alphabet soup

*voice of someone craving even the tiniest sliver of control* i could make a spreadsheet,

i feel like something inside me has gone moldy

can everyone please stop whatever else theyre doing and come online the dash is so empty...im so cold....

You literally just have to get really good at continuing.

Hey pro gamer tip for any depressed teenagers obsessed with literary romanticism what like I were once: So the world actually hasn't changed actually. Whatever shit u read about in books that stirred your soul and makes you sigh and go "Oh, if only we still had [thing] in this soulless modern world" is still there. You're right abt the modern world being soulless and empty and dumb but it was like that back in the history times too it's always like that. You can go have all kinds of adventures that are just as interesting and exciting as like, I dunno, viking stuff. You can still go do great deeds or what the fuck ever, we're in the same tale still Mr. Frodo, et cetera. But a lot of the time the cops aren't gonna like it so you have to also have to learn abt security culture

it’s rotten work. to me if it’s me.

I have been nothing but elusive and difficult to you and this is how you treat me

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away

everyone who reblogs this and is like "I ordered my own tea this week" or "I only barfed once when I had to give a presentation'- you are doing amazing sweetie. Have patience with yourself, you are relearning a skill so difficult that people get 4 year degrees to do it professionally.

I am printing these words out and gluing them backwards onto my forehead