometimes,he'll even just do it next to you as you rest,just so you remember you liked it and why if you're too tired to do it yourself. It's also really funny seeing such a genius struggling to keep up with some dumb hobby of yours. If it makes you laugh,he might screw it up a little more just to see you smile.

If your mental healt starts to take a tool on your phisical healt too,you bet your ass he's gonna get you the best medics he can. And if the problem requires a lot of work on your side to be fixed,he is with you every step of the way. He really doesn't like to force you to do things,but if it's for medical reasoning,he's as unmovable as he is gentle about it. He mostly uses positive renforcement. You get showered with gifts and affection everytime you reach a goal,even if it's just half an hour of light exercise or ten minutes of doing anything other than rotting in bed. He knows how horrible mental healt can get and he doesn’t want you to struggle or remember him as someone that didn’t care.

Overall,Tony isn't perfect but he will do anything and everything he can to help you. He has suffered from bad mental healt and no one helped him. He refuses to let you experience the same thing.

Wade Wilson

Well,this is...upsetting,but not surprising,at least for him.

Wade does not have the best mental healt,as we all know. And he knows it too,so of course he doesn’t believe himself to be a good father,even if all in all,he kinda is.

This does not mean he won't try his damn hardest to help you. He first does everything by the book. He gets you a therapist,using basically all his money for it. He buys the meds he knows never worked on him but might help you,because thankfully you aren't him. You can still be saved. He makes sure you go out,sometimes just straight up lifting you off the bed and carrying you outside. He makes you 'help' him with 'chores' because the therapist said it's good for you to have small responsabilities. It's actually just things like making you both some hot chocolate or going grocery shopping for junk food you like. He doesn’t want to overwhelm you with actual work,especially since you grew up in an enviroment that was almost never clean. It seems hypocritical to make you clean now when he himself hardly ever did.

If that doesn't work and he hears that you've actually started to think about suicide....it's a hard blow for him. He knows it's not your fault,but he also doesn’t know what to do. He's as suicidial as you are,probably more,and never managed to get much better,and now he doesn't know how to help you get better. It takes a heavy tool on him,he fells useless and he's so scared of losing you,the only good thing he ever made in his entire life...

Until now ke kept up his silly,playful act for you,he didn't want you to worry for him or anything. But since nothing seem to work,he decides to follow the therapist's advice and have a real,serious talk with you. It's...not actually super serious all the way throught,he wants to make it at least a bit ligther for you but he's sincere. He talks about how he feels and how much he wants to help you. He asks what you need and actually listens. He promises to do anything and everything to help you feel better,even if it means going trought hell and back,and you know he means it.

If you admit or he notices you're starting to have phisical problems as well,he will help you trought anything you have to do. Helping you with phisical problems is much easier than the mental ones and it helps with both at the same time. He will probably turn the exercises into games so they feel lighter on you,and might teach you how to use his katanas,at least a bit,if you ask nicely enough.

So yeah,he's unserious and doesn't know what to do,but for you he tries.

Eddie Brock and Venom

I'm pretty sure if you were going trought a bad time,Eddie would notice very quickly. He has gone trought so many periods of depression,he knows the signs like the back of his hand.

At first he feels really guilty. He knows the life he can give you isn't ideal in the slightiest. You don’t have a lot of money,and there's a constant danger looming over your heads due to Venom being with Eddie. You're never truly safe and you both know it. Still,he pushes his own feelings aside. Right now he just wants to help you.

I don’t think Eddie has the best medical insurance ever,but Anne and Dan help him find a good therapist he doesn’t have to pay a kidney for. Not that he wouldn’t be willing to sell a kidney if it meant you got better,but he'd definitely prefer not having to.

He has a very gentle approach towards you. Venom...not so much. The symbiote does his absolute best to help,but his methods can be a bit rough and he and Eddie get into fights over it a lot,though never in front of you. Eddie tries to gently coax you into going outside with him,even just to ms. Chen's shop,just so you move a bit. Venom just grabs you with a tendril and tries to carry you there before Eddie stops him. It takes him a while to understand that the point isn't to just make you go outside,but to have you willingly do something. Dragging you out won't help you.

Anne and Dan also help out a lot. Eddie is aware that he isn't mentally in the best place to help a depressed person because of his own problems,and Anne and Dan are great at helping and keep you company. At least this way,even if you really don’t want to go out,you can talk to other people other than your father and his weird alien symbiote.

When he discovers you've been thinking about suicide,Eddie gets really,really worried. He has a full on panick attack,hidden from you of course. He does calm down a little bit when Venom swears that if anything were to happen to you,he'd heal you himself. Neither of them are 100% sure that would work,but it's enough for Eddie to calm down a little bit. He most definitely talks about it with your therapist,asking what he should do to help you. He'd do anything at this point.

They both try to keep you busy without overwhelming you,and stay near you without coming off as invasive or suffocating.

Venom is the one that,if you start to have phisical problems as well,forces you to exercise to keep healty. He will force Eddie to do the same so you're not alone,not that Eddie wasn't gonna do it anyways. If you've been good and done everything you had to,you get to be carried on Venom's shoulder as he runs throught the city and jumps and climbs on buildings. Eddie is very much against it and he probably lost at least 20 years of life with how much scares he got,but hey,if it makes you happy,he can deal with it.