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im sure you’ve read or seen a multitude of things on here or on other platforms but i genuinely don’t understand. it blows me how yall will chant “katseye is six” and “bring manon back”, just to say “OMG THIS SONG😱, i need to tune in” and like/repost from their official accounts. i know for a fact that yall are old enough and aware enough to understand the concept of boycotting.
“bUt iT wilL tRiCkLe dOwn tO tHe oThEr mEmBeRs aNd tHe LaBeL”, that’s the point??? the label publicly lied and said she’s taking care of her health. just for the woman herself to state she was more than fine. yall excusing the mistreatment of one, will cause it to be ignored when it comes to others.
the label constantly makes a mockery of them, from the music to whatever bs “creative direction” they’re going in to excluding certain individuals from promos, and yall allow it. you make an uproar for two days and hang up the towel. i promise, you’ll be fine without listening to their 10 or so songs.
AND on top of all that, to add to my levels of pisstivity, yall will say “well, the show must go on”. all while crying, letting snot dribble out your nose, and screaming from the rooftop when it was megan and lara. the hypocrisy runs deep within yall. and im sure it has to do with the vast majority of yall being kpop stans before knowing of katseye. the hoops yall jump through to excuse malpractice from a company you have no power, no job, no stock in, rather than seeing these artists as individual people, is mind-boggling.
unfortunately, it has been a tale as old as time when it comes to “the black girl” in a global girl group. i witnessed it with melody in pussycat dolls, normani in fifth harmony, leigh-anne in little mix, fatou in blackswan (and then eventually nvee once yall found out she’s biracial), and now manon in katseye. yall have treated them like they’re villains, but all they’ve done is stand up and speak for themselves. it’s clear yall don’t like that.
love the girls, but i can’t continue supporting knowing that a member could, if not already, be kicked out for nothing.
p.s. been saying “yall” throughout this whole rant and if you’re getting unreasonably upset because of it…put the shoe on cinderella, it fits.
list of charities to support the middle east
if you've been following the current war in the middle east while wondering how you can help, here are a list of charities you can donate to! they are mostly focused on lebanon and palestine but if anyone has recommendations for other trusted organizations doing aid work in the middle east, please feel free to add to this post!
Doctors Without Borders / Medecins Sans Frontieres - donate
Palestinian Children's Relief Fund- donate
Disasters Emergency Committee - donate
Support Displaced Families in Lebanon UNRWA - donate
the following campaigns are hosted by GlobalGiving, which has a 4/4 rating on Charity Navigator. GlobalGiving includes vetting details in each of their campaigns.
Lebanon Emergency Response
Urgent Support for Families from South Lebanon
As Families Flee, Lebanon's Pets Are Left Behind
Relief through art and laughter in Lebanon
even $5 makes a difference! and if you are unable to donate, please do share the post so that it can reach more people who are able to help.
EMERGENCY!!! SEVERELY ILL INFANT!!!
Baby Ayla has a severe ear infection. She is in terrible pain and is very lethargic. She requires antibiotics and other medications to treat her infection, as well as vitamins that will help support healthy growth. If she cannot receive these treatments, Ayla will probably have to have surgery on her ear!!!
Horrifyingly, inflation caused by the IOF siege means that it will cost $2500 USD to procure these treatments. The family simply does not have this money, and cannot attain it without you.
Ayla needs this medication ASAP, before her condition worsens. Her mother Bashaer @bshaeromars-blog is heartbroken and terrified, she has never seen Ayla in such a poor state. PLEASE help her get treatment for her baby!!!
Current: $36,274 USD
Temporary goal: $38,774
Please help stop Ayla’s condition from getting worse! Help her recover so she can continue to grow and learn!
Hello, my name is Reem. I have created this fundraiser in hopes to save my family members from… Reem Shaheen needs your support for Help my
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I am writing these words after losing hope in everyone… except for you, my friends. Tumblr has a very large number of users, estimated in the millions . That’s an enormous number! But imagine, with all those of people, how would you feel if people saw you and ignored you? You’d feel deeply disappointed, right? Or maybe you’d even wish for death.
Have you ever wished for death? For me, I feel like I’d rather die than be ignored by everyone. If I wasn’t in desperate need of help, I wouldn’t ask anyone for it. I really need help.
Imagine for a moment that you have a small child you love dearly, and you’re forced to watch her suffer in front of your eyes. This isn’t just an imagination for me; it’s my reality. My family and I live this pain every day.
The Rafah crossing will open its doors for travel a month from now. If we do not collect enough money for all of us to go out, we will be forced to separate and the family will be dispersed. Please stand with us and do not allow us to separate and our family to separate. We all want to get out of here.
Please, be our hope. Be our voice. Be the ones who save us from despair. Don’t ignore us. Donate, even if it’s just $5 .
There are so many people reading this post right now. I beg anyone who sees these words to donate if they can, and if not, to share this post. Please, don’t leave us behind.
Hi, I'm Lia & I'm organizing this fundraiser for my friends the Shehabs. They're… L J needs your support for Help Sahar & Her Family Survive
Be our family, or think of us as members of your own family, and save us from this suffering.
No matter how small the amount, your help means the world to us. And if you can’t donate, share this post and add a few kind words to inspire others to help.
Thank you so much, everyone. I wish you all the best.
Do not really know what to say. A year ago we were making posts about how Gaza was being bombed through Christmas- how the oldest Christian community was being bombed- how the birth place of Jesus was being destroyed and his people murdered. A year later, it is going to be Christmas again soon, and the bombings have not stopped. But the news, and the attention seems to have died down considerably. It feels terrible and scary.
While in past years we celebrated New Year's in the streets and hotels of Gaza, today there are no signs of this left. The Zionists have destroyed everything. Stones and trees have fallen, but strength will not fall from our souls, God willing.
We hope that the celebrations this year will bear the slogan of a ceasefire in Gaza, a cease to genocide, and a halt to the killing of children. Yesterday I said goodbye to my cousin, and before that to my friends.
The years have become painful memories for us. We now want with all our might to stop this genocide.
Please donate to Siraj. In this festival of giving, consider donating even a little. There are ten children in the family all of whom should have had the chance to celebrate like the rest of the world. However, as it is now, there is very little left to celebrate in Gaza. But the funds donated will help as it will go into providing the kids and the rest of the family with the bare necessities.
Hi, my name is Osama Radwan and I’m raising these funds for Fa… Osama Radwan needs your support for Help Fatima and her family survive th
Siraj and his family is on number 219 on nabulsi and Hussein's doc. The gofundme link has changed, because the old campaign was abruptly closed by the fundraising site.
Please support this campaign for Gaza's children and elderly! It's spearheaded by a father in Gaza who works hard on distributing aid within his camp. Getting a supply of diapers is especially critical because they're costing $65-$75 per pack and so parents are resorting to makeshift cloth diapers that are giving their babies rashes.
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summary: snippets of dann/n moments here and there from katseye content eyekons have pointed out…
warnings: none, just fluffy moments
DANI & Y/N ROLLING W THE LGBT FOR 11 MINUTES GAY (FT. THE KATZ BEING OVER THEIR GAY SHYT)
i. *Loud technical difficulty transition* Video of Katseye doing the gingerbread house competition. Megan and Yoonchae are fighting over decorating the walls while Dani and Lara are scheming about stealing the maknaes’ strawberries. Sophia, Y/N and Manon—as the older line—were asked to do their house on a similar set next door.
“No, because why is Yoonchae such a snitch,” Dani joked, licking the frosting from her fingers as Lara cackled with the front of their house clutched between her fingers. “I swear, this girl was definitely a teacher’s pet growing up in school.”
“both lips smiled”….need someone to use that on😮💨
a friend just tipped me off about Fund a Kitchen in Gaza, a free tool that helps you locate and donate to community kitchens currently serving some of Gaza's most vulnerable!
Free tool to locate food kitchens across Gaza that are providing and distributing urgently needed meals to hundreds of thousands of people.
this lets you choose a region (south, central, north) and see which kitchens operate in that area, then donate to as many as you can.
as a reminder, community kitchens try to buy and cook in bulk, which makes ingredients last longer & sustain more people in the conditions of extreme scarcity that Israel is imposing right now. they are also able to serve people on the ground who may not have the means to reach out online.
so, whether through this tool or not, please do support community kitchens, as well as mutual aid groups that cover additional needs, such as the Sameer Project (meals, tents, cash aid, medical aid) and Dahnoun Mutual Aid (meals, tents, baby supplies, cash aid, winter clothes).

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Stay A Little Longer
Rosé x Fem!Reader
Word Count: ca. 5k
Synopsis: Two lovers face the bittersweet end of their relationship, navigating heartbreak, lingering love, and the fragile hope of what might still be.
Rosé - Stay a little longer "Don't leave me in pieces Already having enough trouble breathing Please won't you stay, stay a little longer, babe?"
English isn’t my first language so I apologize in advance for any mistakes.
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The apartment once felt alive. Now, it was a graveyard of memories. Y/N sat cross-legged on the living room floor, the warm glow of the late afternoon sun spilling across the floorboards, but it did nothing to ease the chill in her chest. Around her, the remnants of a shared life lay in limbo: half-empty boxes, scattered keepsakes, and pieces of furniture that suddenly seemed too big for the room.
The walls were bare, the vibrant polaroids and posters that once defined their space packed away. Y/N caught her reflection in the blank TV screen across the room and almost didn’t recognize herself. Her face, usually lit with easy smiles, now wore the exhaustion of sleepless nights and unspoken heartbreak. She folded a lavender-scented sweater with care, trying to keep her hands moving, anything to distract her from the weight of the moment.
Behind her, Rosie leaned against the doorframe, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as if trying to hold herself together. She wore an oversized sweatshirt Y/N had bought her on a whim, claiming the mint green shade was perfect against her skin. It still was. But the warmth Rosie carried so effortlessly now seemed muted, her shoulders slumped, her expression unreadable.
“You’re moving too fast,” Rosie said quietly, her voice breaking the heavy silence.
Y/N stilled, her fingers hovering over the sweater. For a moment, she considered pretending she hadn’t heard, but that wasn’t fair—to either of them. Slowly, she turned to face her. “Too fast?” she repeated, her voice careful, not angry, just… tired. “Rosie, it’s been weeks. If I don’t go now…” Her words faltered, the end of the sentence refusing to form.
If I don’t go now, I’ll never leave.
Rosie shifted her weight, her fingers tugging at the hem of her sweatshirt. She looked fragile, her usual air of quiet confidence buried beneath layers of unspoken pain. “I know,” she said softly. Her almond-shaped eyes shimmered as if she wanted to say more, but the words didn’t come. Instead, her gaze dropped to the floor, where Hank’s favorite chew toy lay discarded.
The silence stretched between them, thick with things neither wanted to say. Y/N turned back to the next box, needing the distraction. Her fingers brushed against something hard and smooth. She pulled it out and froze.
It was a photograph, slightly bent at the corners but otherwise pristine. Y/N stared at the image as if seeing it for the first time. It was a snapshot of a simpler time. Her, Rosie, and Hank, all seated on the couch. Hank sat proudly between them, his dark, expressive eyes gleaming with trust. Rosie had her arm wrapped around Y/N, her cheek pressed against her shoulder, their smiles wide and unburdened.
“I remember that day,” Rosie’s voice was closer now, soft and raw. Y/N hadn’t noticed her move.
Y/N traced the edge of the photograph with her thumb. “You said it was the first time Hank trusted someone right away,” she said, her voice distant.
Rosie nodded, a ghost of a smile flickering across her face. “He doesn’t trust easily, you know. He still doesn’t. But with you…” Her voice cracked, and she looked away, blinking rapidly.
Y/N placed the photo gently on the counter, afraid to hold it too long, as if it might pull her under. “He knew better than we did,” she murmured, her laugh hollow, brittle.
For a moment, they stood there, two people who once knew each other better than anyone, now divided by an invisible chasm.
Rosie cleared her throat, her voice hesitant. “Do you… want help?”
The question hung in the air. Y/N turned, catching Rosie’s gaze. It was a simple offer, but the weight of it pressed down on her like a thousand unsaid things. “If you help,” she said with a faint, bittersweet smile, “you might ask me to stay a little longer.”
The words hung there, uncomfortably raw, but neither moved to soften them.
Rosie’s lips parted as if to say something, but she closed them again. Her hands dropped to her sides, and she stepped back, letting the offer fade.
Y/N’s chest ached as she turned back to her boxes. She folded another shirt, the rhythm mechanical, her fingers trembling. Every item she packed felt like a piece of her heart, a piece she’d leave behind.
Her mind screamed for her to stop, to turn around and close the distance between them, to beg for another chance. But she couldn’t. If she stayed, the pieces of her might never fit together again.
Rosie lingered in the doorway a moment longer, then slipped back into the shadows of the apartment. And Y/N, left alone once more, pressed her hands against the box, willing herself to keep going.
The afternoon sun dipped lower, painting the room in hues of gold, but its warmth couldn’t touch the cold emptiness settling in both their hearts.
Y/N sat back on her heels, the weight of the moment pressing heavily on her chest. The photograph still sat on the counter, its glossy surface catching the fading sunlight. Her eyes lingered on the image of Rosie’s smile, wide and carefree, so unlike the guarded expression she wore now. How had they gone from that to this?
Her fingers itched to pick up the photo again, but instead, she let her eyes close. Memories rushed in, unbidden but welcome, pulling her back to the beginning, when everything had felt so effortless.
The party was a sensory overload, music thumping, glasses clinking, and voices overlapping in a cacophony of celebration. Y/N wasn’t one for large crowds, but tonight she had caved, allowing her friend to drag her out in the hopes of shaking off a dull week.
And then, she saw her.
She wasn’t the loudest person in the room, but she stood out in a way that made Y/N’s heart skip. Perched on the armrest of a couch, Rosie’s blonde hair tumbled over one shoulder, her delicate fingers wrapped around the stem of a wine glass. Her laughter was light and melodic, cutting through the noise and pulling Y/N’s attention like a magnet. She glowed, not from the dim party lights, but from something inside her, something warm and radiant.
“Go talk to her,” Y/N’s friend hissed, nudging her toward the couch.
Y/N hesitated, nerves thrumming under her skin. What would she even say? Her feet moved before her brain caught up, and before she knew it, Rosie’s almond-shaped eyes locked onto hers. Y/N froze.
“You look a little lost,” Rosie said with a teasing lilt, tilting her head as she studied Y/N.
“Maybe,” Y/N managed, forcing a smile. “But that’s probably because I just found someone worth getting lost for.”
Rosie blinked, and for a split second, Y/N regretted every decision that led her here. Then, to her surprise, Rosie laughed. A bright, musical sound that hit Y/N like sunshine breaking through clouds.
“Cheesy,” Rosie said, her lips quirking into a smirk, “but I’ll give you points for effort.” She patted the cushion beside her. “Come on. Let’s see what else you’ve got.”
Y/N sat, her heart hammering in her chest. But as they started talking, the nerves melted away. They clicked in a way that felt natural, their conversation flowing from music to travel to favorite childhood snacks. Y/N’s animated energy drew out Rosie’s reserved side, and Rosie’s calm presence grounded Y/N’s excitement.
As the party began to wind down, Y/N leaned in, her voice dropping to a playful whisper. “Stand a little closer,” she said, “so I can decide if I want to see you again.”
Rosie arched a brow but leaned in, close enough that Y/N could catch the faint scent of her perfume. Floral, with a hint of something sweet. “You already know the answer,” Rosie replied, her voice soft but confident.
The first time Y/N visited Rosie’s apartment happened a few days later, she was more nervous than she cared to admit. What if this was where the magic faded? What if it turned out they had nothing to talk about without the party’s buzz to cushion them?
Those fears evaporated the moment the door opened.
Rosie greeted her with a smile so warm that Y/N forgot her doubts. But her attention quickly shifted to the cautious pair of eyes peeking out from under the coffee table.
“This is Hank,” Rosie said, crouching down to coax the dog out. His fur was slightly unkempt, his ears twitching nervously as he eyed Y/N. “He’s... not great with strangers,” Rosie added apologetically.
Y/N knelt beside her, their shoulders brushing. “Hey, buddy,” she said softly, extending her hand palm-up, giving Hank space to decide.
To Rosie’s amazement, Hank sniffed Y/N’s hand, his nose twitching curiously before he stepped out and nudged her palm with his snout.
“Wow,” Rosie breathed, sitting back on her heels. “That’s... rare. He doesn’t even trust most of my friends.”
Y/N grinned, scratching behind Hank’s ears as his tail gave a tentative wag. “Guess he knows I’m the good kind of trouble.”
Rosie chuckled, her eyes softening as she watched them. “Looks like even Hank wants you to stay a little longer.”
Hank became an unspoken bridge between them, a constant in their budding relationship. Y/N would bring him treats, play fetch in the hallway, and even sneak him scraps during dinner. Rosie often joked that Hank liked Y/N better, but deep down, it only made her fall harder.
Their happiest moments weren’t grand but wonderfully simple.
There were the karaoke sessions, where Y/N would grab a hairbrush and belt out cheesy pop songs while Rosie clutched her stomach, laughing so hard tears streamed down her cheeks. “You’re terrible,” Rosie would say between giggles, but she never once asked Y/N to stop.
There were nights spent decorating their apartment, a tiny space with too much personality for its size. Rosie insisted on pastel throw pillows; Y/N argued for bold patterns. They compromised with a mix that clashed wonderfully, a reflection of their relationship, messy but perfect in its own way.
And then there were the quiet nights. Rosie would come home exhausted, her voice hoarse from hours of singing. Y/N would pull her onto the couch, wrapping her in a blanket and humming softly.
“Speak a little softer,” Rosie would murmur, her voice a mere whisper as her head rested on Y/N’s shoulder, “so I don’t have to answer.”
Y/N would oblige, her whispers filling the room with warmth until Rosie’s breathing evened out, her exhaustion giving way to peace.
Y/N’s eyes opened, her heart heavy as the memories faded back into the present. The photograph on the counter seemed to glow in the fading light, a painful reminder of all they had shared. Her fingers twitched, tempted to pick it up again, but instead, she rose to her feet.
The apartment around her was quiet now, empty of laughter, arguments, and whispered confessions.
The Y/N and Rosie in the photograph felt like strangers, smiling and unbroken. And for a fleeting moment, Y/N let herself wonder. If they had known then what they knew now, would they have still smiled like that?
The photograph had been Y/N’s companion all afternoon, a persistent ghost of better days. She tried to shake off the memories as she taped up another box, but they clung to her like shadows. Every corner of the apartment whispered of what they once were and what they couldn’t be anymore.
The laughter, the quiet comfort, the gentle warmth of their love. It had all faded into the cracks of the walls. All that remained was silence, heavy and unrelenting.
But the silence hadn’t always been there. It had crept in slowly, like a winter chill seeping under the door, unnoticed until it was too late. At first, it was easy to dismiss. The occasional missed text, the quiet evenings spent apart even when they were in the same room. Y/N told herself it was normal, a temporary lull in the rhythm of their relationship.
Yet, as days turned into weeks, the spaces between them grew wider. Conversations became shorter, their once-effortless connection weighed down by unspoken frustrations. Y/N found herself clinging to the moments they shared, trying to breathe life into something that felt increasingly distant.
It was in the small things that Y/N began to feel the shift: the way Rosé would linger at the studio a little longer, the hurried apologies for missed plans, the growing stack of unopened messages. And though Y/N tried to bridge the gap, her efforts often felt like shouting into an empty void.
Y/N sat on the couch, staring at her phone as the minutes ticked by. She had texted Rosie hours ago, a simple “Are you coming home for dinner tonight?” but her screen remained stubbornly blank. Across the room, Hank lay curled in his bed, his dark eyes fixed on her as if he could sense the weight of her frustration.
The apartment felt cavernous, its silence deafening. Y/N used to cherish this space, their shared sanctuary. Now it felt like a holding cell, trapping her in her loneliness.
When the phone finally buzzed, her heart leaped but the excitement faded as soon as she read the message “Sorry, late night at the studio. Don’t wait up. Love you.”
Y/N sighed, tossing the phone onto the cushion beside her. She glanced around the room, her gaze landing on the polaroids still pinned to the wall. Each photo captured a moment of happiness, late-night desserts, beach days, lazy mornings in bed. Now, those memories felt like distant echoes, taunting her with what she’d lost.
“I can’t stand these four walls without you inside them,” she murmured to herself, her voice cracking as the words spilled out.
When Rosie finally came home that night, Y/N was still awake. She sat on the couch, the TV flickering in the background. Rosie entered quietly, her steps tentative, but Y/N could sense her exhaustion.
“Hey,” Rosie said softly, setting her bag down and ruffling Hank’s fur as he trotted over to greet her. “You’re still up?”
“Yeah,” Y/N replied, her tone clipped. “Didn’t feel like sleeping.”
Rosie hesitated, the tension palpable. “I’m sorry about tonight. I meant to call, but—”
“You didn’t,” Y/N interrupted, her voice sharper than she intended.
Rosie flinched but nodded, her expression guarded. “I didn’t,” she admitted. “It’s just been… a lot lately.”
Y/N closed her eyes, inhaling deeply to steady herself. “It’s always a lot, Rosie. That’s the problem.”
The words hung between them, heavy and unyielding.
The fights started small, over things that didn’t matter: dishes left in the sink, forgotten dates, missed texts. But each argument seemed to dig deeper, uncovering wounds neither of them knew they had.
It was during one of these fights, a few weeks later, that everything boiled over.
Rosie had been away for a string of back-to-back events, leaving Y/N to fend off the loneliness creeping in. When she finally returned, she seemed distracted, her focus slipping as Y/N tried to talk to her.
“You’re not even listening,” Y/N said, exasperated.
Rosie looked up from her phone, startled. “What? I am.”
Y/N shook her head, bitterness seeping into her tone. “No, you’re not. You’re here, but you’re not here. You haven’t been for a long time.”
Rosie’s eyes narrowed. “That’s not fair, Y/N. Do you think I want to be away? Do you think I enjoy this?”
“I don’t know what you enjoy anymore,” Y/N shot back. “It feels like I’m not even part of your life.”
Rosie’s jaw tightened, her calm demeanor cracking. “You think I don’t feel the same? You think it doesn’t kill me to come home and feel like a stranger in my own apartment?”
“Then do something about it!” Y/N’s voice broke, her frustration spilling over. “Stop leaving me here, waiting for scraps of your time!”
Rosie stood abruptly, pacing the room with her arms crossed. “I feel like I’m suffocating in this silence,” she said, her voice low and raw. “But what do you want me to do, Y/N? Quit? Give up everything I’ve worked for?”
Y/N’s breath hitched, tears burning her eyes. “I’m not asking you to quit, Rosie. I’m asking you to fight for us. Because right now, it feels like I’m the only one trying.”
Rosie stopped pacing, her gaze heavy with unspoken emotions. “And what if my best isn’t enough for you?”
Y/N’s voice softened, her anger giving way to despair. “I’m not asking for perfection. I’m just asking for you.”
They tried to repair the damage.
Rosie made promises, more date nights, fewer late texts but they felt like band-aids over a broken bone. Y/N wanted to believe things could get better, and for a while, she held onto hope.
But the cracks were too deep.
One evening, after another failed attempt at a date night, Y/N sat on the couch, staring at Rosie as she scrolled through her phone. The sight of her, so close yet so distant, was too much.
“Maybe you should give me a reason to hate you,” Y/N said suddenly, her voice trembling.
Rosie looked up, her brows furrowed in confusion. “What?”
“Because then,” Y/N continued, tears streaming down her face, “I wouldn’t have to miss you like this. I wouldn’t have to keep hoping things will change when they never do.”
Rosie’s face fell, her expression crumpling under the weight of Y/N’s words. She didn’t respond. Instead, she stood, retreating into the bedroom without a word.
Y/N stayed on the couch, her own words echoing in her mind like a cruel taunt.
By the time Y/N realized she couldn’t keep doing this, the decision to leave felt inevitable.
Back in the present, Y/N stared at the boxes piled around her, each one a chapter of their story. The apartment felt emptier than ever, its silence heavier than any argument they had ever had.
She glanced at the photograph on the counter one last time. It was a relic of a love that once burned brightly, now reduced to embers.
“I tried,” she whispered to herself, though the words brought no comfort.
The storm they had both been avoiding finally reached its peak on a quiet Friday evening. The golden hues of the setting sun painted the apartment walls, starkly contrasting the suffocating tension that filled the room. Shadows stretched long and dramatic, mirroring the growing distance between the two women.
Y/N and Rosie sat on opposite ends of the couch, their bodies angled away from each other but close enough for their knees to almost touch, a cruel reminder of the intimacy they once shared. The weight of everything left unsaid hung between them, heavy and impenetrable, like a dam on the verge of breaking.
Rosie’s fingers fidgeted with a loose thread on the hem of her sweatshirt, her usual calm replaced with nervous energy. The silence stretched on, pressing down on them until Rosie finally spoke. “I don’t want to fight anymore,” she said softly, her voice trembling despite her efforts to sound composed. “But I don’t know how to stop.”
Y/N’s gaze snapped to her, her heart lurching at the vulnerability in Rosie’s voice. Her own emotions bubbled dangerously close to the surface, her vision blurring with unshed tears. “I don’t want to fight either, Rosie,” she said, her voice breaking. “But I don’t want to feel like I’m the only one left in this relationship.”
Rosie flinched as if struck, her hands stilling. “That’s not fair,” she murmured, her tone defensive but weak.
“Isn’t it?” Y/N shot back, her voice rising before breaking into a whisper. “I’m here, Rosie. I’ve always been here, waiting for you to come home, waiting for you to look at me like you used to. I’m waiting... and I’m tired.”
The rawness in Y/N’s words hit Rosie like a tidal wave. She tightened her grip on the couch’s edge, her knuckles white. “I never meant for this to happen,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I didn’t realize how much I was asking you to wait for me, how much I was asking you to give.”
Y/N’s expression softened, her anger giving way to sorrow. “It’s not just about waiting, Rosie,” she said, her tone quieter but no less painful. “It’s about feeling like I don’t matter anymore. Like I’m just... here because it’s convenient.”
Rosie’s eyes welled with tears, and she turned her head sharply, unable to meet Y/N’s gaze. Her focus landed on the bare wall where their favorite photograph used to hang, a candid snapshot of laughter and love that now felt like a distant memory. “You’re wrong,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “You matter more than anything. That’s the problem. I don’t know how to balance you and... everything else.”
The honesty in Rosie’s voice was like a dagger. Y/N’s heart twisted painfully at the sight of her. This woman she had loved so fiercely, so completely, reduced to a trembling figure weighed down by guilt and exhaustion. She ached to close the distance, to hold Rosie and promise that it would all be okay. But the part of her that had spent countless nights alone, feeling like an afterthought, held her in place.
“Maybe,” Y/N began hesitantly, her throat tightening as the words clawed their way out, “maybe we need to let each other go.”
The silence that followed was deafening. Rosie froze, her lips parting as though to protest, but no sound came out. Her wide, tear-filled eyes searched Y/N’s face, desperate for any sign that she didn’t mean it. But Y/N’s expression was resolute, even as tears streamed down her cheeks.
“No,” Rosie said finally, shaking her head vehemently. “No. We can fix this. We just need more time.”
Y/N’s lip trembled, her voice barely a whisper. “We’ve had time, Rosie. Time hasn’t fixed anything. It’s just... made the cracks bigger.”
Rosie leaned forward, burying her face in her hands. Her shoulders shook as a sob escaped her. “I can’t imagine my life without you,” she said, her voice muffled and broken.
“And I can’t imagine my life like this,” Y/N replied gently, her tone filled with an aching sadness. “We’re hurting each other, Rosie. And I hate it too.”
For a long moment, neither of them moved. The weight of the truth settled over them, suffocating in its finality. When Rosie finally lifted her head, her cheeks were streaked with tears, her eyes red and puffy. “I don’t want this to be the end,” she said, her voice trembling. “But maybe you’re right.”
Y/N’s breath hitched, her tears spilling freely now. She reached out, her hand trembling as it covered Rosie’s. The contact was electric, a bittersweet reminder of all the love that still lingered despite the pain. “I’ll always love you,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “But sometimes love isn’t enough.”
Rosie’s hand tightened around hers, a silent plea to hold on just a little longer. They sat there like that for what felt like an eternity, their fingers intertwined, their hearts breaking in tandem. The world around them seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of them and the devastating reality they couldn’t escape.
When Y/N finally pulled her hand away, it felt like losing a piece of herself. Rosie’s hand fell limply to her side, and she watched helplessly as Y/N stood and took a step back, putting a physical distance between them that mirrored the emotional one.
“I don’t know how to say goodbye to you,” Rosie admitted, her voice barely audible.
Y/N’s lips curved into a sad, bittersweet smile. “Maybe we don’t have to,” she said softly. “Maybe this is just... goodbye for now.”
The words were meant to offer comfort, but they only deepened the ache in their hearts. Neither of them believed it, not really. But in that moment, it was the only thing keeping them from falling apart entirely.
The apartment was quiet, its silence overwhelming in a way that felt almost sentient, as if the walls themselves mourned the life they had once held. The last box sat on the table, its edges worn from being packed and repacked as Y/N wrestled with the reality of leaving. She stared at it now, her hands trembling as they hovered over the edges. This was it. The final piece of a shared life, boxed up and ready to go.
Y/N’s gaze swept over the empty space. The walls, once adorned with photos, mementos, and a chaotic mix of pastel and bold décor, now stood bare, stripped of personality and warmth. In the corner, the faint outline of where their bookshelf had stood was visible on the floor, a ghostly reminder of the hours spent curled up together, lost in books and whispered conversations.
Behind her, Rosie stood in the entrance. Her eyes, swollen and rimmed with red, were fixed on Y/N. Her lips parted, as if she wanted to say something, but the words caught in her throat, drowned by the weight of everything unspoken.
Y/N reached for the box, her fingers brushing against the taped flaps. The moment felt unbearably final. “I think this is everything,” she said softly, her voice breaking the stillness but failing to fill it.
Rosie shifted her weight, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as if bracing herself against the inevitable. She took a hesitant step closer, her voice soft but laden with emotion. “It feels like you’ve already left,” she said, her words trembling. “You’ve been pulling away for weeks. I just… I didn’t know how to stop it.”
Y/N paused, her hands gripping the edges of the box she had just taped shut. She closed her eyes for a moment, willing herself to steady. “I wasn’t pulling away, Rosie,” she replied quietly, turning to meet her gaze. “I was holding on for as long as I could.”
Rosie’s lips parted as if to respond, but she hesitated, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “Then why does it feel like I’m losing you all at once?” she whispered.
Y/N’s breath hitched at the rawness in Rosie’s voice. She wanted to answer, to explain, but the words wouldn’t come.
“Because you are,” she finally said, her voice breaking. “But it wasn’t all at once. It was slow and quiet, and we both let it happen.”
The silence that followed was thick and suffocating, the weight of her words settling heavily between them. Rosie looked down, her hands falling to her sides. “I don’t want this to be goodbye,” she said softly, the admission barely audible.
Y/N stepped closer, her chest aching with every breath. “Neither do I,” she said, her voice trembling. “But maybe it’s the only way we can stop hurting each other.”
“But it feels like the moment you walk out that door... everything we had will vanish.”
“It already has,” Y/N said quietly, tears glistening in her eyes. “Not all at once, but slowly, piece by piece. And now we’re left with this.”
Rosie shook her head, her jaw tightening as fresh tears spilled over. “What if we’re making a mistake?” she asked, her voice trembling, the vulnerability in her tone cutting through Y/N like a knife.
Y/N inhaled sharply, her heart aching at the sight of Rosie. This woman she had loved so fiercely, now unraveling before her. She placed the box back on the table and turned fully to face her. “Maybe we are,” she admitted, her voice raw. “But we’ve run out of chances. We’ve been trying to fix something that’s been breaking for months, and all we’ve done is hurt each other more.”
Rosie took a hesitant step forward, her gaze locked on Y/N’s. “I don’t know how to let you go,” she whispered, her voice cracking.
Y/N reached out instinctively, her hand cupping Rosie’s cheek. Her thumb brushed away a tear as she whispered, “You don’t have to. Not completely.”
Rosie leaned into the touch, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as if trying to memorize the feel of Y/N’s hand. “I want to believe that,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I want to believe that there’s still a way to make this work.”
Y/N’s lips trembled as she forced a bittersweet smile. “Maybe one day,” she said, her voice tinged with hope and sorrow. “But not now. We’re not ready.. Not for each other.”
The weight of her words settled over them, suffocating in its truth. They stood there, a breath apart, neither willing to move, as though prolonging the moment might delay the inevitable.
Finally, Y/N stepped back, her hand falling to her side. The warmth of Rosie’s skin lingered on her fingertips, a cruel reminder of what she was leaving behind. She turned back to the box, lifting it with trembling hands.
As she moved toward the door, Rosie’s voice stopped her. “Stay a little longer,” she said, her tone desperate and pleading. “Please.”
Y/N’s breath hitched. She froze in place, the box heavy in her arms. Her mind screamed for her to turn around, to drop the box, to run back into Rosie’s arms. She squeezed her eyes shut, a single tear slipping free. “If you ask again,” she thought, “I’ll stay. I’ll stay and we’ll break all over again.”
She forced herself to take another step, then another. Her heart thundered in her chest, each beat screaming for her to stop. But she didn’t.
Rosie watched as Y/N reached the door. Her hands trembled as she clutched Hank’s favorite toy, the one Y/N had left behind for him. “Don’t leave me in pieces,” she whispered, her voice breaking, though she knew Y/N couldn’t hear her.
At the door, Y/N hesitated, her hand resting on the knob. She glanced back once, her eyes meeting Rosie’s. The weight of their love, fractured and raw, passed between them in a single, silent moment.
“I’ll miss you,” Y/N said, her voice soft and full of pain.
“I’ll miss you too,” Rosie replied, her tears falling freely now.
Y/N opened the door and stepped out, the sound of it closing behind her echoing like the final note of a tragic song. She stood in the hallway for a moment, her chest heaving as she fought the urge to turn back.
Inside, Rosie sank to the floor, clutching Hank’s toy against her chest. She stared at the empty apartment, her heart shattering all over again. The faint sound of Y/N’s footsteps grew distant, then disappeared entirely.
The possibility of reconciliation lingered in the air, fragile and faint, like the final embers of a once-bright flame. Neither of them knew what the future held. For now, all they had was the silence and the lingering ache of goodbye.
gonna bawl my eyes out rq…this was phenomenal 🥹
love that pure fuckin angst 🤌
I swear to god if you play the song on loop during the reading, it hits 1000 harder 😭. Only god knows how many times I cried during the writing 🤣
BUT thank you soooooo much 🥹🥹 I’m glad you enjoyed the story!
….please don’t ever recommend an idea like that ever again🧍♀️
Stay A Little Longer
Rosé x Fem!Reader
Word Count: ca. 5k
Synopsis: Two lovers face the bittersweet end of their relationship, navigating heartbreak, lingering love, and the fragile hope of what might still be.
Rosé - Stay a little longer "Don't leave me in pieces Already having enough trouble breathing Please won't you stay, stay a little longer, babe?"
English isn’t my first language so I apologize in advance for any mistakes.
♡ Enjoy! ♡
The apartment once felt alive. Now, it was a graveyard of memories. Y/N sat cross-legged on the living room floor, the warm glow of the late afternoon sun spilling across the floorboards, but it did nothing to ease the chill in her chest. Around her, the remnants of a shared life lay in limbo: half-empty boxes, scattered keepsakes, and pieces of furniture that suddenly seemed too big for the room.
The walls were bare, the vibrant polaroids and posters that once defined their space packed away. Y/N caught her reflection in the blank TV screen across the room and almost didn’t recognize herself. Her face, usually lit with easy smiles, now wore the exhaustion of sleepless nights and unspoken heartbreak. She folded a lavender-scented sweater with care, trying to keep her hands moving, anything to distract her from the weight of the moment.
Behind her, Rosie leaned against the doorframe, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as if trying to hold herself together. She wore an oversized sweatshirt Y/N had bought her on a whim, claiming the mint green shade was perfect against her skin. It still was. But the warmth Rosie carried so effortlessly now seemed muted, her shoulders slumped, her expression unreadable.
“You’re moving too fast,” Rosie said quietly, her voice breaking the heavy silence.
Y/N stilled, her fingers hovering over the sweater. For a moment, she considered pretending she hadn’t heard, but that wasn’t fair—to either of them. Slowly, she turned to face her. “Too fast?” she repeated, her voice careful, not angry, just… tired. “Rosie, it’s been weeks. If I don’t go now…” Her words faltered, the end of the sentence refusing to form.
If I don’t go now, I’ll never leave.
Rosie shifted her weight, her fingers tugging at the hem of her sweatshirt. She looked fragile, her usual air of quiet confidence buried beneath layers of unspoken pain. “I know,” she said softly. Her almond-shaped eyes shimmered as if she wanted to say more, but the words didn’t come. Instead, her gaze dropped to the floor, where Hank’s favorite chew toy lay discarded.
The silence stretched between them, thick with things neither wanted to say. Y/N turned back to the next box, needing the distraction. Her fingers brushed against something hard and smooth. She pulled it out and froze.
It was a photograph, slightly bent at the corners but otherwise pristine. Y/N stared at the image as if seeing it for the first time. It was a snapshot of a simpler time. Her, Rosie, and Hank, all seated on the couch. Hank sat proudly between them, his dark, expressive eyes gleaming with trust. Rosie had her arm wrapped around Y/N, her cheek pressed against her shoulder, their smiles wide and unburdened.
“I remember that day,” Rosie’s voice was closer now, soft and raw. Y/N hadn’t noticed her move.
Y/N traced the edge of the photograph with her thumb. “You said it was the first time Hank trusted someone right away,” she said, her voice distant.
Rosie nodded, a ghost of a smile flickering across her face. “He doesn’t trust easily, you know. He still doesn’t. But with you…” Her voice cracked, and she looked away, blinking rapidly.
Y/N placed the photo gently on the counter, afraid to hold it too long, as if it might pull her under. “He knew better than we did,” she murmured, her laugh hollow, brittle.
For a moment, they stood there, two people who once knew each other better than anyone, now divided by an invisible chasm.
Rosie cleared her throat, her voice hesitant. “Do you… want help?”
The question hung in the air. Y/N turned, catching Rosie’s gaze. It was a simple offer, but the weight of it pressed down on her like a thousand unsaid things. “If you help,” she said with a faint, bittersweet smile, “you might ask me to stay a little longer.”
The words hung there, uncomfortably raw, but neither moved to soften them.
Rosie’s lips parted as if to say something, but she closed them again. Her hands dropped to her sides, and she stepped back, letting the offer fade.
Y/N’s chest ached as she turned back to her boxes. She folded another shirt, the rhythm mechanical, her fingers trembling. Every item she packed felt like a piece of her heart, a piece she’d leave behind.
Her mind screamed for her to stop, to turn around and close the distance between them, to beg for another chance. But she couldn’t. If she stayed, the pieces of her might never fit together again.
Rosie lingered in the doorway a moment longer, then slipped back into the shadows of the apartment. And Y/N, left alone once more, pressed her hands against the box, willing herself to keep going.
The afternoon sun dipped lower, painting the room in hues of gold, but its warmth couldn’t touch the cold emptiness settling in both their hearts.
Y/N sat back on her heels, the weight of the moment pressing heavily on her chest. The photograph still sat on the counter, its glossy surface catching the fading sunlight. Her eyes lingered on the image of Rosie’s smile, wide and carefree, so unlike the guarded expression she wore now. How had they gone from that to this?
Her fingers itched to pick up the photo again, but instead, she let her eyes close. Memories rushed in, unbidden but welcome, pulling her back to the beginning, when everything had felt so effortless.
The party was a sensory overload, music thumping, glasses clinking, and voices overlapping in a cacophony of celebration. Y/N wasn’t one for large crowds, but tonight she had caved, allowing her friend to drag her out in the hopes of shaking off a dull week.
And then, she saw her.
She wasn’t the loudest person in the room, but she stood out in a way that made Y/N’s heart skip. Perched on the armrest of a couch, Rosie’s blonde hair tumbled over one shoulder, her delicate fingers wrapped around the stem of a wine glass. Her laughter was light and melodic, cutting through the noise and pulling Y/N’s attention like a magnet. She glowed, not from the dim party lights, but from something inside her, something warm and radiant.
“Go talk to her,” Y/N’s friend hissed, nudging her toward the couch.
Y/N hesitated, nerves thrumming under her skin. What would she even say? Her feet moved before her brain caught up, and before she knew it, Rosie’s almond-shaped eyes locked onto hers. Y/N froze.
“You look a little lost,” Rosie said with a teasing lilt, tilting her head as she studied Y/N.
“Maybe,” Y/N managed, forcing a smile. “But that’s probably because I just found someone worth getting lost for.”
Rosie blinked, and for a split second, Y/N regretted every decision that led her here. Then, to her surprise, Rosie laughed. A bright, musical sound that hit Y/N like sunshine breaking through clouds.
“Cheesy,” Rosie said, her lips quirking into a smirk, “but I’ll give you points for effort.” She patted the cushion beside her. “Come on. Let’s see what else you’ve got.”
Y/N sat, her heart hammering in her chest. But as they started talking, the nerves melted away. They clicked in a way that felt natural, their conversation flowing from music to travel to favorite childhood snacks. Y/N’s animated energy drew out Rosie’s reserved side, and Rosie’s calm presence grounded Y/N’s excitement.
As the party began to wind down, Y/N leaned in, her voice dropping to a playful whisper. “Stand a little closer,” she said, “so I can decide if I want to see you again.”
Rosie arched a brow but leaned in, close enough that Y/N could catch the faint scent of her perfume. Floral, with a hint of something sweet. “You already know the answer,” Rosie replied, her voice soft but confident.
The first time Y/N visited Rosie’s apartment happened a few days later, she was more nervous than she cared to admit. What if this was where the magic faded? What if it turned out they had nothing to talk about without the party’s buzz to cushion them?
Those fears evaporated the moment the door opened.
Rosie greeted her with a smile so warm that Y/N forgot her doubts. But her attention quickly shifted to the cautious pair of eyes peeking out from under the coffee table.
“This is Hank,” Rosie said, crouching down to coax the dog out. His fur was slightly unkempt, his ears twitching nervously as he eyed Y/N. “He’s... not great with strangers,” Rosie added apologetically.
Y/N knelt beside her, their shoulders brushing. “Hey, buddy,” she said softly, extending her hand palm-up, giving Hank space to decide.
To Rosie’s amazement, Hank sniffed Y/N’s hand, his nose twitching curiously before he stepped out and nudged her palm with his snout.
“Wow,” Rosie breathed, sitting back on her heels. “That’s... rare. He doesn’t even trust most of my friends.”
Y/N grinned, scratching behind Hank’s ears as his tail gave a tentative wag. “Guess he knows I’m the good kind of trouble.”
Rosie chuckled, her eyes softening as she watched them. “Looks like even Hank wants you to stay a little longer.”
Hank became an unspoken bridge between them, a constant in their budding relationship. Y/N would bring him treats, play fetch in the hallway, and even sneak him scraps during dinner. Rosie often joked that Hank liked Y/N better, but deep down, it only made her fall harder.
Their happiest moments weren’t grand but wonderfully simple.
There were the karaoke sessions, where Y/N would grab a hairbrush and belt out cheesy pop songs while Rosie clutched her stomach, laughing so hard tears streamed down her cheeks. “You’re terrible,” Rosie would say between giggles, but she never once asked Y/N to stop.
There were nights spent decorating their apartment, a tiny space with too much personality for its size. Rosie insisted on pastel throw pillows; Y/N argued for bold patterns. They compromised with a mix that clashed wonderfully, a reflection of their relationship, messy but perfect in its own way.
And then there were the quiet nights. Rosie would come home exhausted, her voice hoarse from hours of singing. Y/N would pull her onto the couch, wrapping her in a blanket and humming softly.
“Speak a little softer,” Rosie would murmur, her voice a mere whisper as her head rested on Y/N’s shoulder, “so I don’t have to answer.”
Y/N would oblige, her whispers filling the room with warmth until Rosie’s breathing evened out, her exhaustion giving way to peace.
Y/N’s eyes opened, her heart heavy as the memories faded back into the present. The photograph on the counter seemed to glow in the fading light, a painful reminder of all they had shared. Her fingers twitched, tempted to pick it up again, but instead, she rose to her feet.
The apartment around her was quiet now, empty of laughter, arguments, and whispered confessions.
The Y/N and Rosie in the photograph felt like strangers, smiling and unbroken. And for a fleeting moment, Y/N let herself wonder. If they had known then what they knew now, would they have still smiled like that?
The photograph had been Y/N’s companion all afternoon, a persistent ghost of better days. She tried to shake off the memories as she taped up another box, but they clung to her like shadows. Every corner of the apartment whispered of what they once were and what they couldn’t be anymore.
The laughter, the quiet comfort, the gentle warmth of their love. It had all faded into the cracks of the walls. All that remained was silence, heavy and unrelenting.
But the silence hadn’t always been there. It had crept in slowly, like a winter chill seeping under the door, unnoticed until it was too late. At first, it was easy to dismiss. The occasional missed text, the quiet evenings spent apart even when they were in the same room. Y/N told herself it was normal, a temporary lull in the rhythm of their relationship.
Yet, as days turned into weeks, the spaces between them grew wider. Conversations became shorter, their once-effortless connection weighed down by unspoken frustrations. Y/N found herself clinging to the moments they shared, trying to breathe life into something that felt increasingly distant.
It was in the small things that Y/N began to feel the shift: the way Rosé would linger at the studio a little longer, the hurried apologies for missed plans, the growing stack of unopened messages. And though Y/N tried to bridge the gap, her efforts often felt like shouting into an empty void.
Y/N sat on the couch, staring at her phone as the minutes ticked by. She had texted Rosie hours ago, a simple “Are you coming home for dinner tonight?” but her screen remained stubbornly blank. Across the room, Hank lay curled in his bed, his dark eyes fixed on her as if he could sense the weight of her frustration.
The apartment felt cavernous, its silence deafening. Y/N used to cherish this space, their shared sanctuary. Now it felt like a holding cell, trapping her in her loneliness.
When the phone finally buzzed, her heart leaped but the excitement faded as soon as she read the message “Sorry, late night at the studio. Don’t wait up. Love you.”
Y/N sighed, tossing the phone onto the cushion beside her. She glanced around the room, her gaze landing on the polaroids still pinned to the wall. Each photo captured a moment of happiness, late-night desserts, beach days, lazy mornings in bed. Now, those memories felt like distant echoes, taunting her with what she’d lost.
“I can’t stand these four walls without you inside them,” she murmured to herself, her voice cracking as the words spilled out.
When Rosie finally came home that night, Y/N was still awake. She sat on the couch, the TV flickering in the background. Rosie entered quietly, her steps tentative, but Y/N could sense her exhaustion.
“Hey,” Rosie said softly, setting her bag down and ruffling Hank’s fur as he trotted over to greet her. “You’re still up?”
“Yeah,” Y/N replied, her tone clipped. “Didn’t feel like sleeping.”
Rosie hesitated, the tension palpable. “I’m sorry about tonight. I meant to call, but—”
“You didn’t,” Y/N interrupted, her voice sharper than she intended.
Rosie flinched but nodded, her expression guarded. “I didn’t,” she admitted. “It’s just been… a lot lately.”
Y/N closed her eyes, inhaling deeply to steady herself. “It’s always a lot, Rosie. That’s the problem.”
The words hung between them, heavy and unyielding.
The fights started small, over things that didn’t matter: dishes left in the sink, forgotten dates, missed texts. But each argument seemed to dig deeper, uncovering wounds neither of them knew they had.
It was during one of these fights, a few weeks later, that everything boiled over.
Rosie had been away for a string of back-to-back events, leaving Y/N to fend off the loneliness creeping in. When she finally returned, she seemed distracted, her focus slipping as Y/N tried to talk to her.
“You’re not even listening,” Y/N said, exasperated.
Rosie looked up from her phone, startled. “What? I am.”
Y/N shook her head, bitterness seeping into her tone. “No, you’re not. You’re here, but you’re not here. You haven’t been for a long time.”
Rosie’s eyes narrowed. “That’s not fair, Y/N. Do you think I want to be away? Do you think I enjoy this?”
“I don’t know what you enjoy anymore,” Y/N shot back. “It feels like I’m not even part of your life.”
Rosie’s jaw tightened, her calm demeanor cracking. “You think I don’t feel the same? You think it doesn’t kill me to come home and feel like a stranger in my own apartment?”
“Then do something about it!” Y/N’s voice broke, her frustration spilling over. “Stop leaving me here, waiting for scraps of your time!”
Rosie stood abruptly, pacing the room with her arms crossed. “I feel like I’m suffocating in this silence,” she said, her voice low and raw. “But what do you want me to do, Y/N? Quit? Give up everything I’ve worked for?”
Y/N’s breath hitched, tears burning her eyes. “I’m not asking you to quit, Rosie. I’m asking you to fight for us. Because right now, it feels like I’m the only one trying.”
Rosie stopped pacing, her gaze heavy with unspoken emotions. “And what if my best isn’t enough for you?”
Y/N’s voice softened, her anger giving way to despair. “I’m not asking for perfection. I’m just asking for you.”
They tried to repair the damage.
Rosie made promises, more date nights, fewer late texts but they felt like band-aids over a broken bone. Y/N wanted to believe things could get better, and for a while, she held onto hope.
But the cracks were too deep.
One evening, after another failed attempt at a date night, Y/N sat on the couch, staring at Rosie as she scrolled through her phone. The sight of her, so close yet so distant, was too much.
“Maybe you should give me a reason to hate you,” Y/N said suddenly, her voice trembling.
Rosie looked up, her brows furrowed in confusion. “What?”
“Because then,” Y/N continued, tears streaming down her face, “I wouldn’t have to miss you like this. I wouldn’t have to keep hoping things will change when they never do.”
Rosie’s face fell, her expression crumpling under the weight of Y/N’s words. She didn’t respond. Instead, she stood, retreating into the bedroom without a word.
Y/N stayed on the couch, her own words echoing in her mind like a cruel taunt.
By the time Y/N realized she couldn’t keep doing this, the decision to leave felt inevitable.
Back in the present, Y/N stared at the boxes piled around her, each one a chapter of their story. The apartment felt emptier than ever, its silence heavier than any argument they had ever had.
She glanced at the photograph on the counter one last time. It was a relic of a love that once burned brightly, now reduced to embers.
“I tried,” she whispered to herself, though the words brought no comfort.
The storm they had both been avoiding finally reached its peak on a quiet Friday evening. The golden hues of the setting sun painted the apartment walls, starkly contrasting the suffocating tension that filled the room. Shadows stretched long and dramatic, mirroring the growing distance between the two women.
Y/N and Rosie sat on opposite ends of the couch, their bodies angled away from each other but close enough for their knees to almost touch, a cruel reminder of the intimacy they once shared. The weight of everything left unsaid hung between them, heavy and impenetrable, like a dam on the verge of breaking.
Rosie’s fingers fidgeted with a loose thread on the hem of her sweatshirt, her usual calm replaced with nervous energy. The silence stretched on, pressing down on them until Rosie finally spoke. “I don’t want to fight anymore,” she said softly, her voice trembling despite her efforts to sound composed. “But I don’t know how to stop.”
Y/N’s gaze snapped to her, her heart lurching at the vulnerability in Rosie’s voice. Her own emotions bubbled dangerously close to the surface, her vision blurring with unshed tears. “I don’t want to fight either, Rosie,” she said, her voice breaking. “But I don’t want to feel like I’m the only one left in this relationship.”
Rosie flinched as if struck, her hands stilling. “That’s not fair,” she murmured, her tone defensive but weak.
“Isn’t it?” Y/N shot back, her voice rising before breaking into a whisper. “I’m here, Rosie. I’ve always been here, waiting for you to come home, waiting for you to look at me like you used to. I’m waiting... and I’m tired.”
The rawness in Y/N’s words hit Rosie like a tidal wave. She tightened her grip on the couch’s edge, her knuckles white. “I never meant for this to happen,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I didn’t realize how much I was asking you to wait for me, how much I was asking you to give.”
Y/N’s expression softened, her anger giving way to sorrow. “It’s not just about waiting, Rosie,” she said, her tone quieter but no less painful. “It’s about feeling like I don’t matter anymore. Like I’m just... here because it’s convenient.”
Rosie’s eyes welled with tears, and she turned her head sharply, unable to meet Y/N’s gaze. Her focus landed on the bare wall where their favorite photograph used to hang, a candid snapshot of laughter and love that now felt like a distant memory. “You’re wrong,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “You matter more than anything. That’s the problem. I don’t know how to balance you and... everything else.”
The honesty in Rosie’s voice was like a dagger. Y/N’s heart twisted painfully at the sight of her. This woman she had loved so fiercely, so completely, reduced to a trembling figure weighed down by guilt and exhaustion. She ached to close the distance, to hold Rosie and promise that it would all be okay. But the part of her that had spent countless nights alone, feeling like an afterthought, held her in place.
“Maybe,” Y/N began hesitantly, her throat tightening as the words clawed their way out, “maybe we need to let each other go.”
The silence that followed was deafening. Rosie froze, her lips parting as though to protest, but no sound came out. Her wide, tear-filled eyes searched Y/N’s face, desperate for any sign that she didn’t mean it. But Y/N’s expression was resolute, even as tears streamed down her cheeks.
“No,” Rosie said finally, shaking her head vehemently. “No. We can fix this. We just need more time.”
Y/N’s lip trembled, her voice barely a whisper. “We’ve had time, Rosie. Time hasn’t fixed anything. It’s just... made the cracks bigger.”
Rosie leaned forward, burying her face in her hands. Her shoulders shook as a sob escaped her. “I can’t imagine my life without you,” she said, her voice muffled and broken.
“And I can’t imagine my life like this,” Y/N replied gently, her tone filled with an aching sadness. “We’re hurting each other, Rosie. And I hate it too.”
For a long moment, neither of them moved. The weight of the truth settled over them, suffocating in its finality. When Rosie finally lifted her head, her cheeks were streaked with tears, her eyes red and puffy. “I don’t want this to be the end,” she said, her voice trembling. “But maybe you’re right.”
Y/N’s breath hitched, her tears spilling freely now. She reached out, her hand trembling as it covered Rosie’s. The contact was electric, a bittersweet reminder of all the love that still lingered despite the pain. “I’ll always love you,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “But sometimes love isn’t enough.”
Rosie’s hand tightened around hers, a silent plea to hold on just a little longer. They sat there like that for what felt like an eternity, their fingers intertwined, their hearts breaking in tandem. The world around them seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of them and the devastating reality they couldn’t escape.
When Y/N finally pulled her hand away, it felt like losing a piece of herself. Rosie’s hand fell limply to her side, and she watched helplessly as Y/N stood and took a step back, putting a physical distance between them that mirrored the emotional one.
“I don’t know how to say goodbye to you,” Rosie admitted, her voice barely audible.
Y/N’s lips curved into a sad, bittersweet smile. “Maybe we don’t have to,” she said softly. “Maybe this is just... goodbye for now.”
The words were meant to offer comfort, but they only deepened the ache in their hearts. Neither of them believed it, not really. But in that moment, it was the only thing keeping them from falling apart entirely.
The apartment was quiet, its silence overwhelming in a way that felt almost sentient, as if the walls themselves mourned the life they had once held. The last box sat on the table, its edges worn from being packed and repacked as Y/N wrestled with the reality of leaving. She stared at it now, her hands trembling as they hovered over the edges. This was it. The final piece of a shared life, boxed up and ready to go.
Y/N’s gaze swept over the empty space. The walls, once adorned with photos, mementos, and a chaotic mix of pastel and bold décor, now stood bare, stripped of personality and warmth. In the corner, the faint outline of where their bookshelf had stood was visible on the floor, a ghostly reminder of the hours spent curled up together, lost in books and whispered conversations.
Behind her, Rosie stood in the entrance. Her eyes, swollen and rimmed with red, were fixed on Y/N. Her lips parted, as if she wanted to say something, but the words caught in her throat, drowned by the weight of everything unspoken.
Y/N reached for the box, her fingers brushing against the taped flaps. The moment felt unbearably final. “I think this is everything,” she said softly, her voice breaking the stillness but failing to fill it.
Rosie shifted her weight, her arms crossed tightly over her chest as if bracing herself against the inevitable. She took a hesitant step closer, her voice soft but laden with emotion. “It feels like you’ve already left,” she said, her words trembling. “You’ve been pulling away for weeks. I just… I didn’t know how to stop it.”
Y/N paused, her hands gripping the edges of the box she had just taped shut. She closed her eyes for a moment, willing herself to steady. “I wasn’t pulling away, Rosie,” she replied quietly, turning to meet her gaze. “I was holding on for as long as I could.”
Rosie’s lips parted as if to respond, but she hesitated, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. “Then why does it feel like I’m losing you all at once?” she whispered.
Y/N’s breath hitched at the rawness in Rosie’s voice. She wanted to answer, to explain, but the words wouldn’t come.
“Because you are,” she finally said, her voice breaking. “But it wasn’t all at once. It was slow and quiet, and we both let it happen.”
The silence that followed was thick and suffocating, the weight of her words settling heavily between them. Rosie looked down, her hands falling to her sides. “I don’t want this to be goodbye,” she said softly, the admission barely audible.
Y/N stepped closer, her chest aching with every breath. “Neither do I,” she said, her voice trembling. “But maybe it’s the only way we can stop hurting each other.”
“But it feels like the moment you walk out that door... everything we had will vanish.”
“It already has,” Y/N said quietly, tears glistening in her eyes. “Not all at once, but slowly, piece by piece. And now we’re left with this.”
Rosie shook her head, her jaw tightening as fresh tears spilled over. “What if we’re making a mistake?” she asked, her voice trembling, the vulnerability in her tone cutting through Y/N like a knife.
Y/N inhaled sharply, her heart aching at the sight of Rosie. This woman she had loved so fiercely, now unraveling before her. She placed the box back on the table and turned fully to face her. “Maybe we are,” she admitted, her voice raw. “But we’ve run out of chances. We’ve been trying to fix something that’s been breaking for months, and all we’ve done is hurt each other more.”
Rosie took a hesitant step forward, her gaze locked on Y/N’s. “I don’t know how to let you go,” she whispered, her voice cracking.
Y/N reached out instinctively, her hand cupping Rosie’s cheek. Her thumb brushed away a tear as she whispered, “You don’t have to. Not completely.”
Rosie leaned into the touch, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as if trying to memorize the feel of Y/N’s hand. “I want to believe that,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “I want to believe that there’s still a way to make this work.”
Y/N’s lips trembled as she forced a bittersweet smile. “Maybe one day,” she said, her voice tinged with hope and sorrow. “But not now. We’re not ready.. Not for each other.”
The weight of her words settled over them, suffocating in its truth. They stood there, a breath apart, neither willing to move, as though prolonging the moment might delay the inevitable.
Finally, Y/N stepped back, her hand falling to her side. The warmth of Rosie’s skin lingered on her fingertips, a cruel reminder of what she was leaving behind. She turned back to the box, lifting it with trembling hands.
As she moved toward the door, Rosie’s voice stopped her. “Stay a little longer,” she said, her tone desperate and pleading. “Please.”
Y/N’s breath hitched. She froze in place, the box heavy in her arms. Her mind screamed for her to turn around, to drop the box, to run back into Rosie’s arms. She squeezed her eyes shut, a single tear slipping free. “If you ask again,” she thought, “I’ll stay. I’ll stay and we’ll break all over again.”
She forced herself to take another step, then another. Her heart thundered in her chest, each beat screaming for her to stop. But she didn’t.
Rosie watched as Y/N reached the door. Her hands trembled as she clutched Hank’s favorite toy, the one Y/N had left behind for him. “Don’t leave me in pieces,” she whispered, her voice breaking, though she knew Y/N couldn’t hear her.
At the door, Y/N hesitated, her hand resting on the knob. She glanced back once, her eyes meeting Rosie’s. The weight of their love, fractured and raw, passed between them in a single, silent moment.
“I’ll miss you,” Y/N said, her voice soft and full of pain.
“I’ll miss you too,” Rosie replied, her tears falling freely now.
Y/N opened the door and stepped out, the sound of it closing behind her echoing like the final note of a tragic song. She stood in the hallway for a moment, her chest heaving as she fought the urge to turn back.
Inside, Rosie sank to the floor, clutching Hank’s toy against her chest. She stared at the empty apartment, her heart shattering all over again. The faint sound of Y/N’s footsteps grew distant, then disappeared entirely.
The possibility of reconciliation lingered in the air, fragile and faint, like the final embers of a once-bright flame. Neither of them knew what the future held. For now, all they had was the silence and the lingering ache of goodbye.
gonna bawl my eyes out rq…this was phenomenal 🥹
love that pure fuckin angst 🤌
Dance with me
Pairing: Mel Medarda x Winged! Reader
Summary: a part 3 of A wolf, a witch, a lover; after months hiding, Mel surprises you in the morning with an dangerous proposal
Part 1, Part 2
Warnings: there's a bit of tension and drama in this one, slightly violent, end is cute though
Mentions: i'm honestly writing this for you guys @jinxjinxjinx12 @superbscissorsdeanexpert @maq34 @justyourwritter69 @powderbomb-jinxed
the yearning, the softness…I CANT TAKE IT
The line
Pairing: Mel Medarda x Winged! Reader
Warnings: you may fall in love
Summary: a continuation of A wolf, a witch, a lover ; Mel and her new general struggle to find a common ground on their complex affair
Mentions: @justyourwritter69 @powderbomb-jinxed @maq34
will forever love how writings like this always get me all soft
p.s. ur real as fuck for the tag🫡
THE KEY TO HER HEART | Cassandra Kiramman
PAIRING: Cassandra Kiramman x Fem!Reader
CW: angst with a hopeful ending?, spoilers for season 2 act I, canon divergence, in Caitlyn’s pov, no dialogues (except one), mentions of death, mentions of reader being married to a man and having children with said man, mentions of pregnancy, mentions and implications of being in the hospital deathbed, tragic-ish love, 1950s Hollywood inspired in terms of homosexuality-ish, mentions of homophobia, back in the old day women are expected to marry a man, they kept their love for each other hidden until the end, reader is also a matriarch of her own family like Cassandra, most likely ooc Cassandra and Caitlyn
SUMMARY: Caitlyn receives the Kiramman Key to unlock knowledge privy to the Kiramman matriarchs. She also unlocks a memoir of her mother’s past, specifically with the person she loved the most through old photographs and unsent letters.
A/N: I realized a lot of my published work is composed of the “letter narrative” as I call it and this one has a bunch. It’s similar to my first Cassandra fanfic, the only difference is there’s death and grief involved. I have yet to finish the season, but her funeral and the memorial were hard to watch. I miss her so much.
WORDS: 2,668
(FANFIC IS UNDER THE CUT!)
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A wolf, a witch, a lover
Pairing: Mel Medarda x Winged! Reader
Warnings: mentions of violence; i got carried away with this one; seriously, I made a whole plot for this; i can make fluff headcanons later if you guys like it
Summary: As the new wolf of Noxus, Mel had to face her mother's past mistakes. You were one of them.
my ass is just cheesing from reading this
I am not taking a risk
Not risking it pals
U know what I want potato of luck
Damn right I’m reblogging. See previous post re wrath of whatever from high atop the thing.