Donāt waste your pretty time on me
Description:Ā Harry Wanted to help mend readers heart after she loss Cedric in the TriWizard Tournament (Goblet of fire spoilers) but no matter how hard he tries she canāt move on, she canāt fully mend her broken heart.Ā
Song: Avery Lynch To Love Someone Else
You know you make me feel good
And thatās something i donāt take for granted lately, no
Those eyes, that smile, yeah it glows
But i canāt help feeling like somethingās missing though
Harry was special. Not because he was the āchosen oneā but because he healed my heart, maybe not fully. But he took the pieces of my heart broken into 10 pieces and repaired at least 9. The way his laugh carried across the room, the way he would look at me, the deep emerald green eyes which bore right into my soul and told me I would get through this.
I know what everyone wants for us both, I know what he wants. To heal together but no matter how whole Harry makes me feel there will always be a part of me missing.
I know this isnāt easy
Thatās all that people tell me
When you come out of a love as the one whoās not enough
It feels like thereās no healing
And youāre perfectly good
Probably better
But please donāt waste your pretty time on me
Heās great, makes me feel like I'm the only girl he can see a future with. With Cedric I always felt insecure, he was amazing, but he always gave a few longing looks towards Cho whenever he thought I wasnāt looking.
Harry would make me feel like a princess, I know this. But he deserves more. He deserves better than a girl who will never fully get over her last love, her first love. He shouldnāt waste his time on me because I donāt think I could ever fully love him without closure.
You know that i would
Youāre so much better
But thatās not enough
If i canāt get over
The way he used to look at me
And how he left so easily
āWhy canāt you give him a chance, let him take you on a date, let him heal youā, thatās all I ever hear my friends say. But, how could I? How could I when all I can see before I fall asleep at night or when harry is looking at me are my memories with Cedric. The first I love you, the first date, the last moment I saw him... He left so easily. No goodbye, no closure, no cheating. He was just Dead.
ācause i could fall for you if i wanted to
And i could get attached and love the hell out of you
I could fall for you if i let myself
But i donāt think iām ready to love someone else
And i hate him for not letting me feel like i can finally breathe
I hate it
And i know youāre probably best for me
I see the way you look at me and i hate it
ācause i could fall for you if i wanted to
ButĀ IĀ canāt
Maybe I could fall for Harry one day, maybe one day we could have that electric, beautiful love everyone always talks about but I'm not ready yet. I donāt know if I would ever be ready and I couldnāt ask him to wait for a what if when there's so many girls that would give him now and forever. I could try... I could try to completely and utterly love him with every fibre of my being, but I donāt know if I'll ever be able to replicate the love, I had with Cedric with someone else.