RED

first 5 faceless emojis are how your summers gonna go

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

It’s been so interesting to go from forensic populations (where people will just openly admit to things you couldn’t get me to admit to with a car battery and jumper cables) to working for a university (where people won’t even admit to having human emotions without 15 minutes of motivational interviewing). 3 years ago I’d have someone casually confess to fucking wild crimes, unprompted, like they were talking about the weather, and now I can’t get someone to admit they’re sad about their entire family being devoured by 30-50 feral hogs.

i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

fanservice sucks bc it’s never you that’s being serviced it’s always some other really annoying fan

being a humanities major who’s friends with stem majors is so funny because you’ll ask your friends what they’re doing today and they’re like “UGH it’s so stressful i have to stabilize the reactor core for my nuclear power midterm and then i have to build the supercomputer from i have no mouth yet i must scream for my electrical engineering homework :/ what about you” and you’re like “oh well i have to read a fun little book and write an essay about gender.” and they still think you have it worse

Being a stem major who's friends with humanities majors is ALSO funny bc you ask what's goin on with them and they're like "oh yeah my day's pretty good! I only have to read 50 pages for this one class today and half a book for another one. It's much better than last week where I read three books and wrote a 10 page paper about their overlapping motifs for one class while also researching a niche period of time that our library doesn't have any resources on. How's it been for you?" and you're like "oh I have a lil packet of fun math puzzles due tomorrow." and they look at you like you're carrying the weight of the universe on your back

This is your reminder that just because something falls within the skillset you've practiced, so you can do it and you don't find it particularly hard or stressful relative to other things, it doesn't mean it isn't actually hard work you should be proud of yourself for accomplishing!

this applies to writing and art, too

scaramouche character of all time forever. he has the worst mommy issues you've ever encountered. the mommy in question doesn't even consider herself a mother. he let a guy medically torture him for centuries for their mutual benefit. he lost 2 found families in quick succession and crashed out so hard he permanently altered the course of a nation's history. he eventually formed another found family with the child-god he was trying to kill the week before. he has a superiority complex. he tried to kill himself twice onscreen. he's a robot who's cycled through every possible opinion on humanity and his lack thereof. he's good with kids. he looks permanently 16. he's emotionally volatile AND emotionally repressed. he's nameless. he has 7 names. he's a war criminal. he's a college student. he's a mech pilot. he's even transgender

he's a victim of horrific long-term manipulation. for that whole time he perpetuated the cycle of abuse as hard as he could. his creator deemed him too fragile; he went on to spend much of his life taking pride in the level of suffering he could endure. he has probably every kind of ptsd imaginable but that honestly barely even begins to explain what his problem is. he's an antitheist. he almost became god. he went on missions to hell. this is a background detail mentioned only in passing he has a canon catsona. he's nice to old ladies. he's supernaturally beautiful and also a tsundere. if self-sabotage was a category at the olympics he'd win gold. he kinned a sad origami dragon so hard it changed the course of the entire narrative

i can keep going. he drinks black coffee. he sewed a tiny replica of his most innocent self to keep under his hat. when people started forgetting his friend's existence he automatically assumed it was his fault somehow. he was a prototype, meaning he was never really supposed to be a god in the first place. he nearly managed it anyway. he can see the aranara. he's still the only vision wielder capable of unassisted flight that we know of. he's like if a fallen angel was also a machine and it hated you personally. he walks around acting suspicious as hell at all times and counts on everyone being too confused by him to question it. somehow this works

he sunk-cost-fallacy'd so hard for so long that finding out his worldview was based on a lie caused him to factory reset the entire universe. his main arc is about learning to connect to others again & he gave up his best shot at revenge to save a friend. he's referred to someone as a friend one (1) time and tried to deny it 10 minutes later. wanderer is the most empathetic person you will ever meet AND the meanest AND the most aloof. AND ☝️ He's a 5 year long bohemian rhapsody reference.

bakugou is third in the class on his exams??? ????? His personality really is the only thing holding him back holy shit….