Simply Sanguine

The people that are the hardest to love, need it the most. (at Fox Theater - Oakland)

at Berkeley, California

Afternoon naps! (at Berkeley, California)

That Berkeley life #Berkeley #california #ucberkeley #memorialglade (at University Of Berkeley, California)

Be Inspired!

Oddly enough the need for sleep does not seem so daunting. Usually, the hardest thing before i rest is living within myself. The complete silence is only masked by the constant barrage of memories, future contemplations and concerns of all temporal directions. I feel fine, it could be the weed but rest will find me soon, and the lack of dreams will suffice. However, I wish for grand triumphs that hold feelings of joy well into the morning hours of when I wake.

The end is near

Let me start off by saying I broke my own heart, like tiny little shards of glass they hit the unsuspecting ground. Stupidity is only where my faults begin but I believe we should start there. Lets see, first thing, being as dumb as I am takes talent and dedication. I numb my past pain with current forms of alcohol and the future relationships I have crumble because I am too stupid to see beyond the current situation that I reside; ADDICTION! It seems simple to take blame but to truly understand where, how and for what reason you fucked up is a whole different reality. Many things contribute to my inability to deal with the constant day to day struggle, not limited to but including childhood abuse and this pain, frustration, sadness and anger fills me because of it. I have not found the strength to look beyond the current status of my life and see with eyes of crystal clarity. I sit here a man, broken, a blind broken man looking for the pieces of his heart on the ground with both hands out, like Velma looking for her glasses.

-Daniel Kyde