unapologetically myself

Wear the nice outfit. Light the nice candle. Use the nice dishes. Sleep in the nice sheets. Spray the nice perfume. Being alive is the special occasion.

The OBSESSION with identity is so crazy like the view that when you do something it immediately becomes part of your identity and all the parts of you have to click together to become “person who wakes up early” or “person who reads” no you can literally just do something without restructuring your whole performance of personhood around it. I don’t know what to tell you except that you will never be able to have an entirely unfractured view of yourself or that you will be able to rationalize all the complex parts of yourself into the phrase “person who x” like you should just be doing things without performing them. Or aestheticizing them. Just try different things on and keep what works for you. Otherwise you will never learn and grow!

I feel like a lot of you would be much happier if you just lived authentically and stopped judging everything for everyone you deem cringe or childish or just not to your taste

“Now, bear in mind,” *I pause, allowing time for you to visualize the bear*

it has always been a dream of mine to relax

im being held hostage by music. and im enjoying it

words cannot describe how much i love showering. my wet contemplative box