Kusha

this reading is for the connections that never fully closed. the ones that still feel present in small ways, even after time has passed. take a breath, don’t overthink it, and choose the pile you feel most drawn to.

timeless reading. if it finds you, it’s meant to meet you where you are.

take what resonates, leave what doesn’t ♡

Pile 1: °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

9 of swords, 4 of pentacles, 7 of wands

this feels like something that was never said because it felt too vulnerable to say.

there’s a lot of overthinking here. words held back, things replayed late at night, things that almost came out but didn’t. someone cared more than they showed, but kept it locked in. not because it wasn’t real, but because it felt safer to hold onto it than risk what could happen if they said it out loud.

there’s also a strong sense of emotional guarding. both of you, or at least one of you, staying defensive, protecting yourself, not wanting to be the one who gives more or gets hurt first.

what’s left unsaid is simple, but heavy. “i felt more than i let on.” “i was scared to open up.”

Pile 2: °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

3 of wands reversed, 5 of swords, 6 of swords reversed

this feels like something that didn’t move forward the way it was supposed to.

plans that didn’t happen, distance that wasn’t crossed, something that stayed stuck instead of growing. there’s also tension here, maybe words that were said wrong, or situations that turned into conflict instead of understanding.

the 6 of swords reversed makes it feel like neither of you fully moved on from it, even if you tried to. there’s still a part of this connection that feels unfinished, like it never reached a proper conclusion.

what’s left unsaid here feels like frustration and regret. “this could have gone differently.”

Pile 3: °‧ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ·｡

7 of cups reversed, 5 of pentacles, princess of cups

this feels like clarity that came too late.

someone didn’t fully understand their feelings at the time, or didn’t see the connection clearly until it was already slipping away. there’s a sense of emotional distance or loss here, like one person felt left out, unseen, or not chosen.

but the princess of cups brings something softer underneath it. feelings that were genuine, even if they weren’t expressed properly. something that wanted to be said, but stayed quiet or came out in smaller, indirect ways.

cards pulled: seven of wands, seven of cups, princess of swords

this feels a lot like being in your own head about it.

the seven of wands is what you’re being asked to leave behind first. always feeling like you have to defend yourself or prove something. that constant sense of being on guard, like people are judging you before you even know if they are. it creates distance, even when you don’t mean to.

the seven of cups is the overthinking. imagining what people might be thinking about you, going through different possibilities, most of them not even real. it’s easy to get lost in that and forget what’s actually happening in front of you.

and the princess of swords feels like the shift. being curious instead of critical. letting yourself observe without immediately turning it into something negative about you. asking “is this actually true?” before believing every thought that comes up.

so what you’re leaving behind isn’t your appearance or who you are. it’s the way you protect yourself by assuming the worst.

you don’t need to be on guard all the time. you don’t need to figure out what everyone thinks.

you just need a little more space in your mind that isn’t working against you.

Initials: R.W

I applied for regular decision which means decisions release from the 17th of March onwards.

cards pulled: five of wands, the tower, queen of wands

this feels intense, and honestly a bit unpredictable.

the five of wands shows competition. a lot of applicants, a lot of strong energy around this, and it doesn’t feel like an easy or straightforward process. it’s not just about you, it’s about how many people are in the mix.

the tower makes this feel sudden. whatever the outcome is, it might feel like a shock or something you didn’t fully expect, whether that’s in a good or overwhelming way. it doesn’t feel calm or gradual, it feels like a moment.

and the queen of wands feels like you, regardless of the result. confident, capable, someone who still stands strong in themselves even if things don’t go exactly how they hoped. it’s a reminder that your direction doesn’t come from one decision alone.

this doesn’t read as a clear yes or no. it reads as something that might not go exactly how you’ve imagined it.

but it also doesn’t feel like a dead end.

if anything, it feels like whatever happens here pushes you toward something that fits you better, even if it doesn’t feel like that immediately.

~ C.A.M.M 🦂🥀

cards pulled: seven of cups reversed, king of swords, ace of cups reversed

this doesn’t feel like there’s something “wrong” with you.

the seven of cups reversed feels like you come across clearer than people expect. you’re not easily fooled, you see through things, and you don’t play along with confusion or fake energy. some people get uncomfortable around that, especially if they’re used to getting away with things.

the king of swords adds to it. you can come off sharp, observant, maybe a bit hard to read. not in a bad way, but in a way that makes people feel like they can’t easily figure you out or influence you. people who are insecure sometimes react to that by trying to challenge you or bring you down.

and the ace of cups reversed feels like people misreading your emotional energy. you might be more private, or not openly warm with everyone, so some people assume distance, disinterest, or even attitude when that’s not actually what’s there.

so what you’re picking up from others isn’t random. it’s reactions to how you hold yourself.

you’re clear, you’re observant, and you don’t immediately open up. that can make the wrong people feel intimidated or rejected, even if you didn’t do anything.

this isn’t something you need to “fix.”

cards pulled: queen of pentacles, five of wands, princess of cups

this is actually a pretty good mix, just a little awkward at first.

the queen of pentacles is how you come across overall. reliable, grounded, someone who seems like they have it together more than expected. especially in a place like a law firm, this is a really good impression. they likely see you as capable and someone who fits, even if you feel out of place.

the five of wands feels like the environment more than you. a bit of tension, different personalities, maybe people sizing each other up or just being used to their own routines. you being new and also the only gen z probably makes you stand out more, but not in a bad way, just noticeable.

and the princess of cups feels like how they see you underneath that. a bit softer, polite, maybe slightly shy or still figuring things out. there’s a sense of you being genuine, not fake, which people usually pick up on.

so overall it doesn’t feel negative at all. more like they see you as capable but still new, and a little different from them.

if anything, it feels like the kind of situation where it just takes time for things to settle and for you to feel more natural there.

cards pulled: five of wands, lovers reversed, justice

this feels a bit complicated, not very settled.

the five of wands comes up as mixed energy. there’s interest, but also confusion or internal conflict. they might go back and forth in their head about you, or feel unsure about what to do with their feelings. it doesn’t feel calm or clear on their side.

the lovers reversed leans into that more. it can point to hesitation, misalignment, or them not fully choosing the connection. not necessarily lack of feeling, but something that keeps them from leaning into it properly.

and justice feels like them trying to stay logical about it. almost like they’re weighing things out instead of just feeling them. they could be holding back because they’re thinking about what’s “right,” what makes sense, or what the consequences might be.

so their feelings don’t feel simple. there’s some level of interest, but also a lot of overthinking and holding back.

it doesn’t feel like they’re fully stepping toward it right now. more like they’re stuck trying to decide what to do with it.

R.C

My question is why is this person reaching out to me in my dreams? is their something I should know that they were trying to tell me? all i saw when I dreamt about them twice is them wanting to approach me but got held back.

(It's someone I never express my feelings to but felt so attracted to them, not just physically, it felt more than that and I haven't seen them in almost 3 years )

cards pulled: ten of pentacles, three of cups reversed, six of pentacles

this feels less like them reaching out, and more like something in you revisiting what that connection meant.

the ten of pentacles feels like the core of it. you didn’t just see them as a crush, it felt deeper, more long-term, almost like something that could’ve grown into stability or something real. that’s why it stayed with you.

the three of cups reversed feels like what didn’t happen. things left unexpressed, a connection that never fully formed, maybe timing or circumstances that kept it from becoming something more. it has that “almost” feeling.

and the six of pentacles feels like the imbalance in it. feelings that weren’t shared equally or openly. you had something to give, but there wasn’t a real exchange, at least not in the way you needed.

so the dreams don’t feel like a message from them, exactly. it feels like your mind bringing up something unresolved.

them wanting to approach but being held back mirrors what actually happened. feelings that existed, but never moved forward.

what you’re being shown isn’t something they’re trying to tell you now, it’s what never got said back then.

and maybe what you need to know is this:

it mattered. it was real for you. but it stayed incomplete for a reason.

cards pulled: the tower, death, five of swords

yeah… this really does feel like a cycle ending. but not in a soft or easy way.

the tower is that sudden shift. things falling apart, or being shaken enough that you can’t go back to how it was before. it’s not random though. it usually clears out something that wasn’t stable or true for you anymore, even if it didn’t feel like that at the time.

then death comes in and makes it final. not just an ending, but a full transformation. the old version of how you approached love, what you accepted, what you expected… that’s what’s changing here. you’re not going back to loving the same way.

the five of swords feels like what you’re leaving behind. connections that felt draining, confusing, or like someone had to lose for the other to win. miscommunication, tension, things that didn’t feel fully honest or equal.

so what’s next isn’t immediately a new relationship.

it’s a reset.

a space where you’re not carrying those old patterns anymore. where you’re a lot more aware of what doesn’t work for you, even if that awareness came from something painful.

it might feel empty or unclear right now, but it’s actually clearing space for something healthier.

I’ve been feeling very lost and stuck on what I should do regarding my career or on what I should study, I’m in major need of some clarity 😭

Question: what career best suits me emotionally and financially?

Name: Andrea

cards pulled: king of wands, nine of pentacles, the world

this feels less about one specific job and more about the kind of life your career needs to give you.

the king of wands points to something where you’re leading, creating, or building. you’re not really suited to roles where you’re just following instructions all the time. careers like business, entrepreneurship, content creation, marketing, management, or anything where you can take initiative and shape things yourself feel more aligned.

the nine of pentacles leans toward financial independence. this is the kind of energy that does well working for themselves or eventually becoming self-sufficient, even if you don’t start there. careers that let you grow your own income over time, like freelancing, running a business, or building a personal brand, fit this really well.

and the world adds something global or expansive. this could be working online, working with people from different places, travel-related work, or even careers that keep evolving instead of staying the same. it’s not a fixed path, it’s something that grows with you.

so emotionally, you need freedom, creativity, and a sense of ownership in what you do.

financially, you do best in something you can build and expand over time, rather than something with a strict ceiling.

i would like a free reading.

if i start therapy with psychologist IAM, will she really be able to help me?

i’ve tried therapy with many different psychologists before, but none of them have truly helped me so far. some just didn’t work, and others behaved unethically.

i'm ef and thanks. english is not my first language.

cards pulled: queen of wands, seven of cups, eight of wands

this feels honest, and a little tired.the queen of wands is you in this. someone who still wants to believe something can work, even after being let down before. there’s strength here, but also a kind of careful hope. like you’re open, but not blindly.

the seven of cups feels like your past experiences. too many options, too many people, and not all of them clear or genuine. it can feel confusing, even disappointing, like you don’t always know what’s real help and what just looks like it.

and then the eight of wands. this feels different. faster, clearer, more direct. it suggests movement, communication that actually goes somewhere, not just circles. something that starts to shift instead of staying stuck.this doesn’t promise perfection, but it does feel like progress.

it feels like this could help, especially if you stay connected to your own instincts while you’re in it.

you’re not meant to ignore red flags, but you’re also not meant to expect it to fail before it begins.

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