semi-pro heartbreaker

Hi! Long time lurker first time anon so sorry this is just me rambling in your inbox bc i cannot get hudcon out of my head. I am like, not an rpf person despite being in fandom for the last 10+ years and yet, here they are infecting me because they remind me SO MUCH of real theater kids I’ve known in my life like cerebral weirdo artsy theater kid and straight-passing (jury’s out on that but let’s run w this idea) hyperactive jock/theater kid turned weird co-dependent costars is a reality i have witnessed firsthand…. The idea of connor being like “oh ok this guy is hot and talented and willing to be a silly freak with me while we connect on an artistic level cool cool i’m going to passively flirt with him bc it’s harmless” and then the idea of hudson countering that by NOT acting oblivious or stupid and suddenly this pursuit of the fantasy of turning the *straight* guy is no longer a fantasy but a weirdly tangible thing while you’re also having this astronomical level of chemistry is just soooo buzzy to me. Hahaha this was a fun game to flirt with you because that’s what i do with hot straight guys and now oh no he’s kind of into it and maybe we’re also soulmates now this silly thing has teeth…. Anyway apologies if this is not compatible with your sandbox i maybe just needed to write crossover rpf of two guys i was friends with in high school and also hudcon