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As the dust settles and i can bear to think about this season, it is quite telling that despite the heavily racialized violence enacted towards louis (and the treatment of every single black character on screen), racism as a concept is quite literally never brought up in the narrative. Even the scene where daniel tells louis tv execs weren’t interested in a black man’s voice ("no, we want the white guy") meant nothing: what we originally thought was the foundation for broader racial commentary within the season and a way to question audience reception bias and sidelining of black voices (in line with the scene of the trial and its examination of white-centric fan reception) was just a throwaway line in an unending list of throwaway lines, and feels almost cynical in hindsight. Yeah! We sure know you wanted the white guy; it has been made abundantly clear.
At the end of the day, iwtv will always be remembered as a beautifully written, beautiful researched text interested in the intersections between race, gender and the concept of monstrosity and immortality. TVL will go down as a reactionary tv show that isn’t just apolitical and uninterested by race but is actively and cynically antiblack as well as being fundamentally anti-victim.
Are you disappointed by how TVL treated Louis this season?
Me too! Which is why I decided to make a Louis Centric Collection on A03.
I wanted to take this hurt and anger and make it into something productive so I wanted a place for people to give this character so much love and care that he hasn't been getting.
Louis Love Fest
-This is an event to celebrate the lovely vampire Louis De Pointe Du Lac.
The rules are as follows
-Must be Louis-focused
-any ship/pairing is allowed
-angst is allowed but there must be a happy ending
-be kind to your fellow participants
-Absolutely no AI
-Art, Moodboards and Writing are welcome (NSFW Included)
This will be open on July 20th and Ending August 11th at 11 pm EST
https://archiveofourown.org/collections/Louis_Love_Fest
Louis Love Fest
-This is an event to celebrate the lovely vampire Louis De Pointe Du Lac.
The rules are as follows
-Must be Louis-focused
-any ship/pairing is allowed
-angst is allowed but there must be a happy ending
-be kind to your fellow participants
-Absolutely no AI
-Art, Moodboards and Writing are welcome (NSFW Included)
This will be open on July 20th and Ending August 11th at 11 pm EST
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
You can't escape, you can't win as a Black person. Real life is miserable, fiction is miserable. The fandom that claims to be an escape for gay and trans people is virulently anti-Black. And when you say, "wow, this is miserable, is there any justice, is there anything we can enjoy, can we participate in the world?", everyone and their klan grandmother screams NO and gets mad at YOU for ruining their fun.
I guess we should've known better, right? No matter the age, no matter the genre, that there is no fun to be had in Blackness, not if you're the entertainment, not if you're the lynched and branded body. Fuck the actual fuck out of everybody.

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I keep trying to distract myself around the house but i just can’t stop crying. The sheer cruelty and gleeful cynism surrounding louis’ treatment is incomprehensible in its magnitude and overtness. it feels impossible to reconcile the compassionate treatment of louis and claudia’s abuse of the previous seasons with the horrifically mean-spirited antiblack and anti-victim writing we’ve had to endure for weeks. As it all settles, there is no way to view any of this other than through the lens of these writers vehemently hating louis and the people who dared regard him with love and empathy by pandering to the most racist confines of this online space.
My heart aches for jacob and the exploitation of his time, talent, and care for louis. My heart aches for the black writers who have to see their work desecrated for cheap twitter jokes and embarrassing failed attempts at virality. My heart aches for the black fans who love louis and earnestly wanted to see his story treated with the same level of care and respect afforded to his abusers and then having to sit through that violence.
Now more than ever, hannah moscovitch’ words saying that "louis would never not be believable as a victim" sound hollow and deliberately cruel and I can only hope this writing team will in time feel a fraction of the humiliation they inflicted on their audience for the crime of loving louis. I’m just absolutely gutted.
with few exceptions we have only seen black characters graphically get brutalized. they had closeups of louis’s body and face after lestat tried to murder him showing the extent of what was done, we saw just how burned and disfigured he was after her suicide attempt, claudia’s death is one of the most graphic i’ve seen on any tv show, we got closeups of their ankles slashed and shots of louis being kicked in the head and claudia being shoved into a box of live rats by the coven members. the majority of louis’s scenes in episode 7 were of his decapitated head on a pike, forced to look at his body as it flailed, begging to die, forced to apologize in something so close to a saw trap that it was bordering on copyright infringement while being painted as cruel and deserving of the abuse and then branded by armand.
we didn’t see any shots of lestat’s head in the bowling bag. we saw him burn, but it was portrayed as comical. we did not see bruce as he died, we did not see lestat get torn up by the wolves, we did not watch nicki die. in the majority of the scenes where a white character is injured, the action is cut away, out of frame, out of focus, mostly implied.
the extent of what we saw of the brutality of black characters now feels almost fetishistic. at the end of episode 105, lestat is floating in the air looking dreamy and louis is beaten to a pulp on the ground; episode 207, lestat is put together in a suit with his hair done and louis and claudia have been severely beaten. like, after this season, the rest of the show just looks weird.
can we organize another louis week in the near future because i need something positive after this...
louis & claudia both, cuz JEEZE 💯
I really cant get over the fact that Louis being brutally tortured by Armand is apparently functioning as the writers mechanism to make him confront his "sins" and atone for them.
But Armand is not some neutral vessel for Louis'accountability. This is one of the persons involved in Louis' lynching and Claudia's death. And yet the narrative put Louis back into his hands, lets him degrading his body (again) and uses that violence to push Louis toward apologizing to him. Like, it's crazy??
His brutalization is yet again a way the story humbles him, in a season, mind you, that repeatedly used other characters to do the same, from Claudia calling him a slave etc, Lestat taking every opportunity to belittle and trash him, and now Armand tortures Louis is literally pushed toward repentance.
And after 3 seasons of repeatedly making this Black character's body the receptacle of the show's most extreme graphic physical punishment, I cannot separate those choices from race.
Why, of all the ways Louis could have been made to confront the harm he has caused, did the writers decide he needed to be physically broken by one of his own lynchers first?Accountability is not my issue. Louis has done bad things, and if they really want to insist that Loumand was mutually abusive, okay, fine even if to me it feels like a moral retcon. My issue is that the story seems unable to let Louis grow without first making him suffer for it physically.
And I'm not saying Black characters can't be monsters or go through horrific things. I'm pointing out a pattern in who gets grace, interiority and explanations for their worst actions, and who gets treated like their mistakes mean they need to be dragged through the dirt and physically punished before they're allowed growth.

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Hi I still haven’t seen iwtv but I have seen your gifs of Jacob Anderson emulating Eartha Kitt and Grace Jones like 5 times now and I love it so much I’m going to start the show when I’m home from work tn
Omg, this is so sweet. You have really made my night.
Jacob channeling Eartha Kitt and Grace Jones being your gateway into iwtv is like the best possible reason to start the show. I haven't watched all of s3 yet, but messages like yours really make me want to make a Part 3. When I made the first two parts, it was because I felt like Jacob's acting and the incredible amount of thought he puts into every performance didn't get nearly enough recognition. So knowing that someone saw those posts and that they actually convinced them to give the show a chance is honestly one of my proudest moments as a Loujacob fan. Thank you again. And please come back and let me know what you think once you've started watching!
How are you feeling about the show so far? I hope you’re enjoying it?
You're hoping I'm enjoying it? Do you hate me anon?
Honestly? No, I'm really not enjoying this season.I have not watched a full single episodes because I really can't sit through this show anymore.
I'm mostly watching clips and reacting to those + what I'm seeing here and there (if you want live reaction go to my alt Twitter account) but watching an entire episode has become impossible for me.
My biggest issue isn't that the story is dark or that the characters are flawed like some are saying. It's that the show keeps asking me to accept things without showing the emotional work that should lead to them. Lestat is presented as someone we're supposed to empathize with, yet I don't feel like the show has spent enough time on accountability or genuine self-reflection. One emotional scene or one song isn't enough to make decades of trauma, abuse, guilt and unresolved conflict suddenly feel earned. I also feel like the season is rushing through plot points instead of telling a coherent emotional story (thanks Rolin for ruining tvl) It often feels more interested in checking boxes than in letting any of those moments develop naturally.
Maybe my other biggest disappointment is Louis. Every week it feels like the narrative finds a new way to morally scrutinize him while asking me to sympathize with everyone else. It's just not working for me. there's barely even a story to follow anymore anyway. It feels like I'm watching a showrunner who got too caught up in his own vision, convinced he delivered the season of the year, when it actually feels like an awful mix of fanservice for the loudest corners of Reddit and Tumblr
It’s just really striking how much louis is expected to be so so kind and generous with his heart with his body with his time with his story. and his EMOTIONAL DISTANCE is always treated like an equal offense as cheating or gaslighting or exploitation as if any amount of coldness merits being physically beaten or coerced into sex like jesus christ
Jacob Anderson as Louis de Pointe du Lac The Vampire Lestat 3.02

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see the thing about iwtv is that i will always believe louis no matter what unless claudia says something different. then i believe claudia. lestat could tell me that it's raining during a thunderstorm and id need a peer review.
JACOB ANDERSON and DELAINEY HAYLES The Vampire Lestat premiere and after party