being single feels like shit! i put everything and more into my relationship with joe and he just didnt exert the same amount of effort and i was so blinded by love to realize things werent good anymore and every time he did something that hurt me (whether he meant to or not) i made up excuses for him and im so fucking mad at him for not taking ownership of his mistakes and im mad at myself for not standing up for myself! and now we're on a "break" that im fairly certain will end in a breakup and im so upset!! i miss him! and i cant call him out for not texting me back anymore because we aren't together! i hate this! i feel like im gonna lose him altogether! thanks for listening to me be upset at everything :)