Bruise

Hi! Welcome to my blog I wanted to say a few things that may be good to know before messaging! First I DONT SHOW MY FACE DONT ASK ME FOR PICS.

I am apart of the LGBTQ+ community and support them as well so if you don’t support or want to try and argue with me then don’t interact! I support the trans community and don’t care if don’t agree but I won’t tolerate any shit from you about it so fuck off

Fun things to know about me: i LOVE roleplaying! I love chatting! I love messing around and playfully flirting I find life boring so I try to make it fun and amusing!

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I love random things and am very open to so much stuff it’s hard to keep it all in one post (especially since you can only use up to ten images) I love music and I won’t say your not cool because you only listen to Tayler swift and Olivia Rodrigo ALL ART IS GOOD AND ALL MUSIC IS GOOD!

I love random animals like penguins, deers, sharks fish and birds crows are so pretty!

I love weird and dark things! Weird video games? Hell yeah?! I like “no I’m not human” “Sally face” and “thats not my neighbor” and a really fun one I haven’t played yet “Lollipop chainsaw” I haven’t planned any of these expect Sally face (still have to finish it though 👀) but I think they’re weird and so fun! I also like “little misfortune” and “Fran bow”!

I thought I'd done enough, but they keep moving the line

I thought I found the antidote this time

I thought I found the antidote this time

And all the nights I spent fighting bad thoughts in my room

Feeling so alone, might as well be on the moon

I thought I found the antidote with you

I thought I found the antidote with you

But my head is full of poison, and my heart is full of doubt

I got toxins in my bloodstream, you tried hard to suck 'em out

And it feels like medication, and it's good for me, I'm sure

But it don't matter how your love feels anymore

It'll never be the cure

It'll never be the cure

Used to play a game in my head when I'd date a guy

Tally up the girls that he fucked 'til I start to cry

I thought I found the antidote this time

I thought I found the antidote this time

But I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

And my head is full of poison, and my heart is full of doubt

I got toxins in my bloodstream, you tried hard to suck 'em out

And it feels like medication, and it's good for me, I'm sure

But it don't matter how your love feels anymore

It will never be the cure

It'll never be the cure, oh

'Cause, baby, I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled)

I'm unraveled (I'm unraveled, I'm unraveled)

Why can't you come stitch me up? (I'm unraveled)

Why can't it ever be enough? (I'm unraveled)

Why can't you come stitch me up? (I'm unraveled)

Why can't it ever be enough? (I'm unraveled)

It's not enough

Oh, because my head is full of poison, and my heart is full of doubt (I'm unraveled)

I got toxins in my bloodstream you tried so hard to suck out (I'm unraveled)

And it feels like medication, and it's good for me, I'm sure (I'm unraveled)

But it don't matter how your love feels anymore (I'm unraveled)

It'll never be the cure

It will never be the cure

I see this for what it is

But now I'm right down in it

All the years I've given

Is just shit we're dividing up

Showed you all of my hiding spots

I was dancing when the music stopped

And in the disbelief

I can't face reinvention

I haven't met the new me yet

There'll be happiness after you

But there was happiness because of you

Both of these things can be true

There is happiness

Past the blood and bruise

Past the curses and cries

Beyond the terror in the nightfall

Haunted by the look in my eyes

That would've loved you for a lifetime

Leave it all behind

And there is happiness

Tell me, when did your winning smile

Begin to look like a smirk?

When did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt?

I hope she'll be a beautiful fool

Who takes my spot next to you

No, I didn't mean that

Sorry, I can't see facts through all of my fury

You haven't met the new me yet

There'll be happiness after me

But there was happiness because of me

Both of these things I believe

There is happiness

In our history

Across our great divide

There is a glorious sunrise

Dappled with the flickers of light

From the dress I wore at midnight

Leave it all behind

And there is happiness

I can't make it go away by making you a villain

I guess it's the price I pay for seven years in heaven

And I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night now I get fake niceties

No one teaches you what to do

When a good man hurts you

And you know you hurt him too

Honey, when I'm above the trees

I see it for what it is

But now my eyes leak acid rain

On the pillow where you used to lay your head

After giving you the best I had

Tell me what to give after that

All you want from me now

Is the green light of forgiveness

You haven't met the new me yet

And I think she'll give you that

There'll be happiness after you

But there was happiness because of you too

Both of these things can be true

There is happiness

In our history

Across our great divide

There is a glorious sunrise

Dappled with the flickers of light

From the dress I wore at midnight

Leave it all behind

Oh, leave it all behind

Leave it all behind

Aren't you the sweetest thing on this side of hell?

Dear angel Lacy, eyes white as daisies

Did I ever tell you that I'm not doing well?

Ooh, I care, I care, I care

Like perfume that you wear

I linger all the time

Watchin', hidden in plain sight

Ooh, I try, I try, I try

But it takes over my life

I see you everywhere

The sweetest torture one could bear

Smart sexy Lacy, I'm losing it lately

I feel your compliments like bullets on skin

Dazzling starlet, Bardot reincarnate

Well, aren't you the greatest thing to ever exist?

Ooh, I care, I care, I care

Like ribbons in your hair

My stomach's all in knots

You got the one thing that I want

Ooh, I try, I try, I try

Try to rationalize

People are people

But it's like you're made of angel dust

Lacy, oh, Lacy, it's like you're out to get me

You poison every little thing that I do

Lacy, oh, Lacy, I just loathe you lately

And I despise my jealous eyes and how hard they fell for you