lily flowers

you watch s2 of buffy and start crying about how much of a father giles is to buffy. what do you mean "if you're looking for guilt, don't look at me. all you'll have from me is support and pride." what do you mean "lie to me." what do you mean "i need you to be giles". what do you mean no matter what happens the only time giles rejects jenny is when jenny betrays buffy. what do you mean they both regularly check up on each other. what do you mean giles says "you rest, i'll patrol." and buffy accepts it. father figure of all time

Van feeling so insecure about her scars at first until Taissa made it feel okay and eventually she just forgot they were even on her face. Then getting back to society and having people constantly mention the scars and that bringing back all the insecurity she felt in the first place:(

Cue a watcher sliding books on gender identity and exploration between demonology tomes for her to find. Sending her to patrol at pride because "large crowds can be a draw for demon activity." At some point the Slayer needs to be in disguise and she uses magic to give her boobs. For the disguise.

they’re burning me at the stake tomorrow. If anyone wants to come

I hate ruminating on what could have been. Out here thinking "if only I locked in when I was 13" are we serious