semi-pro heartbreaker

IDK WHAT I WANT OR WHO I WANNA BE !!!

E is at the bar which is finnneeeeee I didn’t get to do the “hey so last time you went out you came back and tried to make out w me so pls don’t do that” part bc I didn’t realize she was going out part bc she’s not coming back not that it mattersssssss at allllllllll

Ooooooohmygod I forgot how compressed I feel around my family lolllllllll I’ve gotten way better at talking on the phone w my mother but I’m probably going to go spare feeling like I can’t sprawl out in the house.

Air is just wholesale unhealthy now also. There’s a pocket of green moving in but I’m seeing this cloud over Toronto and thinking it’ll head this way. Really convenient of the weather to give me a thing to regularly check btw.

K. Mom and D are an hour away. I’ve vacuumed, and remembered another bag of trash I need to take out. Still have yet to do horrible fridge HOWEVER. I have no more time to put it off.

I’ve taken out trash with new trash bags and rearranged the things so I can vacuum the floor. Got the air mattress from K. Need to vacuum, clear sink, clear fridge :( my boy is here asking me for food as if he didn’t already eat dinner!! Little does he know he will actually be getting a midnight snack as a bribe so he lets us sleep but he can’t have that yet!!