I have a thing for turning white-haired anime guys into yanderes

Just so you know you totally made my week, it is such a good series, so well written and it just scratches the phaindere ick so perfectly, and now finishing at 2am you can only guess that I'm sobbing so much, all your references, all your quotes, everything is so amazing I'm just here wondering how much did you read or if it just came naturally to you, if its the former I BEGGGG FOR YOU TO DROP YOUR RECSSS!!

I have so much to say I can't just put it in words, just a big thank you for all your hard work and dedication for making it.

Giving us the 3 ending option, and the last one, phais yearning knowing something is missing but not knowing what ughhhhhh I just can't imagine, and their last reunion at the third ending I was playing everytime you kissed me by Yuki Kajiura and I totally encourage the readers to reread that scene with that song, it is something you MUST EXPERIENCE ASAP!!

And the first ending, all I was screaming about phainon and cosmic horror, snatching us from the express like that, AND AGAIN THE COSMIC HORRORRR!! so amazing!

I totally regret straying from the fandom I missed the live updates of this life changing fic, and I wish i could add more notes but I was a little shy to comment, but I was so happy reading all the comments and how lively they were, but on another note I remember how it all started (correct me if I'm wrong) because of the user porcelainbirdss, I loved their yanphai fics sm but I couldn't find their acc now that I came back I was also wondering if you knew something?? Because I kind of remember you two interacting frequently lmao.

Anyway, just so you know I'll definitely will be rereading and enjoying your fic many times!! <3

Wow hello thank you for such a beautiful and thoughtful ask! I'm glad that you enjoyed my series, and I know that there are people who read WIPs and those who wait until fics are finished. Personally I love both because it gives me something to look forward to everyday!

Yandere Phainon/Khaslana was a brainworm that consumed me ever since Amphoreus came out, seriously the best story (for the most part) that I have EVER seen in any gacha game, ever. I would be hard-pressed to name any type of media that tops Version 3.3 and 3.4 😭😭✨ That definitely served as huge motivation for me and I love Phainon so much!

Hehe well personally I made a TON of notes and bullet points for each fic and chapters, putting in themes/quotes/music snippets that I liked and felt fit the overall narrative! I've also been inspired by all the quality yandere fics on tumblr, I really liked @heliosunny and @ddarker-dreams personally 💖 Their world-building is top-notch~

I had a blast writing all 3 endings, but if I had to say in terms of, hmm, personal satisfaction with them, I would go 3 > 1 > 2. Ending #3 is definitely the one I spent the most amount of time on because I wanted everything to wrap up plot-wise, and encompass the overall theme of hope and love. Even though this series was a monster of a yandere fic, I think it's important to remember that Phainon's prime motivation always came from a place of caring so much. It got twisted into destruction and hate along the way, but at his core he's always been driven by love.

Hehe the first ending....gosh I was looking at my screen and thinking, am I really doing this? The cosmic horror Annihilation Ending was something I always wanted to touch on. Fun fact - when I originally started writing this, my endgoal was to write a super downer ending. It would have ended much earlier - maybe after Reader's POV? But I'm glad that I changed it up to include Phainon/Khaslana's POV and the finale, because I felt that added so much depth to this AU.

Yes, I also noticed @porcelainbirdss is no longer active 😭 Honestly I was extremely saddened when I noticed their account was gone because their fics were such an inspiration and they're a wonderful person, but wherever they are now I wish them the best! I'll never forget their influence on me 💕

Thank you again for reading!! It's really wild to think there are people out there who like this series enough to send me nice comments~ I appreciate you a lot!

Sis (or bro), I'm going to be so honest with you...I am so bad at writing smut and intimate scenes it's not even funny. At least, I'm terrible at depicting sexy times in a way that's 'hot'...I just cringe so hard writing that 😭😭

I don't know how serious smut authors do that...I can write drama and angst and horror at the drop of a hat but for some reason spicy het stuff makes my brain freeze up like a deer in headlights

After Y/N resets the 33M+ cycles, does her Dad still show up throughout the cycles where she’s doing her work as an Emanator of Finality? I wonder if the Phainon/Khaslana then feel a sense of familiarity and talk to him when he gets the chance.

Unfortunately, reader's dad is gone. He died in the very first cycle they arrived, and the scepter did incorporate his data into the next ones, but he doesn't have any 'consciousness' anymore 😔

I didn't have any plans for his data to be salvaged, even by the Genius Society. The chances for a reunion between him and reader are slim to none. But she never forgets him, and in turn his memory never forgets her - his love for his daughter shines through in all of his reiterations in the eternal recurrences.

Here’s a Twitter thread on why Vigethos is named Vigethos and not Beagle Coconut if you’re curious.

So I’m wondering how Vigethos and Bubbles would interact. Got any thoughts? Did you play the chimera event when it got released in ver 3.8?

I’m thinking that while everyone is in the book ‘As I’ve written’, (Golden Route #3) when Herta and Screwllum did their best to salvage Amphoreus data, Bubbles would be included too. And that would shake a sense of familiarity in Phainon.

Here are some head cannon things that I think would happen.

Vigethos would bring Bubbles food or sit next to Bubbles whenever they sleep so that he can guard her. Make sure no one disturbs her.

Phainon would take Bubbles in

Phainon would often watch the two Chimeras interact and feel like he’s seeing Déjà vu.

The familiarity is there but Phainon just can’t out his finger on it.

Of course the Samoyed would be supportive in helping Vigethos gain Bubbles affection.

But then I feel like Phainon would get a random nightmare of Bubbles dying and wake up in cold sweat. Perhaps it would be “visions” from route 1.

He checks on Bubbles and is relieved that Bubbles is safe and sound.

Oh! Another head cannon is that Bubbles sleeps a lot and if Vigethos is close with her, she would unconsciously twirl her tail with his when he lays next to her.

If Bubbles lost her hat or sunglasses you bet that Vigethos would help her find them and won’t rest until he does.

Phainon would definitely dedicate a small swimming pool for Bubbles.

In return I feel like Bubbles would take care of Vigethos by cooling him down if he gets too hot or help him learn how to swim.

Giving a lick to the cheek would be considered a kiss in Chimeras language.

Then there’s these two.

Apparently Khaslana’s is Vige-flame and Flame Reaver is Vige-night based on fan translation. 😂

Would you want to add them into Route 3?

If these two were to be added into the group then everything will surely be chaotic. Phainon has to take care of not only two but four chimeras in total. The three Phailing Chimeras would be doing everything they can think of to get Bubble’s attention. But all in all I think they would take turns guarding her as she sleeps. ☺️

But if the attention from these three gets too much, Bubbles would go to Phainon or any of the Chrysos Heirs for help or hide away somewhere sneaky where she won’t be disturb.

In terms of interactions with the other Chimeras. It would be healthy of course. No yandere like behavior at all. But maybe there would be a bit of jealousy.

Yeah I've seen a ton of posts and fanart about the chimeras - specifically, the counterparts to all the chrysos heirs. It's interesting to see how their names can be so different, but it makes sense that Vigethos would align more closely to the original Chinese one!

Chimeras are so stinking cute, too...Honkai: Star Rail has the amazing ability to make the most adorable animals in each version, like Peppy, the Ditings, trotters, the little birds in Penacony, Tuskpir, and even the Furbobos in Planarcadia lmao I am obsessed 😆😆

Vigethos and Bubbles would probably get along very well, but in ending #3 when reader 'erased' herself from Amphoreus' whole system, that means that her other-self is no longer here. Her other-self got absorbed when reader accepted the third choice, so Bubbles is now just a normal chimera!

But there's always a ripple effect from reader's choices, even if no one can fully understand or see it. So I could definitely see a lot of your bullet points aligning with reality 💖 Bubbles is canonically a water-based chimera given its aquatic tail and association with the Seal Slammers event, so that checks out too - it would definitely have a lower/cooler body temperature than the hot-blooded Vigethos!

OMFG...why is Phainon everywhere in Okhema, he's such an overemployed guy even his chimeras are working overtime 😂 That would be really, really cute if Vige-flame and Vige-knight were also alive in the good ending.