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X-files Polaroids from behind the scenes

1993-1998

I am tired of defensiveness and weird, mixed signals. Let's just get to the truth here, okay?

And then post-break up when Spike is having his random bonding moments with the scoobies and he brings up Dru only to hear them mocking her his head whips around like a viper. He has to settle himself because his natural instinct is likely to smack down any unflattering talk of his sire/wife. But now he’s been vamp neutered, trying to be sort of good and in love with Buffy and therefore not allowed to kill her friends so he has to just

this is not my kind of fun

Like yes exactly and that’s the normal direction to take this convo instead of mr Xander “you let that evil thing touch you” Harris

And unfortunately Buffy is so lost in her own shame spiral that she can’t even see just how fine it all is. Like no really you’re okay literally no one normal would ever judge you for this go get yours you deserve it. (More than anyone I must say.)