lackadaisy

i'm sort of between graves right now

got one foot in the grave but it could go anywhere. any grave. could be yours. if you want it.

maybe I'll get killed soon cause I earned it

i want a mysterious source of income

you ever wake up from a dream amd immediately think "well that was a bit heavyhanded"

[on the verge of defeat and delirious with lust] i could be a wound in your heart that will never heal

i sleep diagonally so i wake up to a dutch angle view of my ceiling symbolising my descent into madness

do you ever think about dead versions of yourself that are fossilized in someone else's mind

i see that this one kind of fucked everyone up

madoka magica is sooo crazy imagine being in middle school and your crush dies and you’re so upset that you kickstart a time loop and repeat the same month 100 times over trying to stop her from dying but unwittingly you make her more and more important to the universe’s continuation (because you have effectively created 100 timelines that are dependent only on the survival of your crush) and therefore her death becomes more and more devastating to the world as a whole in every new timeline and finally your crush sacrifices her life willingly to become a god and you’re the only one who remembers her and this depresses you so much that you construct a whole imaginary universe where your crush is alive and you trap yourself and the souls of your friends inside it and then when you realize it’s Not Real, Actually, you pull your crush (who, again, is now god) down from heaven and become the literal actual devil

this is what middle school feels like, like emotionally, anyway

Character who doesn't get to die & character who doesn't get to live. Is that anything.

not a single reliable narrator in sight

making aus for ocs are so funny cause like. theyre already in a situation… but what if they were in a DIFFERENT situation

6 has three 2's which is a good amount but of a relatively smaller number, whereas 6 has two 3's, which is fewer, but 3 is a bigger number, so it really comes to about the same. so youve got options

there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

Anyone else up feeling scared haha. Anyone