recovering spn watcher

if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it being the last line of the brokeback mountain novella is so crazy it makes me feel like my guts are falling out. if you can’t fix it you’ve got to stand it. jesus fucking christ

come play toyssss. come on!!!!!! come play please 🥺 play toys :[[[[ why won't you play w us..... play toys?? pretty please??? Your God Commands You

baking bread is awesome its fun it costs like 6 cents for a loaf and its easy as hell and if you forget about the dough in the fridge for a couple days it becomes more delicious and you can lure housemates into the common area with the smell. and if you dont finish eating it you can turn it into other stuff. #BreadLiker #WheatEnjoyer

Shane doesn’t allow himself to indulge in bdsm research because he heard the phrase 24/7 sub lifestyle one time ☝️ and thinks about it everyday to the point of tears so he really can’t for his own good know anything more about it

the reason why heated rivalry is the best book in the ghcu (gay hockey cinematic universe) is because in book 3 the main hockey player hates that he has to fight in hockey and whenever he gets in a fight on the ice his boyfriend honest to god cries. meanwhile ilya is full body slamming Shane into the boards in some kind of unnegotiated exhibitionist bdsm gladiatorial match

bc the thing is sorry that ilya just wants a little kissy but hollander is a FREAK. Shane Hollander is A FREAK out of his own BEAUTIFUL MIND. no other pair in the ghcu (gay hockey cinematic universe) houses a very sweet boy who invented cnc with no outside input.

Breaking my silence on heated rivalry. Here's my main thought. It is so fabulous to me to watch these two like proper acting theory pilled animal work clowning physical theatre guys (a type i am highly familiar with) grappling in some kind of sisyphean hand to hand combat with some of the most awkward fanfiction dialogue ever written. And well sometimes they win. But always the point of fascination is the fight.

This is by no means to say they're not having a good time which they clearly are. They get to interpret and do sex scenes which is like enrichment for them. And they get to talk about their process which is also enrichment for them. Particularly love the video where they're like shane was a nasty little omega freak in that scene wasn't he and Hudson Williams is like I'm So Glad You Noticed My Animal Work. Really funny