I'm entomologically evil. Im bad and I'ms bugs.

I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you don’t know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and it’s not anyone’s fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and it’s not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.

your f/o doesn't always need you to specify when you aren't feeling well. they know you so well that they already know what to look out for. your body language, words, or lack of words. they can tell when your mood shifts, when your energy is low, or when you need something. whether it's affection, a listening ear, being held, space, or words of encouragement. all they want is to make sure you're comfy and happy. ♡