Lunapics

if you're not 26 years old right now you will be soon

But I just turned 30.....please......dont make me go back there......

i'm sorry there's nothing we can do about it

actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

aftercare for posting on ao3

your fic was good you did grammar good you’re the kind of freak people like everything’s cool dude :^)

Ilya gets way too excited one night when he sees Shane reading in bed wearing his glasses and fucks him so hard he ends up breaking the glasses. When Ilya realizes they’re broken he keeps apologizing to Shane, feeling so bad about breaking them but Shane is so completely gone that he couldn’t care less about the glasses. He just kisses Ilya, hugs him and falls asleep with the biggest smile on his face. Ilya doesn’t know about the spare glasses Shane keeps in the bottom drawer but he really should’ve known that Shane Hollander would definitely have backup glasses. He’s so delighted and relieved when he sees him in them the next day. Ilya kisses Shane so carefully this time, telling him how hot he looks and how he doesn’t want to break these too. Shane smiles at him and tells him that it was definitely worth it and he shouldn’t feel bad because broken glasses are a small price to pay for getting railed by Ilya Rozanov.

I feel like whenever Ilya is modeling for a brand and doing a photoshoot and Shane comes with to watch, there always ends up being extra pictures of him with Shane, usually just giving him a hug or a quick kiss. Like after they're done with most of the main stuff Ilya is always like "what? We're just gonna waste the fact that my gorgeous husband is here? I must get photo with him" and most of the time the company obliges but never shared any of them publicly. However the rare times they do, the internet goes freaking wild. It happens once or twice and it gets to the point where when either of them do photoshoots and their partner doesn't make an appearance in at least one photo, people won't stop talking about it. Eventually clothing brands get the idea and start asking them to do joint photoshoots and it melts brains

i'm your only friend (realizes that's statistically unlikely) i'm not your only friend (considers my positive qualities) but i'm a little glowing friend (suddenly gets cold feet) but really i'm not actually your friend (remembers to be confident in relationships) but i am