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✨hi i’m sof (she/they) and i’m always screaming about something✨
currently: plotting a heist to steal connor storrie’s and hudson williams’ genders

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this series of library posting is very self-indulgent but i’m finally home from my day of recon and i just wanna get my findings down somewhere (and maybe someone out there is interested in a very niche and unknown area’s library pride displays)
so out of the 7 libraries i visited, 4 had some kind of pride display. 3 out of those 4 only had displays in their ya rooms which is an interesting and frustrating trend in my opinion. but at least they existed at all!!
2 of the libraries that did not have any pride displays whatsoever labeled some of their queer books with distinctive LGBTQ stickers. i immediately noticed some glaring exemptions to this classification tactic though (they both die at the end by adam silvera didn’t have one???), so i wonder who is the judge of what kind of story warrants a sticker and how knowledgeable they really are about queer books.…..i also just despise this labeling anyway bc i feel like it alienates and discourages teens especially from checking out queer titles. so i did not find it surprising at all that the libraries that utilized it were the ones that did not have pride displays. of course my sample size is incredibly small, but it’s still a trend i plan on looking out for if/when i visit some more libraries later in the month.
all in all, i’m disheartened in some respects and pleasantly surprised in others. i now know that my library, with what i thought was a pitiful pride display, is actually a beacon of hope in a pretty bleak area. i plan on doing everything i can to make sure the displays that we have up STAY UP bc we simply cannot afford to compromise.
if anyone has read this far, i’d love to hear if your local library has a pride display!!!! and if it does, please do your part to let your librarians know that it is VALUED. check out a queer book!! in june and in every other month!!
my local library doesn't have a pride display at all from what i've seen - admittedly i haven't explored to the childrens/ya side which is the bulk of the library so i could be wrong and it might have something over there but nothing in adult fiction
BUT it does have a spotlight wall as soon as you walk in of trending and relevant books to the timeframe that are obviously very often switched out and there were a lot of trending canadian authors, queer/pride focused books and informative books on AI and indigenous focused books (it's also indigenous awareness month for anyone who doesn't know) - so no designated stickers (which i also hate) or a section dedicated specifically too pride but still a roundabout section about pride in a quieter way? i guess? it also just had popular fiction in that section so it's all very integrated
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remembering that Shane loves gay sex he loves bottoming he loves sucking dick & he loves masculine men sucking his dick & holding him down while they fuck him. This is so awesome that I get to remember this and also can watch it canonically happen any time I want on my television
this series of library posting is very self-indulgent but i’m finally home from my day of recon and i just wanna get my findings down somewhere (and maybe someone out there is interested in a very niche and unknown area’s library pride displays)
so out of the 7 libraries i visited, 4 had some kind of pride display. 3 out of those 4 only had displays in their ya rooms which is an interesting and frustrating trend in my opinion. but at least they existed at all!!
2 of the libraries that did not have any pride displays whatsoever labeled some of their queer books with distinctive LGBTQ stickers. i immediately noticed some glaring exemptions to this classification tactic though (they both die at the end by adam silvera didn’t have one???), so i wonder who is the judge of what kind of story warrants a sticker and how knowledgeable they really are about queer books.…..i also just despise this labeling anyway bc i feel like it alienates and discourages teens especially from checking out queer titles. so i did not find it surprising at all that the libraries that utilized it were the ones that did not have pride displays. of course my sample size is incredibly small, but it’s still a trend i plan on looking out for if/when i visit some more libraries later in the month.
all in all, i’m disheartened in some respects and pleasantly surprised in others. i now know that my library, with what i thought was a pitiful pride display, is actually a beacon of hope in a pretty bleak area. i plan on doing everything i can to make sure the displays that we have up STAY UP bc we simply cannot afford to compromise.
if anyone has read this far, i’d love to hear if your local library has a pride display!!!! and if it does, please do your part to let your librarians know that it is VALUED. check out a queer book!! in june and in every other month!!

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yknow what i’m shifting the way i’m thinking about this. now that i know that my library is actually progressive in comparison to others in a 15 mile radius, i’m gonna fight harder than ever to make sure we don’t slip into their ranks. protecting the pride display we do have just became more important than ever
okay so i have gone around to 4 libraries in my area like i said i would yesterday and uh i am boo boo the fool
literally ONE of them has a pride display. ONE.
and one of those libraries without a display is in the town that hosts one of the biggest pride parade in the county, and yet they didn’t have shit. but best believe they had a billion displays about america 250!!!!!!!!!
i still have two on my list but i only feel hopeful about one of them having anything pride related so. that’ll make it 2 out of 6.
absolutely horrified to discover that my home library (where i work) is actually considered progressive for having any pride display whatsoever 🫠🫠🫠
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one thing that has been made incredibly obvious by heated rivalry is the influence skam has had on modern mlm media. trickle down evaknomics one might say.
i did not expect to cry at this show but here we are!!!!! i just love nakamura so much i wanna hug him and tell him that he won’t be so lonely forever

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i’m not finished with the anime yet but i just have to say that “go for it nakamura-kun!!” does such a great job of blending the absurd with the deeply relatable.
nakamura is such fantastic cringefail queer rep it actually hurts to watch a lot of the time bc it’s so real. i’m on the yokohama field trip episode and the focus on him feeling so emotionally, and thus physically, distant from his peers and being so anxious to fuck up his budding friendship with hirose that he just doesn’t say or do anything at all is such a heartbreakingly accurate depiction of what it’s like to be gay in high school (and even into college and your twenties!!!). the loneliness is palpable even as it’s sandwiched between these sequences of pure insanity. it kind of reminds me of bottoms in that way actually. give us more absurd yet somehow still emotionally grounded queer media!!!!!!!
fetishization as a colloquialism inherently implies dehumanization. like a fat fetishizer who fucks a fat woman and gets off on that but would never date or be seen in public with her is engaging in dehumanizing behavior. they see this person as a sexual object and not a human being with thoughts and feelings and an inner world. heated rivalry is not a show that dehumanizes queer men, it is a queer love story, where both characters are given agency, lives independent of one another, emotions and fears (romantic or otherwise), and yeah, sexual desire too. i genuinely find it hard to believe that a massive swath of "straight women" are engaging with a happily-ever-after romance plot for the sole purpose of fetishizing and thus dehumanizing queer men. there are exceptions to everything that prove the rule, but you will not convince me this is happening on a wide scale. especially on tumblr
well i’m gonna go watch more “go for it nakamura-kun!!” to try to remind myself that even if my corner of the world is not the most accepting, there is still hope!!!! i’m gonna keep doing my part to consume as much queer media as possible so i always have stuff to recommend
genuinely don’t know how much longer i can stomach working at a library where pride displays are relegated to just the children’s and ya sections AND only for half the month to make room for summer reading display instead
we buy broadside books (boycott this publisher as much as possible PLEASE) about the woke left poisoning our country with the horrible concept of empathy and yet don’t have the most recently published queer titles that we could be displaying for pride month (but no, apparently adult queerness doesn’t exist).
and i KNOW that it’s not because the person in charge of buying the adult books is bigoted. it’s because the majority of our patrons are. if we bought more queer books, they would sit on the shelf. and yet there’s dozens of holds for charlie kirk and trump books. i’ve seen it happen time and time again and it’s so fucking demoralizing!!!!!!
raise your hand if you think i should go around to some of the other local libraries and take photographic evidence of their pride displays to show to my director
bc truly it’s insane for us to not have a display for our adult section!!!! it really fucking rubs me the wrong way!!!!! to me it feels like it’s sending the message of queerness being a phase that people grow out of once they mature. or that we’re too cowardly to potentially offend our older patrons. either way it’s bullshit and this is my third year of dealing with it quietly and i am DONE
I finally read Witch Hat Atelier.

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